131.02 enter a personal relationship with Jesus!

We need to integrate the graces from all he SEEL Experiences into daily life and as I reread this Line now . . . and “I only wanna be with you” is the chorus on the radio I hear now. . . And I read the Grace about Deepening Awareness and Gratitude for GOD!  I just left a session with Scott and was told it was time for lunch and a beer. So I’m at Three Daughters crying as I type now in such grace and gratitude. Yes, I knew I had to stop somewhere. After my Code Hearing this morning I was mad and frustrated so READY for a beer . . . . so now, THANK YOU JESUS!

Please forgive me for not honoring this moment more deeply with you!  DAY 1: Romans 8:14-27 (living in the Spirit). It is really so clear about my place here more than ever. And to Cry ABBA FATHER!  Whenever I go back and read the work I’ve done here on this blog with SEEL, it gets stronger and stronger. Everything is very much in-sink and compliments my experience and work. I’m always feeling challenged and know my place is about trust, and being real with this experience every day.

Yes, it’s work for me to take the time and address and do all the things I can before me . . . I’m always listening and always moving forward with each action and each challenge.

Your impact is really a lot deeper than you know. You are surprised at the PrayerLine, where you speak to the same people again and again. But this isn’t just an odd chance. This is critical to the shifts that you are creating in their lives and all those that they reach. Each step and each interaction is critical to the growth and change you are here for. EVEN NOW!

I can see how much I do and really never know what the impact is or where things shift. I do not judge it or question it, but simply allow what’s before me to be whatever it needs to be. Of course, I try to guide people to do the same. To really Trust in Jesus and not judge the circumstances and efforts of satan to interfere and mess with us. But we all must recognize each step is learning to get closer to God, and find the deeper meaning and insights we need to stay at peace and move forward in the Joy and Love of God.

I’m here with Leon at Three Daughters ordering my second beer. I know I’ve been led by God, and know how Jesus is my Brother, and how I can share in the Trinity as the Family that I know and love this experience so deeply. This has been my life, and I know it’s becoming more clear and stable all the time. Here by the Spirit of God to be joint-heirs with Christ Jesus, sharing a beer justified and glorified in this Love experience with Jesus!

What are you feeling now? 

I keep wanting to review this blog in more detail FROM THE BEGINNING to find whatever I need in this next assignment before me. Wow, so I went back and found the place where Dr A started with me. . . To “whom Much is given, Much is Expected”

Your comment there now wasn’t even close. You are beyond the billions now. And it’s certainly more than you expected or understood. But you can DO IT, and each step you take to make this experience as you know it needed to be. Again now doing what you are led to do, even if it’s really something that you NEVER do. Recognize most of your peers rely and survive only because of this beer and relaxing at the end of the day that you are lucky to do once a month. Yes, that is why you are here now, you recognize this joy and gift we share with you. 

Yes, I know I can, or WE CAN . . . And as I read this blog posting for Friday, September 29, 2023, I never noticed how it’s September 20, 2026 now . . . 3 years, minus 9 days . . . Course 3+9=12. . . 1+2=3 bringing us through to the twelve disciples and the Trinity again exactly where I belong . . . and I always see this synergy and always feel this relationship with You Dear God. It’s really my deepest Gift to share in the Perceptions of God . . . Wow, so much Power in these words . . . Like my LOVE; And I remember how I prayed in the hospital at 16, how I wanted us all to survive, not just the few, but He created all of us, and we all have a place, so why not find a way for us all to survive?

Your impact is more clear to you now as you realize this is your work and your mission here before you to save the Earth. AS YOU ASKED TO. It was your deepest desire to find a way to save everyone. There in your deathbed, seeing your body alone in the hospital you KNEW you had to come back. YOU KNEW that if God gave you the opportunity to save everything and everyone then you had to come back knowing you could make it happen. You just needed the opportunity, and somehow you knew you could do it. And now again you are here changing everything. Because YOU KNOW you CAN!

I can deeply understand how my place is growing and more defined and stronger all the time . . . where the Prayer of a Righteous person is ever powerful! I literally just asked Leon about the owner who is now on the City Council . . . . Nothing surprises me, it’s really just beautiful how Jesus makes things grow and shift all the time . . . .

Yes this is still about your impact, as your call was a bit more extreme and powerful than most. You came here with us before you recognized how important your call was. And still this power and focus you keep as your own personal responsibility, and really do not share as much as you can. Countless people have written books and published stories to get rich and famous from the same experience that you had. And still to this day you accept the minimum and strive to be happy and comfortable alone and without, stepping humbly into this work before you.

I know it’s better for me to just be at ease, and not seek more. There is always more for me to do already, so to ask for more seems crazy, as I can only do so much . . . and I accept all that You Give me!

DAY 2 Read Romans 8:28-39 (a hymn to God's glory; nothing can separate us from the love of God in Christ). Wow so much comes so close to home for me. Of Course, Christ is with me all the time. And for me to finally really know and accept this, is really a great Honor and Glory in God. It’s always about me understanding the next steps and to be slow and clear about what it is that You have set before me. I’m always wondering what could possibly be next, but I’m always ready for anything and accept the challenges before me. And I Really do know it’s always the best thing I could think about and certainly not anything knew, but just where I belong.

All things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to His Purpose . . . he did predestinate to be conformed to the image of His Son . . . he is glorified.

Wow, I am in such Joy, as I’ve come to know how much God is with me all the time and how strong this experience is in every step as I move forward. As we are “more than conquerors” stepping beyond all the challenges and experiences before us.

DAY 3: Psalm 63:1-8 ("I will bless you as long as I live"). Now this psalm is wonderful and clear for me, it's even really about how I am feeling right now. I know I've been sent here, and I know I am ready for whatever it is that you have prepared me for. I know this is my place and time, just like I know I have all that I could need for whatever is before me.

Yes I really LONG FOR YOU Jesus. I’m always working and pushing to learn and do whatever it is that I must do before me. And I know this is critical and know it’s exactly where I need to be moving forward. 

Blessed be my son, you will be glorified as you step into all that is before you. It’s nothing new or beyond you. It’s the tasks and places you have created and each is waiting for you and your action as noted in your Love and Faithfulness.

I can’t imagine what that really means nor do I know what could be next or what I am getting prepared for. I'm still Sorta tired and frustrated about all that I need to do. I am always so grateful to be able to be ready and to study My Bible and all that You set before me, and I know it really means I am ready for whatever is next. Course, I'm tired still and just want to sleep and I know Your right hand holds me up!

DAY 4: Ephesians 1:15-23 (the power and hope Christ offers believers) Ok I try to stay in trust and focus as I know Christ is with me, ALWAYS with me every day!

You will be glorified my son for all you do.

I don’t always feel like I’m doing what to need to do and i do sense so much guidance and direction all the time. I recognize how much i hear and listen and then also see when I’m stubborn and do things on my own, or really make the conscious choice to ignore the guidance that I get all the time!

Yes be glorified by staying there in truth, it’s not always easy, nor is it supposed to be.

I get it! I realized how I have this constant hum of Spirit in my head, like the background sounds of angels singing. And It’s really the Praise of Jesus Christ that I required to move to Tampa. I really never knew this or understood it completely.

This is why you have been so Glorified, speak more about what you have now learned.

I realized how I asked for God’s Perspective on all the Tasks before me and I also know I asked for the Name of Jesus Christ to come through in all the Guidance I received. But I never realized how strong and specific these requests really were! I certainly didn’t realize that they carried and continued throughout my life. 

Yes this is glorified because you are stepping into the Power and Truth of God. Making such specific requests brings you into the timelessness of God. Like David in the Bible KNEW he could beat Goliath. This was the Wisdom and Knowing that HE REQUESTED. God chose him above all others because of His Choices.  

His request for Wisdom and the Grace of God, actually steps beyond time and carries throughout his life. Like you requested God’s Perspective and Name of Jesus Christ in your Praise before coming to Tampa, and this also was a Timeless Request. Requests of God in God become timeless and carry throughout your life, just like David Had the wisdom in youth, that he only asked for much later in life.

I can understand this. And I guess I sorta see and knew this already even as my Daily Mass gives us a time of all things. Like this morning I knew to snap a picture of my Prayerline Request before I finished it. And then I DID NOT! So in the next second when the screen reset, and I lost all I had written, I felt like such an idiot, not listening to the guidance that hums in my heart all the time. And this guidance is always there, and always humming Praises in the Name of Jesus Christ . . . EXACTLY as I asked for: to always be strong and clear in the Spirit.

DAY 5: John 15:1-8 (the vine and the branches). I really love this Bible Verse. It’s one I need to remember, because I am always saying this. Not so much about the pruning, but more speaking about the Fruit of the Spirit that are always present with Jesus Christ. Doing the work of Jesus brings us more Fruit. And I guess I need to be real about the Pruning too. Yesterday, Anna called again while I was deep in my legal mess. Pulling together my research and data trying to get very strong and focused. She wanted to read her own court motion. I told her reading wouldn’t register and asked her to send me screenshots. Wow, what a mess. I explained that she was saying the same words over and over again and really wasting the time of the judge. She wouldn’t listen and kept wanting to read it to me.

Of course, now I realize she has never listened to me. Each time I pray with her she’s in the same place, the same arrogant ego in the way of real progress. She’s never done the Renounce and Command, which I’ve gone over with her over and over again. Yes, it was obvious she never did it, or never understood why, as I told her to recite it again after me. Clearly she never had tried before. Like the crap she wrote for the judge repeating gibberish over and over again that really only gets annoying.  

After over an hour on the phone with her still demanding to read it all to me, irregardless of wasting my time as well. I finally told her that I had to get back to my own work with my own court hearing on Monday. And I hung-up the phone. Yes, I blocked her from my phone again. I did that once before, when I realized she wasn’t growing and learning, but only staying in herself refusing to listen to me. I get that from Larry too, where I need to evict him for not doing anything to improve his life, my space, or improve anything. 

I guess it’s important to see that I need to prune too. Clip away the dead stuff that is not growing, but stuck in the same-old same-old. Of course, then I checked my email to find this InTouch daily devotion that gives me more insights and deeper understanding into THE WAY of God and Christ in the Trinity . . . Feeling this Holy Spirit guiding me to transform from the inside out, where I too must learn to prune my time and efforts, to be more focused and ready for whatever Jesus puts next before me. And of course, I’ve got to click the next link on the website with the Daily Devotions so knowing Jesus is Trusting the inner conviction in God; https://www.intouch.org/listen/radio/what-it-means-to-believe-in-jesus-2 STEPPING into this deeper personal relationship and love of believing in Jesus Christ as a Person of the Trinity.

Accepting this Relationship is to have the confident conviction that Jesus is as the Bible says, that He does what He says He’ll do, yes always HE will do as His Promises, Believe in Jesus and risk your personal future all for Jesus! This is the real relationship: Knowledge, Conviction, and Trust!  It’s in these Facts, that we each enter a personal relationship, and place all our trust into this moment with God. As a living Child of God, when we enter a personal relationship with Jesus!

DAY 6: John 15:9-17 (I have said these things to you so that my joy may be in you, and that your joy may be complete").  Ok this was kinda neato too.  As I read this piece, I noticed tears with this Phrase "learned from my Father I have Made known to you" . . . . and Being Chosen and Appointed continues from the last piece about David and understanding how my Choices have Impacted my Whole life. Yes I can feel how this Makes JOY complete and FULL, very real and powerful.  And I guess it's really about this Knowledge and Understanding of God that I just spoke about, which makes these Indigenous tasks so strong to bring forward to Humanity. 

I'm not sure why I know this. Or how Seeing the Perspective of God in each action brings me greater insights and understanding into all of this. It's really kinda neato as I consider how all this is coming together . . . Pruning and more focus and building and changing and always something more!

DAY 7: Psalm 118:21-29 ("Give thanks to the Lord, for he is good, for his steadfast love endures for ever.") Yes, I'm so glad to get this last verse in here now. I've been struggling with the technology, it's just annoying and I'm always blaming the rift between microsoft, apple and adobe. . . . yes these firms are still fighting and competing like spoiled children in a playpen. Such fools, they need to learn what cooperation means before it's too late.

son you are glorified in all these tasks before you as you are more capable than ever and again this experience is evolving every moment into power and focus as none other could even understand.

I get it and I know what this means as I'm pushing in three or four different directions and I know that I will be able to step into so much more than ever before. That's just my "lot in life." Like David knew what he was doing because the memory of his CHOICE was deep inside of him, whether he knew and understood it or not. Like my work here is so clear and strong, whether I know and accept it all or not. It's really kinda weird sometimes, I know what I can do and I know my limits and still I end up pushing these beyond my own understanding.

What You do is very much in tune with these deeper issues that you simple Know at another level.  It's all about levels of vibrational energies. And each moment you shift things for everyone, since You are simply more connected to things beyond even your own understanding.  Like do you remember talking with the Aliens in High School?  Yes, that was more real than you know, and there are a lot of deeper levels there too that you've never exlpored, but you Know, Felt and Experienced.

I admit I haven't thought about that in YEARS. When I went back and read it, I recognized so much that was clearly still inside of me. I took the ACE's test again, as I'm sure I've done a thousand times now. Of course, it give me more to explore. Yes, I'm always ready for more lessons and more learning. I'm always accepting whatever Jesus places before me . . . Sometimes I wonder what it's all about. Like today I've been outside for an hour here and there, building a Duck Box. Yes, I spoke to someone about getting four baby ducks.  And of course the Code Enforcement Board wants me to empty the trailer behind my house.  So that means I have to build something with all the wood out there . . . . Sure a Duck Box, why not? I'd love to eat duck eggs each day . . . two or three even.  Why not?

131.01 Gathering Graces

WEEK OF PRAYER #31: GATHERING THE GRACES:  

OK, a new week. Exploring all the key Graces and lessons that changed my life through these SEEL EXERCISES. . . Wow, that's really asking a lot. I've been having synchronicity and Godincident (“co’incident” in the Spirit of God: God’incident . . . aka Ben+Sten) followed by synchronicity and Godincident for many months now. And it's such a challenge to accept and move forward into all these things before me, when it’s almost constant Love and Grace from GOD! In Peace and Joy!

Yes, I know I'm in God's Hands, where I know intimately the Peace, Love and Joy that He IS!  I know I've been protected and guided all of my life. I see and recognize the power and focus more and more all the time. Everything I do, whether I want to; or fight for hours before I finally doing it anyway . . . It always comes out beneficial: resulting in more Fruit of the Spirit. I'm always finding more Peace and Love in everything, no matter what it is.  Even my selfish arrogant delays and second guessing usually turns out to be better anyway.

I'm trying to be real and practical about my place and LOVE experience. Like caring for my yard and being responsible over my tools or whatever resources I have and the works before me. . . Uhg, like this assignment in SEEL and these lessons today.

• How has my awareness of God's presence in my life grown or shifted? 

Wow, this has blown up more every day. This morning in Mass, I was so filled with the Love and Joy of Jesus, I was literally vibrating in my seat. Several times I noticed I had lost touch with the Church and the Mass. I was deep into the Feelings of this Heart Energy pumping up through me in my Breath, and I didn’t notice people sitting or standing. Yes, the sun was in my face again . . . like the odd corner of the stained glass windows always reflects the full sun straight into my face!  Then the breath gets very strong and I feel so much coming up inside of me. I noticed this vibration of Love starts on my bike, and as soon as I start moving my breath gets so clear and strong. If I hear a bird, I’ll start chirping and singing out to them too: “hello, hello; hello from my heart.” I’ve also noticed that the chirp sounds I make will vary based on what I hear. I’m instinctively repeating the bird sounds almost immediately.

I guess, that was one of the first things I noticed with the Exodus 90 group too. We did the consecration to Saint Mary, and I recognized Her voice and realized I had spoken with Her constantly in the woods as a child. I’m not even sure if I thought I was speaking to Mother Nature, or to the trees, or something else. But it was so obvious that I already deeply knew Saint Mary so very well, it was like old friends coming together again in this experience with Exodus 90. I realize now that this is one of those spontaneous realizations I will just SHARE at the moment. And I wonder if this was what Fr. Curtis was mad about hearing such gossip about me getting lost rambling down some rabbithole.

With SEEL as well, it’s gotten very obvious that I have a constant conversation with the Trinity and ongoing experience that is simply unending. I mean several times, Jesus came through that moment online to me to share another trip into a rabbithole even on ZOOM for all to see and hear.  I’m only now fully realizing how much this is about my active ongoing relationship God.

That active experience of Prayers Insistently is really just my present life experience, and it became more and more obvious to me as I went through these many SEEL Exercises. I mean, I never seem to stop this constant ongoing conversation and suddenly I have a clear understanding of these experiences. I really never understood what it was or what I was doing, or that it was something unique, private, and personal to just me!?!? Each moment I’m challenged to move on and do more and more in the Joy and Love of God. Like the Prayerline this morning, someone told me they were instructed to give everything away and go out with only a bag to be homeless. So after the prayers and doing the “Renounce and Command” Lessons, I told him it was important to ask for the Name of Jesus Christ. Knowing and hearing the name of God can only come through the Trinity: God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit of Angels and Saints. I told him satan was always in deceptions and could pretend to be any voice at any time, BUT ONLY GOD could reply with the Name of “Jesus Christ!”

This bible verse from Isaiah came through to me so strong. This was from the Fr. Mike readings, and it was so clear and strong like God Speaking directly to ME. Yes I felt how I was called as a Teacher or whatever, and I listened to this Day in the App over and over again. Day 212 in the ascensionpress.com Bible in a Year . . . Yes, Jesus is always doing what he needed to do to get me where I needed to be. And I know this already. Now SEEL has been very clear and focused to get me right where I needed to be in My life and Spirit with GOD.

• What ways of praying were most meaningful or challenging for me? 

I’ve found Prayer in all aspects of my life. I know Jesus and God in each experience and challenge before me. Every moment I’m pulled to know and experience this Love and Divinity. I know God’s guidance and symbols come to me in everything around me. Having grown up in the Woods, knowing Saint Mary deeply, brings me to see and Know God in all Nature and all Life around me all the time. Having this Perspective of God, really means that I can see God in Everything. This means I’m always seeking God and Always seeking to understand the symbols and relationships around me more deeply, as I need to adopt and understand what He gives to me every moment. 

Thus, the greatest challenge here is that I needed to recognize this Relationship with God more fully. Sure I’ve talked to the trees and birds and bunnies all my Life. AND NOW, this moment I realized how my family was always violent to me, so I learned from birth to AVOID PEOPLE!  And my Mom tried to protect me and hide me from this violence . . . She taught me the Prayer of Saint Michael to protect myself and I realize it helped to block my own EMPATHY. I could feel people driving by in a car, deeply sense their Angels, pickup their hearts and minds. Wow, all this was blocked by Saint Michael spinning his Sward and Shield around me for DECADES! 

Now as I’ve shared the MOST powerful and meaningful praying is with my Bike Ride, and then stepping into a Church with Christ in my Heart. Each Corporal Prayer in mass brings me deeper into a stronger vibrations of Love and Joy. Anytime I share with another soul, animal, vegetable, or mineral I have invited Christ into my Heart. Everything gets stronger in this love vibration.  I know the challenge I have now is to carry Christ in my Heart all the time.

• How have I grown in knowledge and love of Christ? 

Yes the Love and Knowledge of Christ is my life, Christ’s LOVE is growing into my Life Constantly.  I know this is really endless. And I know that I can BE and DO anything in Christ. Wow, to consider what this means is really remarkable. One day riding my Bike into church, I had the sudden revelation that we had succeeded in saving 1000 people. Suddenly I was in Tears. It was a powerful and abrupt realization. Like something clicked over the edge that moment. Now 1000s saved! And then I knew we could save everyone. . . Wow. . . Yes everyone had me deeper in tears.

I remember one experience online in ZOOM, where I remembered when Joni died and came to ask “if we made it.”  I was knocked down on the steps and looked up at the pictures of her and her family on my wall. “Yes, we made it” we saved the last city. She knew that’s what raised me in the hospital in 1980. She knew her hubby was convinced and dedicated to complete whatever we had started with God. She knew it was critically important for us to do these challenges before us. She just wanted the greater perspective from God, and came to me at her moment of death . . . And I’m sure she had all things confirmed stepping into her new life with God. It was a spontaneous expression, where I fell into this rabbithole and spoke out the experience there for all to see, as I could remember more details and got a deeper understanding again. Every time I share something of my past experiences I hear a bit more details . . . I think this is why I am always gettin lost down a rabbithole talking and sharing too much for all the sheeple who refuse to understand. 

That’s My Truth!  Yes, satan is a lie, death is a lie, there is only Love. There is ONLY GOD. Truth can never contradict Truth. We all can choose to BE LOVE, and be with God is the Free act of Faith into this experience with God.

• Where have I experienced greater interior freedom? 

There is ONLY Love. 

There is ONLY GOD.  

There is ONLY Truth 

And Truth can never contradict Truth. And there is nothing more real than this.

We all can choose to BE LOVE, and this is the freedom and deeper Truth I’ve come to know intimately in my relationship with Christ Jesus. And we all have a Cross to bear, moving forward into the love experience ONLY God Creates. He Creates only Freedom, Joy, Peace, and Love to bring us deeper into the experience before us. This is really the greatest interior freedom. God is about doing the Right things at the right times. And this comes easy with His continued Guidance that we can step into daily with only our choice!

• Where is there still disorder or lack of interior freedom in my life? 

Ok, I Lack the Love of a petite goddess here to love and care for me again. There is ONLY GOD’s Love, and my only lack in freedom is to share more at church, and a partner. Yes, a close female intimacy would be nice too. I actually cried the other day about being alone. Yes, I know Jesus and the Trinity is always with me walking in His Spirit. While truth is, personal interaction is necessary. Truth can never contradict Truth. And the Truth of my interactions socially is that i need to start sharing more of who i really am. And I guess evangelize, share the Love of Jesus. Ok, I guess I have Lack in fear to heal people! Yes, Hug MORE to HEAL!

Wow, I said it.  We all can choose to BE LOVE TO HEAL PEOPLE.

Weee, that was fun. ;-D))) I love to share with people and that experience of healing in the hugs is always so wonderful.  I know I need to find out how to share this more openly. Wow, as I write this now, I sense the fear of discovery where everyone wants something . . . . So maybe I need to stay hidden!

• How do I most usually experience consolation and desolation?

Love. There is ONLY GOD. Truth can never contradict Truth. We all can choose to BE LOVE, it’s so cool to copy a phrase in this blog to get the layout and format right. Everything is always perfect. So repeating these phrases of love and truth are really ideal here and belong here. And I’ve edited and expanded the copied phrases before, while this time speaking of consolation is really acknowledging that I’m never in desolation. I can always be grateful and confident in the blessing and Loves of GOD!

Yes, I still get stuck and frustrated at times too. But resolutions are always obvious and things end up better, stronger, more focused.

Auditio divina (also called audio divina) is a contemplative prayer practice of sacred listening derived from the ancient Benedictine tradition of lectio divina (divine reading). Instead of reading a passage of scripture, you listen deeply to a piece of music, a sacred hymn, or song lyrics to encounter God and let the sound or message penetrate your heart.

The Four Steps of Auditio Divina

1. Audio (Listening): Listen to a short song or musical piece (typically 3 to 5 minutes) for the first time without distraction, letting the melody and cadence wash over you. Notice any initial words, phrases, or emotional resonance.
2. Meditatio (Meditation): Listen to the piece a second time. Ruminate on the specific lyrics, sounds, or feelings that stand out, considering what they might mean or why they captured your attention.
3. Oratio (Prayer): Turn your thoughts into a conversation with God. Express what you felt during the music, ask why a certain message resonated with you, and listen for how it applies to your life.
4. Contemplatio (Contemplation): Rest quietly in God's presence. Give thanks for the time of prayer and allow the peace and message of the music to sink deeply into your soul.

130.02. the 3P's. People, Planet, and projects

E. Rafael Rivera W. • wrote this to the Radio Program, so EVERYONE CAN HEAR THIS

Hey Jim great to hear you on Focus on the Family

One thing I believe Parenting School often misses is something my first baby taught me.

I see a newborn as arriving filled with God's presence. From conception, God is creating new life through that union of egg and sperm. In many ways, a baby begins life closer to God than at any other time. Yet from the moment they are born, we often start shaping them to "fit in" to the world around them.

What if, instead, we helped them stay connected to that spiritual closeness with God through prayer, singing, Christian Radio and a love centered environment? Babies are naturally open, trusting, loving, and curious. Watch how they interact with animals, nature, and people.

Then comes the question every child eventually asks:

"Why?"

Rather than immediately correcting or instructing, we can first enter their wonder.

"Daddy, why is the sky blue?"

"Wow,You're right, the sky is blue. Why do you think it's blue?"

Before teaching, we can listen. Before correcting, we can encourage exploration.

When children feel heard, they learn to share openly and confidently. By reflecting their thoughts back to them and inviting them deeper into their own discoveries, we help them grow with us rather than against us. In this process, we often learn from them as much as they learn from us.

Sometimes I think God speaks through children more than we realize. Their openness, curiosity, and love can teach us a great deal about faith, wonder, and the heart of Christ.. You will learn more from God, as babies are often there with Jesus for years. . . Lol. . . Or can be there for years...

DAY 5 Read 2 Timothy 1:3-14 ("God did not give us a spirit of cowardice, but rather a spirit of power and of love and of self-discipline"). So WOW. . . 

I go back to read this again and FEEL what jumps out at me. “I long to see you, so that I may be filled with joy.” And yes, I see Jesus all the time, in everything around me all the time. Each Step, Each Challenge, Each moment, I ask, seek, follow. . . It’s really gotten more clear than ever. And I know it’s in Jesus Christ asking everyone to accept their deepest longings and find the Love hidden deep inside.

I realized that I had to fast again. I mean, I fast from Sunday till Friday then eat all weekend.  This feels like part of my new routine.  I mean, on a Saturday, I seem to be eating all day.  I mean I had lots to eat over the weekend and I can sense now my body is crying for sugars again now. But I know that stops by morning and everything gets stable soon after. . . Wow, no food for the week seems like a weird thing, except I’ve done it before and it’s really such a waste of time to be chasing foods all the time when most is addictive toxins with no nutrition anyway. Yes, the power and blessing of the Holy Spirit will always sustain me, especially as I step more deeply into this experience with Christ, both in Fasting, and More scholarly work. Like the Men’s meeting this morning and the Mass and Bible reading that I do daily now too.

 

DAY 6: Read 2 Corinthians 12:4-27 (the Body of Christ). This passage really has always been so strong for me. I’ve tried to explain to people before how we are all of God and everyone has a value and place. No matter what we think or who we ignore and discount over and over again I’ve told people how each and everyone ais critical to the Whole. WE ALL ARE!

No one seems to believe me. I always get the sense that no one believes me. Like I’ve said countless times how I grew-up in the woods. I know this so clearly now, as I remember one time even hiding from my mom?  That really sounds weird, but it was at the very beginning. Literally I remember that first fort I made hidden in the pine trees and sitting there watching my mom calling for me, and not replying so she didn’t know about my fort.

This again is bringing me into deeper understanding and experience of myself. Of course, it’s all about God and the Holy Spirit, that is all that we ever have been. So I get deeper and clearer traits that become real as we read and explore more. Like The Bible in A year has completely shifted as well. I know now it’s really a story about me, and the 40 years of conflict and selfishness we all have to experience. It seems to be fundamental for our deeper growth and understanding. Like different Layers, or Levels of spirit we each must experience to bring the fuller understanding of God's Love!

DAY 7 Repetition. Now again, I’m in such love and peace with the person of Christ creating the people in the project. This is from a reread of the book where the person of Christ brings the people of God into the Kingdom . . . Yes, Ignatius SEEL book Page 256 to commit to the person of Jesus, the people of God, for the final project as the Kingdom of God. Yes we return to the 3P's. People, Planet, and profit . . . While I know deep inside this last “P” is the lie, the deception and the challenge before us. . . . As instead of satan himself the profit is actually the growth and improvement for the people instead of just the cash. So now again in this repeat it’s more about my own growth and understanding in a newer level.

But it’s really me back to my P’s too. Jesus is always presenting new Projects to me, everything is a new design and new experience. Like part of adding these pictures is to see the times and numbers that continue to swirl all around me. I’ve fasted since Sunday and my Body shifted to the Ketones finally and it’s really a power shift inside of me . . . Yes of course it’s another P. And suddenly I flash back to Dr. Nord and the Power and Control Book he did.

A Prayer by St. Teresa of Avila

Christ has no body but yours.

No hands, no feet on earth but yours.

Yours are the eyes

with which He looks compassion on this world.

Yours are the feet

with which He walks to do good.

Yours are the hands

with which He blesses all the world.

Yours are the hands.

Yours are the feet.

Yours are the eyes.

You are His body. 

 

Christ has no body now on earth but yours. For the present or the future: all belong to you, and you to Christ, and Christ to God 

Salvation experience is where I start with Jesus,  Identification as saved forgiven child of God, Confidence and trust in this understanding

Mass this morning:

Who can ascend the mountain of the LORD?
or who may stand in his holy place?
He whose hands are sinless, whose heart is clean,
who desires not what is vain.
R. To the Lord belongs the earth and all that fills it.

When I saw this, i fell at the knees of Jesus and said,
"Depart from me, Lord, for I am a sinful man."
For astonishment at the catch of fish they had made seized him
and all those with him, https://bible.usccb.org/bible/luke/5?1

I will make you fishers of men