131.01 Gathering Graces

FWEEK OF PRAYER #31: GATHERING THE GRACES:  

OK, a new week. Exploring all the key Graces and lessons that changed my life. Wow, that's really asking a lot. I've been having synchronicity and Godincident (coincident in the Spirit of God) followed by synchronicity and Godincident for many months now. And it's such a challenge to accept and move forward into all these things before me, when it’s almost constant Love and Grace from GOD!

Yes, I know I'm in God's Hands, where I know intimately the Peace, Love and Joy that He IS!  I know I've been protected and guided all of my life. I see and recognize the power and focus more and more all the time. Everything I do, whether I want to; or fight for hours before I finally doing it anyway . . . always comes out beneficial: resulting in the Fruit of the Spirit. I'm always finding more peace and Love in everything, no matter what it is.  Even my selfish arrogant delays and second guessing usually turns out to be better anyway.

I'm trying to be real and practical about my place and responsibility. Like caring for my yard and being responsible over my tools or whatever resources I have and works before me. . . Uhg, like this assignment and lessons today.

• How has my awareness of God's presence in my life grown or shifted? 

Wow, this has blown up more every day. This morning in Mass, I was so filled with the Love and Joy of Jesus, I was literally vibrating in my seat. Several times I noticed I had lost touch with the Church and the Mass. I was deep into the Feelings of this Heart Energy pumping up through me in my Breath, and I didn’t notice people sitting or standing. Yes, the sun in my face again. . . like the odd corner of the stained glass windows always reflect the full sun straight into my face!  Then the breath gets very strong and I feel so much coming up inside of me. I noticed this starts on my bike, and as soon as I start moving the breath gets so clear and strong. If I hear a bird, I’ll start chirping and singing out to them “hello, hello, hello from my heart.” I’ve also noticed that the chirp sounds I make will vary based on what I hear. I’m instinctively repeating the sounds almost immediately.

I guess, that was one of the first things I noticed with the Exodus 90 group. We did the consecration to Saint Mary, and I recognized her voice and realized I had spoken with her constantly in the woods as a child. I’m not even sure if I thought I was speaking to Mother Nature, or to the trees, or something else. But it was so obvious that I already deeply knew Saint Mary so very well, it was like old friends coming together again in this experience with Exodus 90. I realize now that this is one of those spontaneous realizations I will just SHARE at the moment. And I wonder if this was what Fr. Curtis was mad about hearing such gossip about me getting lost rambling down some rabbithole.

With SEEL as well, it’s gotten very obvious that I have a constant conversation with the Trinity and ongoing experience that is simply unending. I mean several times, Jesus came through that moment online to me to share another trip into a rabbithole even on ZOOM for all to see and hear. 

That active experience of Prayers Insistently is really just my present life experience, and it became more and more obvious to me as I went through this course. I mean, I never seem to stop this constant ongoing conversations. I really never understood what it was or what I was doing, or that it was something unique, private and personal to just me!?!?. Each moment I’m challenged to move on and do more and more. Like the Prayerline this morning, someone told me they were instructed to give everything away and go out with only a bag to be homeless. So after the prayers and doing the “Renounce and Command” Lessons, I told him it was important to ask for the Name of Jesus Christ. Knowing and hearing the name of God can only come through the Trinity: God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit of Angels and Saints. I told him satan was always in deceptions and could pretend to be any voice at any time, BUT ONLY GOD could reply with the Name of “Jesus Christ!”

This bible verse from Isaiah came through to me so strong. This was from the Fr. Mike readings, and it was so clear and strong like God Speaking directly to ME. Yes I felt how I was called as a Teacher or whatever, and I listened to this Day in the App over and over again. Day 212 in the ascensionpress.com Bible in a Year . . . Yes, Jesus is always doing what he needed to do to get me where I needed to be. And I know this already. How SEEL has been very clear and focused to get me right where I needed to be in My life and Spirit with GOD.

• What ways of praying were most meaningful or challenging for me? 

I’ve found Prayer in all aspects of my life. I know Jesus and God in each experience and challenge before me. Every moment I’m pulled to know and experience the Love and Divinity. I know God’s guidance and symbols come to me in everything around me. Having grown up in the Woods, knowing Saint Mary deeply, brings me to see and Know God in all Nature and all Life around me. Having this Perspective of God, really means that I can see God in Everything. This means I’m always seeking God and Always seeking to understand the symbols and relationship I need to adopt and understand as He give me every moment. 

Thus, the greatest challenge here is that I needed to recognize this Relationship with God more fully. Sure I’ve talked to the trees and birds and bunnies all my Life. AND NOW, this moment I realized how my family was always violent to me, so I learned from birth to AVOID PEOPLE!  And my Mom tried to protect me and hide me from this violence. . . She taught me the Prayer of Saint Michael to protect myself and I realize it helped to block my own EMPATHY. I could feel people driving by in a car, deeply sense their Angels, pickup their hearts and minds. Wow, all this was blocked by Saint Michael spinning his Sward and Shield around me for DECADES! 

Now as I’ve share the MOST powerful and meaningful praying is with my Bike Ride, with stepping into a Church with Christ in my Heart. Each Corporal Prayer in mass brings deeper and stronger vibrations of Love and Joy. Anytime I share with another soul, animal, vegetable, or mineral while I’ve invited Christ into my Heart. I know the challenge I have now is to carry Christ in my Heart all the time.

• How have I grown in knowledge and love of Christ? 

Yes the Love and Knowledge of Christ is my life, Christ LOVE is growing into my Life Constantly.  I know this is really endless. And I know that I can BE and DO anything in Christ. Wow, to consider what this means is really remarkable. One day riding my Bike into church, I had the sudden revelation that we had succeeded in saving 1000. I remember one experience online in ZOOM, where I remembered when Joni died and came to ask “if we made it.”  I was knocked down on the steps and looked up at the pictures of her and her family on my wall. “Yes, we made it” we saved the last city. She knew that’s what raised me in the hospital in 1980. She knew her hubby was convinced and dedicated to complete whatever we had started with God. She knew it was critically important for us to do these challenges before us. She just wanted the greater perspective from God, and came to me at the moment of death. . . As I’m sure she had all things confirmed stepping into her new life with God. It was a spontaneous expression where I fell into this rabbithole and spoke out the experience where I could remember more details and got a deeper understanding

Yes, satan is a lie, death is a lie, there is only Love. There is ONLY GOD. Truth can never contradict Truth. We all can choose to BE LOVE, and be with God in the Free act of Faith into this experience with God.

• Where have I experienced greater interior freedom? 

There is ONLY Love. 

There is ONLY GOD. There is ONLY Truth 

And Truth can never contradict Truth. 

We all can choose to BE LOVE, and this is the freedom and deeper truth I’ve come to know intimately in my life. And we all have a Cross to bear, moving forward into the love experience ONLY God Creates. Creates Freedom, Joy, Peace, Love deeper into the experience before us. This is really the greatest interior freedom. God is about doing the Right things at the right times. And this comes easy with His continued Guidance.

• Where is there still disorder or lack of interior freedom in my life? 

Ok, I Lack the Love of a petite goddess to love and care for me again. There is ONLY GOD’s Love, and my only lack in freedom is to share more at church. Yes, and close female intimacy would be nice too. I actually cried the other day about being alone. Yes, I know Jesus and the Trinity is always with me walking in His Spirit. While truth is, personal interaction is necessary. Truth can never contradict Truth. And the Truth of my interactions socially is that i need to start sharing more of who i really am . . . And I guess evangelize, share the Love of Jesus. . . Ok, Lack in fear to heal people! Yes, Hug MORE!

Wow, I said it.  We all can choose to BE LOVE TO HEAL PEOPLE.

Weee, that was fun. ;-D))) I love to share with people and that experience of healing in the hugs is always so wonderful.  

• How do I most usually experience consolation and desolation?

Love. There is ONLY GOD. Truth can never contradict Truth. We all can choose to BE LOVE, it’s so cool to copy a phrase in the blog to get the layout and format right. Everything is always perfect. So repeating these phrases of love and truth are really ideal here and belong here. And I’ve edited and expanded the copied phrases before, while this time speaking of consolation is really acknowledging that I’m never in desolation. I can always be grateful and confident in the blessing and Loves of GOD!

Yes I still get stuck and frustrated at times too. But resolutions are always obvious and things end up better, stronger, more focused.

130.02. the 3P's. People, Planet, and projects

E. Rafael Rivera W. • wrote this to the Radio Program, so EVERYONE CAN HEAR THIS

Hey Jim great to hear you on Focus on the Family

One thing I believe Parenting School often misses is something my first baby taught me.

I see a newborn as arriving filled with God's presence. From conception, God is creating new life through that union of egg and sperm. In many ways, a baby begins life closer to God than at any other time. Yet from the moment they are born, we often start shaping them to "fit in" to the world around them.

What if, instead, we helped them stay connected to that spiritual closeness with God through prayer, singing, Christian Radio and a love centered environment? Babies are naturally open, trusting, loving, and curious. Watch how they interact with animals, nature, and people.

Then comes the question every child eventually asks:

"Why?"

Rather than immediately correcting or instructing, we can first enter their wonder.

"Daddy, why is the sky blue?"

"Wow,You're right, the sky is blue. Why do you think it's blue?"

Before teaching, we can listen. Before correcting, we can encourage exploration.

When children feel heard, they learn to share openly and confidently. By reflecting their thoughts back to them and inviting them deeper into their own discoveries, we help them grow with us rather than against us. In this process, we often learn from them as much as they learn from us.

Sometimes I think God speaks through children more than we realize. Their openness, curiosity, and love can teach us a great deal about faith, wonder, and the heart of Christ.. You will learn more from God, as babies are often there with Jesus for years. . . Lol. . . Or can be there for years...

DAY 5 Read 2 Timothy 1:3-14 ("God did not give us a spirit of cowardice, but rather a spirit of power and of love and of self-discipline"). So WOW. . . 

I go back to read this again and FEEL what jumps out at me. “I long to see you, so that I may be filled with joy.” And yes, I see Jesus all the time, in everything around me all the time. Each Step, Each Challenge, Each moment, I ask, seek, follow. . . It’s really gotten more clear than ever. And I know it’s in Jesus Christ asking everyone to accept their deepest longings and find the Love hidden deep inside.

I realized that I had to fast again. I mean, I fast from Sunday till Friday then eat all weekend.  This feels like part of my new routine.  I mean, on a Saturday, I seem to be eating all day.  I mean I had lots to eat over the weekend and I can sense now my body is crying for sugars again now. But I know that stops by morning and everything gets stable soon after. . . Wow, no food for the week seems like a weird thing, except I’ve done it before and it’s really such a waste of time to be chasing foods all the time when most is addictive toxins with no nutrition anyway. Yes, the power and blessing of the Holy Spirit will always sustain me, especially as I step more deeply into this experience with Christ, both in Fasting, and More scholarly work. Like the Men’s meeting this morning and the Mass and Bible reading that I do daily now too.

 

DAY 6: Read 2 Corinthians 12:4-27 (the Body of Christ). This passage really has always been so strong for me. I’ve tried to explain to people before how we are all of God and everyone has a value and place. No matter what we think or who we ignore and discount over and over again I’ve told people how each and everyone ais critical to the Whole. WE ALL ARE!

No one seems to believe me. I always get the sense that no one believes me. Like I’ve said countless times how I grew-up in the woods. I know this so clearly now, as I remember one time even hiding from my mom?  That really sounds weird, but it was at the very beginning. Literally I remember that first fort I made hidden in the pine trees and sitting there watching my mom calling for me, and not replying so she didn’t know about my fort.

This again is bringing me into deeper understanding and experience of myself. Of course, it’s all about God and the Holy Spirit, that is all that we ever have been. So I get deeper and clearer traits that become real as we read and explore more. Like The Bible in A year has completely shifted as well. I know now it’s really a story about me, and the 40 years of conflict and selfishness we all have to experience. It seems to be fundamental for our deeper growth and understanding. Like different Layers, or Levels of spirit we each must experience to bring the fuller understanding of God's Love!

DAY 7 Repetition. Now again, I’m in such love and peace with the person of Christ creating the people in the project. This is from a reread of the book where the person of Christ brings the people of God into the Kingdom . . . Yes, Ignatius SEEL book Page 256 to commit to the person of Jesus, the people of God, for the final project as the Kingdom of God. Yes we return to the 3P's. People, Planet, and profit . . . While I know deep inside this last “P” is the lie, the deception and the challenge before us. . . . As instead of satan himself the profit is actually the growth and improvement for the people instead of just the cash. So now again in this repeat it’s more about my own growth and understanding in a newer level.

But it’s really me back to my P’s too. Jesus is always presenting new Projects to me, everything is a new design and new experience. Like part of adding these pictures is to see the times and numbers that continue to swirl all around me. I’ve fasted since Sunday and my Body shifted to the Ketones finally and it’s really a power shift inside of me . . . Yes of course it’s another P. And suddenly I flash back to Dr. Nord and the Power and Control Book he did.

A Prayer by St. Teresa of Avila

Christ has no body but yours.

No hands, no feet on earth but yours.

Yours are the eyes

with which He looks compassion on this world.

Yours are the feet

with which He walks to do good.

Yours are the hands

with which He blesses all the world.

Yours are the hands.

Yours are the feet.

Yours are the eyes.

You are His body. 

 

Christ has no body now on earth but yours. For the present or the future: all belong to you, and you to Christ, and Christ to God 

Salvation experience is where I start with Jesus,  Identification as saved forgiven child of God, Confidence and trust in this understanding

Mass this morning:

Who can ascend the mountain of the LORD?
or who may stand in his holy place?
He whose hands are sinless, whose heart is clean,
who desires not what is vain.
R. To the Lord belongs the earth and all that fills it.

When I saw this, i fell at the knees of Jesus and said,
"Depart from me, Lord, for I am a sinful man."
For astonishment at the catch of fish they had made seized him
and all those with him, https://bible.usccb.org/bible/luke/5?1

I will make you fishers of men 

SEEL WEEK 130.01 living our lives in Spirit

Wow, week thirty. At our last meeting, I was so excited to see that it was 1000 days since I was asked to drop-out of the class.

Yes, I finally was getting done with this course, that is rally about the Truth and deepest Truth of All. And what was really neato is that I'm at a 1000 days into it and I'm literally back to the beginning to be finally doing the Examen. Yes, I'm really doing it the way I'm supposed to, which I never did, as the conversation with Jesus is usually pretty consistent and asking for details about best actions and improved actions is the daily conversations always anyway. So now Prayer Week 30 is about this Life in the Spirit. Yes, growth in Faith as the Spirit of God "forms us into One Body" of the Church Universal. And to "COMMIT OURSELVES" to Jesus Christ, God's Children as the church and the Kingdom of God. This is also another FIRST for me, to get engaged into a church where people who are real and care and support each other, not really had that before either. I’ve kinda always been used by people, and tended to avoid them since my own family would exploit and use anything that I shared. Wow, kinda holding my deepest Loves privately since they were always used, exploited or demeaned.  

DAY 1: Read John 14:16-31 (Jesus's promise to send the Holy Spirit).

We are here to share more of The Word With you and you do need to get more serious here about every detail, since this experience you had where you even hid from your mom before. Yes, these deeper more powerful experiences are hidden adn buried deep inside of you. Yes, you always used the drug, sex and alcohol as an excuse to hide, and NOT remember. There is really a lot more deeper seated here with your family as you learn and share in a real family.

I know, yes this first verse is about ground zero. Jesus is bringing us to know the Holy Spirit which is really the active element in everything. All life is this ONE LOVE we are sharing, creating, and experiencing in Jesus Christ. As I know Saint Mary and Saint Joseph are here with the other Angels and Ancestors . . . with me and Jesus RIGHT NOW! Well everything starts with this Love and the faith and commitment to Jesus. So the Love of God and Jesus opens everything else up for all of us. But the key element here is LISTENING: "keeping His Word"  Lectio Divina Words!

AI WOW: The religious meaning of "keeping His Word" carries immense weight in Scripture and theology, representing both God’s flawless fidelity to humanity and humanity's loving cooperation to God. Doing God's Will listening to every Word! Beyond duty and obedience there is cooperation to be mindful of love, the deeper real love in sharing.

1. God Keeps His Word (Divine Faithfulness) In the Bible, God's word is not just speech;

it is an absolute reality that transforms the universe and never fails.

• Flawless Execution: Scripture emphasizes that God is physically incapable of breaking a promise. Numbers 23:19 states, "God is not a man, that He should lie... Has He said, and will He not do?" Similarly, Joshua 23:14 records a powerful historical testimony: "Not one of all the good promises the Lord your God gave you has failed.
• "The Living Word: In Christian theology, God's ultimate "Word" is a person—Jesus Christ. 2 Corinthians 1:20 teaches that "all the promises of God find their Yes in Jesus Christ."

Saints' Teachings: The Saints viewed God's word as a spiritual anchor.

• Saint Augustine famously wrote, "God made Himself a debtor, not by receiving anything from us, but by promising us so much." He taught that we can demand God's promises not out of our own merit, but because God’s own honor binds Him to His word.
• Saint Teresa of Avila urged believers to rely on this absolute certainty during dark times, advising: "Let nothing disturb you... God alone suffices."

2. Believers Keep His Word (Human Obedience & Love). For humanity, "keeping" God's word goes far beyond just memorizing text; it means guarding, treasuring, and living out His commandments.

• The Proof of Love: In the New Testament, keeping God’s word is the primary metric of true faith. In John 14:23, Jesus states explicitly: "If anyone loves me, he will keep my word, and my Father will love him, and we will come to him and make our home with him."
• Internalizing the Truth: Proverbs 3:3 instructs believers to "write them on the tablet of your heart", meaning God's principles should dictate our automatic reactions to the world.

Saints' Teachings: The Saints focus on internal transformation and radical action over hollow words.

• Saint John of the Cross emphasized that keeping the Word requires silence and action: "The Father spoke one Word, which was His Son, and this Word He speaks always in eternal silence, and in silence must it be heard by the soul."
• Saint Anthony of Padua famously warned against hypocritical faith, teaching: "Let words cease and actions speak. We are full of words but empty of actions."
• Saint Teresa of Avila: We are to Be the Eyes, Ears, Hands, and Feet of Christ doing the Will of God.

3. Human Integrity Reflection (Your Word to Others) Because humanity is made in the image of God, believers are expected to mimic God's perfect reliability in their personal relationships.

• No Loopholes: Jesus explicitly condemned using complex oaths to get out of commitments. In Matthew 5:37, He commands: "Let what you say be simply ‘Yes’ or ‘No’; anything more than this comes from evil."
• Sacrificial Honesty: Psalm 15:4 praises the righteous person "who keeps their oath even when it hurts."

DAY 2: Read Matthew 28:1-10, 16-20 (the Resurrection and Ascension narrative).

        What was the deeper feeling and insight that you felt inside your body with the Angels commanding to “Come and SEE?” For again now this deeper power and clarity inside of you become more present and real for all to witness and feel.

I know it's all about this power and the Holy Spirit coming down from Heaven, where I remain fearless and step into this Word! And I could feel this power vibrating from my heart again more and more. Each time I step into Mass I'm filled with this energy and know my place to share and teach as God has commanded me. 

I realize that I can not miss MASS ever again. And I must start stepping more strongly into the healing and passion that I have been filled with each time I visit. . . 

           Yes, this feeling and vibration is the source of all things because it is the Heart’s Love from Earth reaching to the Deeper Glorious Eternal Love of God. This is the Fruit of the Earth, the Glory where your Divinity and Expression leads to the creation of all things. What happened yesterday?

I went to help with the Men's Welcome Retreat this Weekend.  I got there early and did whatever I could to help, clean, serve, or whatever. So then I was sitting with my coffee and my journal writing and waiting for whatever was next. Mike came and sat next to me and asked me about my bare feet. Course, I figured he had heard all the stories already, since he was in the Exodus Men's Fraternity plenty of times too. This was really ideal for me at this moment being clear and focused Journal writing with Christ already.  I told him I needed to record this and turned on my recorder so I could get the whole story again. Wow, that was so neat to get out the full story again and be so clear and strong about it all where he even kept me focused to avoid rambling down some rabbithole as I always do. I know I need to share and preach more and it’s small steps in the right direction that have made my house, life and experience all that it is today.

“The rule for the right understanding of the prophets and apostles should be framed in accordance with the standard of Ecclesiastical and Catholic interpretation” St. Vincent of Lérins. . . Yes Son we really love and appreciate how you will always try to catch and record every message we give you. You still stop to pickup feathers and readily share that Joy and Awe with everyone present and watching your love in action!

DAY 3: Read Acts 2:1-24; 37-47 (Pentecost; the first converts). I guess I'm really loving this again as before with the ANGELS COMMANDING the ladies to “Come and See.” Now again the Power and Feeling of shifting the Earth and Weather itself really feels like Kin to my Heart after growing up in the woods of New Jersey. I stop and consider that after helping with the Welcome Retreat they do a Pentecost celebration to discern the next team of Welcome leaders. Yes, Danny and Alex were there as the leaders from last year and now Ryan is a leader with Patrick.

So the wonders of God and the power of the Holy Spirit are very present and clear to me. I got there early today for the Exodus 90 meeting. I made the Coffee and then had the spontaneous excitement of sharing what happened yesterday with the college strategic plans and then the connections to USF as well.

 Wow, prophesy, visions and dreams really sums it up. Not only had I shared my 1980 dreams again but I flashed into visions of creating a team to enact them. Wow a team of people to support and create what I came to Florida for in the first place. I mean it was really weird to think or consider how I've come back to the some place again. Yes so I feel more blessed and loved by the lord than ever.

Not only had I shared my 1980 dreams again but I flashed into visions of creating a team to enact them. Wow a team of people to support and create what I came to Florida for in the first place. I mean it was really weird to think or consider how I've come back to the some place again. Yes so I feel more blessed and loved by the lord than ever. So now again I posted the mass notes from this morning. And I had the time to meet with my Exodus Fraternity Brothers and realized how forgiveness and resolutions with my brothers is really almost meaningless as they always walked disorderly. Always seeking to please only themselves and never noticing the trauma and anguish they sent me. Yes, I know they never knew any better, but once again it’s not something for me to waste my time with.

DAY 4 Repetition. To be back with my dreams and intentions again just feels really remarkable. It was only the last week session where I was stunned to share, those dreams three consecutive times. And Interesting enough this reading goes on to speak about the values of working. Work came up today over and over again. Family Focus spoke about the responsibility it is for us to prepare our children for work and community engagement and success.

Then Charles Stanley spoke about our responsibility to God, both in service and tithing where we shared the fruits of our work. As powerful this synchronicity always is for me, I remembered I had a twenty dollar bill in my wallet, and decided I had received just over $200 from USF already, so that 10% was immediately feasible. Fear of the Lord is the Beginning of Wisdom, means to step into a deeper relationship and understanding of the relationship and respect of God. The outward expression of the deep respect, love and worship for God. To release the Earth to be devoted to God

DAY 5 Read 2 Timothy 1:3-14 ("God did not give us a spirit of cowardice, but rather a spirit of power and of love and of self-discipline").

129.02: privileged time of retreat and incarnate it

SEEL #129.02: - LOVE CONTEMPLATION: DAY 6 praising God, who is the source of all goodness, kindness, patience, joy, peace, love, self-control!

The heart has a voice too

The heart overtakes the head with the voice in my experience this week, that has been really powerful in understanding what’s next for me in this life. Yes, I've noticed I'm age 16 again in high school biking around and attending classes like I prayed, requesting this for my next fifty years in God’s Will.

More than ever before "worthy is your Name Jesus, day and night, night and day, worthy is your name" 90.5SpiritFM

Now I'm trying to write this next step before me, and it’s only been found at this moment.  I knew I had to address these bible verses with these last days in this SEEL Lesson.  I KNOW this Bible Verse from Mass reaffirms how Jesus and God easily shifts us at every moment, to bring us into this new creation we are deemed ready for.

More of GOD'S Will comes together within a very short time as you saw this morning how the rooms need to shift to separate the private with the public to allow greater freedoms for you at home. And the greatest power here beyond all else was the Flash you went too seeing the clay of your world shifting into this new place.

New WORDS and Worlds? Coming through to me, and again I get filled with wonder and excitement knowing that each moment I share with You, more opens up everywhere for me. Yes, I realize how since my death at 16, I randomly "see" the world around me "shift into" some new expression evolving from the Disney Dream. I refer to this experience as a “Flash,” since it's usually a very clear image of a completely new space or landscape before me, usually removing cars at the very least.

It’s really coming more strongly as you fast since the environment is more toxic each day and if you stay in real food you will be more able to move forward, listen, and understand. Fast every other week or two. Everything is connected and works best when you respect all the pieces. Remember this is the whole point for your E=mc2 patent.

Now, I have so much love, love, love, love, love, love, love, it's all about your love dear Jesus! . . . Yes, I love to repeat the same words again with the iPad and pen in hand, as this above was corrected, miss-spelled translations of my pen scribbles as I kept trying to get ”love” written right by the pen, but "line" was the most common error.

More of God’s Will comes together for you as you just let it flow and stop arguing. Please BE present with the current moment that you have, and recognize that it’s all been put together really well. This all will work out just fine, every day you’re given more to do, and every day you get more done.

Thank You Dear Jesus, I Praise You for all this beauty and Grace Before me. I never thought I could do all that's before me. This is really New For me to be engaged with a community, and I know its always you and me together in this wonderful experience you have created.

Remember these slow clear steps are the most important, especially now as you get back to where you belong sharing more and more about the deeper knowledge you have.  It gets really easy to share your Love and Joy as you Trust and Experience more each day. It's time to share more in Church, feeling this heat-up from the heart is ideal, SHARE IT! and ask Austin about “healing help” in the Grace of God.

Yes, that comes with this new bible verse that says the Lord is with you, and "always" the Lord Sees you. The Lord always knows your joys and sorrows, always in love of God presence. . . and WE ARE BLESSED in the Help and Love from God that's always with us ready to help and guide: Alleluia

This is more about bearing witness to the Glory of God. Going to all the world to share the Way! The Life of Jesus! Living the Love of Jesus shining and fulfilling the grace and glory coming here today!

Now, I need to go to mass, men’s prayers, and have only started to write what I've learned and shared here before me. I have only done half this exercise, as I return again and again to update, revise and add. Please Dear Jesus, send Your Saints and Angels to tell me what I can do for getting my new classes going.

Open into this experience more; and more will come through to you, allowing you to write and share more and more each day. Follow Jesus and know this Love, Peace, and Self-Control!

Yes, alleluia, alleluia as I open up my heart and listen to the words of Jesus bubbling up from deep inside my heart! Which really is the same as the last psalms we did in Church, or at least it was the alleluia part here above after the psalms.

Yes, it's more powerful stuff now as this next verse speaks about separating the Good and the Bad. And you know this is coming and it's coming more and more every day. Just like we warned you how the toxins and all will be coming more and more all the time as well. Each Fast and Meal will be more significant and have greater impacts on everyone.

Yes, I have known the evil will be getting stronger and more intense as we get closer and closer to Your Return. And it seems like more and more technology will be able to track, record and destroy this increased evil as well. I guess that's really no surprise as I find more ease and comfort with all that I do. Like each time I read this blog, I see “complete OPPOSITE meanings,” with the silliest word misplaced. Exactly, like planned with the 160 character worlds programmed into our lives today.

More coming though means more tasks and more responsibilities.  More things to do each day gets easier and more focused and clear for you as you get busy. Yes, you just flashed into another major task for you and it's just barely started now!

Now I got it done: https://stars2man.blogspot.com/2026/07/fwd-weaver-06-last-one.html

The fruit of the spirit has self-control
Focus On The voice of Jesus coming from my heart instead of thinking Love of God - - in our experience of God's overwhelming love to inform and empower our lives going forward.

1. First beloved creatures of God 
2. Second heard the call of Jesus to ministry of love 
3. Third in mercy, and reconciliation stood totally suffering with him 
4. Fourth rejoicing with him in the triumph

 
• we see the world in light of God's love. 
• Our hearts aflame with generosity, freedom, and passion.

Ignatius offers two critical insights: 

"Love ought to manifest itself more by deeds than by words"
"Love consists in a mutual communication between the two persons" 

God enjoys a certain mutuality. God wants our friendship. God wants to be known by us. These divine desires are the source of our desire to know, love, and serve God. God loves us into existence, God sustains us in love. God loves us first, God's love by nature overflows into ALL the world

In the contemplation that follows these observations, we first consider how God loves us into existence and sustains us in love. All is possible because God loves us first. This love by nature overflows into the world, we naturally want to return the favor by praising, loving, and serving God and helping others. "standing before God our Lord, and also before the angels and saints

DAY 6 is about Praise! WOW, what a week. Wow what the last two weeks have been is just beyond comprehension. Yes, it is Supreme and Infinite Power raining down like the Sunshine as justice, goodness, piety, mercy, and it is all from Source. I see this Love clearly flowing into the depths of my reality. With all things -in all creation- and all people giving me this reflection of God's LOVE EACH DAY.

Now to talk about this experience this week . . . Monday I invited Ben to USF and a spontaneous Tour of Tampa. WOW, we both witnessed Synchronicity followed by Opportunity and then another Synchronicity followed by Opportunity again. The whole day was blessing after Blessing where it was obvious everything was planned and set from the start. . . like I forgot to bring my transcripts and Ben suggested we could visit one of my old Prof's to print them fresh again.

Perfect so we visited the Patel College: Kebreab, Shirly and Randy all welcomed us and chatted . . . preparing us for the next meeting. Then Dirk was in his office and Ben and Dirk had Europe connections where our conversations were clear, compassionate, and powerful! More and more coincidence and code named "God"incidence was more accurate.

Then we finally got to the Dean's Office and he arrived on his Bike, greeting us at the door: Meet "BEN" buddy from church who came for the Tampa Tour. "Oh, Sten this is Ben, Ben it's Sten" what a wonderful laugh to start our walk back into the Dean Suite. . . WOW!

DAY 7: Savor the graces of the week. 
WOW: That experience with Ben, marked the third time that I share the same dream and fantasies from High School.  And they asked if they could send students to my existing classes. WOW, how perfect! The day will come harnessing space, winds, tides, gravitation, we shall harness God's LOVE energies And, DISCOVER for the second time that God has given time of retreat and incarnate our own lives.

WOW! https://www.linkedin.com/posts/ericrrweaver_usf-activity-7488188758069227520-8IQD
And this one is even better: https://www.linkedin.com/posts/stars2man_yes-its-only-one-system-and-the-divide-ugcPost-7488357792379162625-OXGg
Seeking my own voice in LOVE of Christ. Where we honor the Love of God with active prayer, asking God for HIS Perspective. 
Psalm 81:8 hear my people, listen to me.
Living in a pagan land. . . . God spoke to Abraham, God spoke to Joseph in a vision. God spoke with his word to Moses…
The Primary way God speaks is the Bible, revelation of God, by god to god. Best way to get understanding is God's word. Second way is Holy Spirit. We are filled with his Holy Spirit . . . ALWAYS!

SEEL #129.01: LOVE CONTEMPLATION silent adoration, prayer, and communion with GOD

WEEK OF PRAYER #29: THE CONTEMPLATION OF THE LOVE OF GOD

Wow, this is the goal and focus of all these SEEL course lessons: God wants our Loving friendship. Not just to be best-buds, but to have that deep pure Love beyond all other things. God wants to be known and LOVED by us, where we seek this deepest passion and action in experience with Him above all else.  These Passionate Divine Desires are the source of our deepest needs to know, love, and serve the True Will of God. Wow, so much happening so quickly. Like, I visited our new Mayor this week . . . . 

“And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to His Purpose.” Romans‬ ‭8‬:‭28‬ ‭KJV‬‬  

I’m starting this next Lesson in SEEL and again I feel so blessed to know and experience so much of God's Grace and Love here before me, that seemingly is out of reach for so many people. I really have come to learn how RARE my direct experience with Jesus and the Holy Trinity really is!  I know this is my place and time to step stronger into this place that I know and have helped to create so clearly!  Yes, Jesus GIFTS me all the time, with the Fruit of the Spirit, Joy, Love and Peace nearly always!  Now, I need to step more strongly into my "own Healing Ministry!"

Yes, I know Jesus is my Best-Bud, and I know everything was planned and set before time began. Yes, I literally said these same words today to our next Mayor: “You know what this city Really needs,” we need to do TROP4Food, no ball team, but a food forest, where we can feed the whole city from this one place. Wow, what a crazy thing to say!?!?! And now again I hear the JoyFm morning Prayers: Psalms 59:16 “But I will sing of thy power; Yea, I will sing aloud of thy mercy in the morning: For thou hast been my defense and refuge in the day of my trouble. Unto thee, O my strength, will I sing: For God is my defense, and the God of my mercy.” Psalm‬ ‭59‬:‭16‬-‭17‬ ‭KJV wow, and the rain comes down on me now. . . wow. . .‬‬

I’m so blessed to have this experience to share and read and learn more about my special relationship and experience that I have with God. Yes Father, Son and Holy Ghost is my Primary Family now. It’s really remarkable how much comes together for me each and every day. As I open this book and read of God’s Love while simultaneously Listening to Charles Stanley who is repeating the same ideas and same words that the Radio brings forth to me as well.

Yes, 12:02pm 7/18/2026 I’ve just biked home from the 9:30am meeting in the Mayor’s new office suite and I’ve come into my room. Yes, laugh, his new office is across the street from the office that brought me to St Pete, bringing me in full circle again to the same space! Another room full of entrepreneurs, so I shared how my dream for this city won a Disney’s award in the 1980s! And he gave me his cell phone number for me to send it right then. Wow, what a crazy thing to say!?!?! And now I completed Day 168 from Bible in a Year with Fr. Mike and then opened this blog to continue with this lesson, adding the Grace I FEEL NOW, knowing we have a neighbor running to be our next Mayor. FOR THE PEOPLE, sounds like cleaning up shop, since burrowcrates are always about MORE burrowcrates and not much else. . .  

   

Of course, now back to my original writing, it’s all connecting to the deeper power and Love of God Flowing through so strong and vibrantly as I just described. And I savor these feelings and the sounds of the thunder and rainstorm overhead now . . . . THANK YOU Dearest Love Lord Jesus!

More critical to our experience is recognizing our responsibility to stay in this Flow of the Love of Jesus, whatever that responsibility means for each one of us! To carry our cross as Jesus did! And I know I can do more than I do, and I know it’s all been given to me, exactly as I asked, I couldn’t have decided anything better. We couldn’t have decided anything better. Each blessing gets stronger, and more focused, each opportunity is clear and strong before me.

I’m sitting in the mass now at St Raphael, in the old church, Caverly Hall and it’s all set up with chairs and Mary just got up and walked past me and said good morning!  My first instinctive desire was to stand up and hug her . . . And soon Roy came by too, reaching out to shake my hand and I did stand up and hug him. I snapped a screenshot here of these writing to spontaneously send to Lisette, anticipating her entry into this Mass, knowing I can hug her too . . . lol, it’s funny how I can hug one, but not another. Of course, after I sent it to her I found typos and needed to edit it. Just like speaking and sharing with people. One person asks something that gets me racing down some rabbit hole, while the next person, next question has me done in seconds saying almost nothing. . . 

Yes, SEEL Day ONE starts with the phrase again to:  ask for what you desire. I want Jesus to return Home and help me restore the Garden of Eden for all Earth to enjoy and share in.Wow, and I FLASH to Trop4Food and see STARS opening it with the City, Chamber, and Church (3xC) being the three new STARS directors to fund it. Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ in Profound Gratitude for allowing me to become this love and service of Your bountiful expression of Your Mercy and Glory to bring Mankind forward into Your Will in All Things. 

Here again, in this next lesson, the first point in day one is about Gratitude for the wonderful Gifts God Desires for me. That never ceases to amaze me. Each day I’m blessed beyond reason, as I feel this wonderful sense of joy and happiness as I experience: the goodness and wonder of my daily encounters in each moment before me, savoring the immediate experience shared in God!

Wow, as I read this page from the SEEL book, and considered my experience today. I started this page again, and then I jumped up with a leg cramp and went downstairs, not sure what I needed to do. Yes after my death, I told Jesus to “stub my toe” if I needed to do something for Him, and He’s changed it to leg cramps last year, because I’m sitting or biking usually, not walking enough these days to STUB anything, I guess. When I got downstairs, I saw Larry, and I told him about meeting the Mayor this morning. Again Giving ALL that I am in peace and truth.  Course, Larry has met him before, and so I shared my first encounter with the bike ride and then the followup this morning.  All is God's Gift, that is ALL I AM, to share and give forward now for us to share!

Knowing the clarity and focus shared with the Mayor was so much more than I could understand or express to Larry. I explained to Larry about my accident and being “sent to Tampa” to win the Dreamers and Doers award my college freshman year, which I also had shared with the Mayor again today starting at TROP4food. And then I explained to Larry how starting STARS was my own attempt to build the Visions I had witnessed with my accident, as the task before me, to do God's WILL.  ALL YOURS JESUS!

Yes, pondering these deep personal creations, redemption and gifts granted for me to share . . . Wow, and here again I could share something so deep and intimate for me and know it only opens the door for more growth. I mean, to share something I’ve dreamed and explored since 1980, that’s over 40 years ago! To consider this as a “redemption” or restoration of this dream and passions for connecting people to Health and Truth in the Love with Jesus. Again here speaking of this Vision and Dream (of the Garden of Eden) that I’ve seen countless times morphed to create a real physical expression before my eyes (yes that’s what a FLASH means).  It’s really remarkable when I consider that I'm back to the same place I started sharing the one incredible vision that I had.

Now considering all that I’ve seen and put forward, I realize that I can now again rewrite these visions and express this passion in a new experience and in this new place as i now FLASH to a new experience seeing something completely new and more powerful than ever before. Now, I can give all of this into a new experience, and a new opportunity for my city and my community to step into a new place of Love in Creation. . . Especially here to restore the Garden of Eden!

 

DAY 2: Repetition of the first point of the Contemplation. If helpful in your prayer of thanksgiving, revisit Psalm 139 from earlier in the retreat or Psalm 138, a hymn of gratitude. In praying with the Take, Lord, Receive prayer, ask: What are my particular gifts, talents, and other blessings that I want to offer for the service of God and others? 

Yes, Christ’s Love abounds through FAITH!  Wow, “contemplate” my Bountiful Gifts, Talents, and Blessings from this first point in the Love of Jesus. How powerful is this going to get now? I’ve never shared so much of God Visions to anyone, not since NJ Late nights talking with Joyce Spielberger, my 2nd mom! WOW!

Now, to really consider, view, and think about all that I’ve been Given!?!?! I mean, even to consider the last few days and what it really means for me to even share or speak about what I’ve seen and shared for years. It’s really just remarkable to remember and consider now. I mean now to have a quiet moment of blessing, where I'm comfortable and resting in my big king bed, with the grounded silver sheet plugged in the wall, on a bamboo mattress, organic linen sheets . . . Covered by some soft felt “weighted” blanket an AirBnB Guest left for me: yes another gift, gift, gifts and more of the best gifts…

I thought I was blessed and gifted when I first moved into this house where all the furniture was left behind for me. But I never slept in a big king-sized bed before . . . And now with my white pencil in hand on this iPad, interrupted only by nibbling my organic nut mix, with a scoop of my organic dried fruit mix and some Three Daughters Brewery strong Mexican Stout.  And I laugh trying to "lookup" Stout similar to the "contemplation" checkup that I did, and posted up above. Yes, I get Apple updates weekly now, and really could never read, with no experience or vocabulary; since looking up words required several books beyond me, while now finally; I click a word and lookup with no changes, no effort, only now finally its become simple enough for me to stay focused to understand what I read for the first time in my life!!!!

I mean, every tiny detail of this experience, trying to write this in bed now, really demonstrates the Complete Passion, Pleasure, and Extreme DELIGHT, Savored with my Lord Jesus Christ . . . . I am in FULL-REALIZATION now again that God, Father, Son and Holy Ghost equally savor this moment WITH ME, completely spoiled, blissed-out, in comfort and ease, TO DO WHAT I DO ==> GOD’s WILL

I mean, then I’ll speak to my iPad and realize how much easier it is to just share these feeling of the power of this moment with my words, as they bubble up as warmth from my heart to envelop my voice. And then I focus to feel this warmth of my heart as it swells up above my chest, knowing that these words will have no meaning to anyone else, until one feels Christ in Church, Family, Love, and can really feel a similar Experience . . . While simultaneously my chest bone springs up again . . . xiphoid process . . . And I think I can snap a picture of it, to share that now too!

What’s more remarkable than everything is how much I really hunger to snap pictures to verify/prove my incredible experiences this moment with Jesus Christ, and suddenly I film and edit this short video clip to add here, and discover my beer glass has “Merry Christmas” written in raised letters across the bottom, how appropriate to share this moment.

  

Then these above bible verses include all I’ve studied today, with the two hearts from the Charles Stanley Podcasts Bible verse above: KNOWing how Christ Dwells in this Love with Me, and Each day I’m sharing and learning more about this experience and how to bring it forth for others. This coincides with the DAY 3 knowing God is with me in ALL THINGS as posted below. And I accept and step stronger into this moment of strength and justice knowing full well the mighty strength and transitions before us.

Yes, this Wondrous Lord God filled with Blessing and Kindness approaches this movement with me, and I’ve barely dreamt at all what could manifest with my fall classes, entrepreneurship, sustainability and mangroves. . .  

Matthew 5:16 “Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven.” Matthew‬ ‭5‬:‭16‬ ‭KJV‬‬… and this brings me back to these good works in Your Will. And I see a long progression of works I must complete today, beginning with my morning walk to Mass. Yes, I've been attending Mass every day again. As each morning I do all my regular podcasts and even had my iPhone read my email messages that included Chris Stefanic and Cathy Kaster. 

And I find my next space here in this blog, hungry and ready for me to chase, pursue and catch now: Wow, and I know Christ Jesus is ready and anxious to share:

Here again you are ready to step into another place, deeper, stronger, and you know it's where discernment wins and grows stronger! Each step you take, and each moment means more and more for you as this power and desire to express more comes through to you stronger and stronger each moment.

More clear and more focused about myself and my own Deeper desires to really BE GOD’s TEMPLE as circled, here and now in this Good City and Catholic Community. . . 

you are more than ready to do each step before you . . . . you have some wonderful tasks at hand and each has a timing and sequence where this love bubbling up from your breast becomes more and more apparent to you . . . Fearless you move forward, calling forth your peers and friends . . . 

What is more perplexing than all is accepting this love and all it really means for me right now.  Repeating this Love with Day 4. With the eyes of faith, we realize the infinite depth of reality. I go to Mass again, and then stop to do Bible in a Year with Fr. Mike, then call the city and university people I need to meet and share with. Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to listen and learn where I must go next. . . 

My Morning bike ride to Mass, had me walking in there soon enough just to kneel as Mass was starting. I watched the older women in front of me struggling at stand, and again my first instinct was to go Hug Her, just like Mass in Caverly when Tom with his walker struggled to stand next to me . . . and Mary . . . So I wondered, watching the process of Mass, what could I say to the Father about healing these people before me?

Is that what I need to do next?  Ask permission to heal people?  Like excuse me Father, I'm the "Man of Knowledge" where all my life I've learned to experience God in ALL THINGS, sorta like Saint Ignatius teaches all the Jesuits in Lesson 29. Yes, Jesus Created all and Has this much deeper essence in all things we can connect to BY CHOICE to learn, grow and heal from the Love of God all around us. So each person now before me with back pain and mobility issues will feel relief if they take off their shoes and hug me. Placing our hearts together, I can describe in detail, the experience of our magnetic hearts spinning together and connecting to Earth Magnetism to release all pain, trauma, sickness into the Earth.

Then I realize it's really about what Bubbles up from my heart in God's Love, to over power my voice and I listen to the words with no thinking nor planning anything . . . . . where God is ever present and strong in me and all around me, encouraging me to step forward and share more in His Love and not my mind.

Time for this writing to get focused again on SEEL DAY 5. Ok this one has really got me, as the idea of God "labors" for me is really foreign. I know God is within all things and really sustains all things. And it's really the place and action of the Love, that is God, which really provides all in Joy. And I guess I can understand and accept it's a “labor of love!” I guess I can also understand the need and blessing to praise God for this love and labor of love. Just as I know and understand how God is endlessly overflowing with love and more love.

So now again, I realize how it’s God sharing this moment, and every moment with me through all the life around me, and all the gifts He’s given and shared. Endless Love overflowing through all things. Just like my savoring the moment of relaxing in bed to write and understand this deeper experience that I have now with Him, I can understand and accept the power and focus He brings into all these tasks. Leading into DAY 6: I praise you God, for this opportunity that you have given to me, every moment allows me to share Your Love, every moment I can share this dream, every moment I can share more of what you have brought me to, and share the many gifts with all who you bring into my space.