131.02 enter a personal relationship with Jesus!

We need to integrate the graces into daily life and I reread this Line . . . and “I only wanna be with you” is the chorus on the radio I hear now. . . And I read the Grace about Deepening Awareness and Gratitude for GOD!  I just left a session with Scott and was told it was time for lunch and a beer. So I’m at Three Daughters crying as I type now in such grace and gratitude. Yes, I knew I had to stop somewhere. After my Code Hearing this morning I was mad and frustrated so READY for a beer . . . . so now, THANK YOU JESUS!

Please forgive me for not honoring this moment more deeply with you!  DAY 1: Romans 8:14-27 (living in the Spirit). It is really so clear about my place here more than ever. And to Cry ABBA FATHER!  Whenever I go back and read the work I’ve done here on this blog with SEEL, it gets stronger and stronger. Everything is very much in-sink and compliments my experience and work. I’m always feeling challenged and know my place is about trust, and being real with this experience every day.

Yes, it’s work for me to take the time and address and do all the things I can before me . . . I’m always listening and always moving forward with each action and each challenge.

Your impact is really a lot deeper than you know. You are surprised at the prayerline, where you speak to the same people again and again. But this isn’t just an odd chance. This is critical to the shifts that you are creating in their lives and all those that they reach. Each step and each interaction is critical to the growth and change you are here for. EVEN NOW!

I can see how much I do and really never know what the impact is or where things shift. I do not judge it or question it, but simply allow what’s before me to be whatever it needs to be. Of course, I try to guide people to do the same. To really Trust in Jesus and not judge the circumstances and efforts of satan to interfere and mess with us. But recognize each step is learning to get closer to God, and find the deeper meaning and insights we need to stay at peace and move forward in the Joy and Love of God.

I’m here with Leon at Three Daughters ordering my second beer. I know I’ve been led by God, and know how Jesus is my Brother, and how I can share in the Trinity as the Family that I know and love this experience so deeply. This has been my life, and I know it’s becoming more clear and stable all the time. Here by the Spirit of God to be joint-heirs in Christ Jesus, sharing a beer justified and glorified in this Love experience with Jesus!

What are you feeling now? 

I keep wanting to review this blog in more detail FROM THE BEGINNING to find whatever I need in this next assignment before me. Wow, so I went back and found the place where Dr A started with me. . . To “whom Much is given, Much is Expected”

Your comment there now wasn’t even close. You are beyond the billions now. And it’s certainly more than you expected or understood. But you can DO IT, and each step you take to make this experience as you know it needed to be. Again now doing what you are led to do, even if it’s really something that you NEVER do. Recognize most of your peers rely and survive only because of this beer and relaxing at the end of the day that you are lucky to do once a month. Yes, that is why You are here now, your recognize the joy and gift we share with you. 

Yes, I know I can, or WE CAN . . . And as I read this blog posting for Friday, September 29, 2023, I never noticed how it’s September 20, 2026 now . . . 3 years, minus 9 days . . . Course 3+9=12. . . 1+2=3 bringing us through to the twelve disciples and the Trinity again exactly where I belong . . . and I always see this synergy and always feel this relationship. It’s really my deepest Gift to share in the Perceptions of God . . . Wow, so much Power in these words . . . Like my LOVE; And I remember how I prayed how I wanted us all to survive, not just the few, but He created all of us, and we all have a place, so why not find a way for us all to survive?

Your impact is more clear to you now as you realize this is your work and your mission here before you to save the Earth. AS YOU ASKED TO. It was your deepest desire to find a way to save everyone. There in your deathbed, seeing your body alone in the hospital you KNEW you had to come back. YOU KNEW that if God gave you the opportunity to save everything and everyone then you could make it happen. You just needed the opportunity, and somehow you knew you could do it. And now again you are here changing everything. Because YOU KNOW you CAN!

I can deeply understand how my place is growing and more defined and stronger all the time . . . where the Prayer of a Righteous person is ever powerful! I literally just asked Leon about the owner who is now on the City Council . . . . Nothing surprises me, it’s really just beautiful how Jesus makes things grow and shift all the time . .

Yes this is still about your impact, as your call was a bit more extreme and powerful than most. You came here with us before you recognized how important your call was. And still this power and focus you keep as your own personal responsibility, and really do not share as much as you can. Countless people have written books and published stories to get rich and famous from the same experience that you had. And still to this day you accept the minimum and strive to be happy and comfortable alone and without stepping humbly into this work before you.

I know it’s better for me to just be at ease, and not seek more. There is always more for me to do already, so to ask for more seems crazy, as I can only do so much . . . and I accept all that You Give me!

DAY 2 Read Romans 8:28-39 (a hymn to God's glory; nothing can separate us from the love of God in Christ). Wow so much comes so close to home for me. Of Course, Christ is with me all the time. And for me to finally really know and accept this, is really a great Honor and Glory in God. It’s always about me understanding the next steps and to be slow and clear about what it is that You have set before me. I’m always wondering what could possibly be next, but I’m always ready for anything and accept the challenges before me. And I Really do know it’s always the best thing I could think about and certainly not anything knew, but just where I belong.

All things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to His Purpose . . . he did predestinate to be conformed to the image of His Son . . . he is glorified.

Wow, I am in such Joy, as I’ve come to know how much God is with me all the time and how strong this experience is in every step as I move forward. As we are “more than conquerors” stepping beyond all the challenges and experiences before us.

DAY 3: Psalm 63:1-8 ("I will bless you as long as I live"). Now this psalm is wonderful and clear for me, it's even really about how I am feeling right now. I know I've been sent here, and I know I am ready for whatever it is that you have prepared me for. I know this is my place and time, just like I know I have all that I could need for whatever is before me.

Yes I really LONG FOR YOU Jesus. I’m always working and pushing to learn and do whatever it is that I must do before me. And I know this is critical and know it’s exactly where I need to be moving forward. 

Blessed be my son, you will be glorified as you step into all that is before you. It’s nothing new or beyond you. It’s the tasks and places you have created and each is waiting for you and your action as noted in your Love and Faithfulness.

I can’t imagine what that really means nor do I know what could be next or what I am getting prepared for. I'm still Sorta tired and frustrated about all that I need to do. I am always so grateful to be able to be ready and to study My Bible and all that you set before me, and I know it really means I am ready for whatever is next. Course, I'm tired still and just want to sleep and I know Your right hand holds me up !

DAY 4: Ephesians 1:15-23 (the power and hope Christ offers believers) Ok I try to stay in trust and focus as I know Christ is with me, ALWAYS with me every day!

You will be glorified my son for all you do.

I don’t always feel like I’m doing what to need to do and i do sense so much guidance and direction all the time, and recognize how much i hear and listen and then also see when I’m stubborn and do things on my own, or really make the conscious choice to ignore the guidance that I get all the time!

Yes be glorified by staying there in truth, it’s not always easy, nor is it supposed to be.

I get it! I realized how I have this constant hum of Spirit in my head, like the background sounds of angels singing. And It’s really the Praise of Jesus Christ that I required to move to Tampa. I really never knew this or understood it completely.

This is why you have been so Glorified, speak more about what you have now learned.

I realized how I asked for God’s Perspective on all the Tasks before me and I also know I asked for the Name of Jesus Christ to come through in all the Guidance I received. But I never realized how strong and specific these requests really were! I certainly didn’t realize that they carried and continued throughout my life. 

Yes this is glorified because you are stepping into the Power and Truth of God. Making such specific requests brings you into the timelessness of God. Like David in the Bible KNEW he could beat Goliath. This was the Wisdom and Knowing that HE REQUESTED. God chose him above all others because of His Choices. His request for Wisdom and the Grace of God, actually steps beyond time and carries throughout his life. Like you requested God’s Perspective and Name of Jesus Christ in your Praise before coming to Tampa, and this also was a Timeless Request. Requests of God in God become timeless and carry throughout your life, just like David Had the wisdom in youth, that he only asked for much later in life.

I can understand this. And I guess I sorta see and knew this already even as my Daily Mass give us a time fro all things. Like this morning I knew to snap a picture of my Prayerline Request before I finished it. And then I DID NOT! So in the next second when the screen reset, and I lost all I had written, I felt like such an idiot, not listening to the guidance that hums in my heart all the time. And this guidance is always there, and always humming Praises in the Name of Jesus Christ . . . EXACTLY as I asked for: to always be strong and clear in the Spirit.

DAY 5: John 15:1-8 (the vine and the branches). I really love this Bible Verse. It’s one I need to remember, because I am always saying this. Not so much about the pruning, but more speaking about the Fruit of the Spirit that are always present with Jesus Christ. Doing the work of Jesus brings us more Fruit. And I guess I need to be real about the Pruning too. Yesterday, Anna called again while I was deep in my legal mess. Pulling together my research and data trying to get very strong and focused. She wanted to read her own court motion. I told her reading wouldn’t register and asked her to send me screenshots. Wow, what a mess. I explained that she was saying the same words over and over again and really wasting the time of the judge. She wouldn’t listen and kept wanting to read it to me.

Of course, now I realize she has never listened to me. Each time I pray with her she’s in the same place, the same arrogant ego in the way of real progress. She’s never done the Renounce and Command, which I’ve gone over with her over and over again. Yes, it was obvious she never did it, or never understood why, as I told her to recite it again after me. Clearly she never had tried before. Like the crap she wrote for the judge repeating gibberish over and over again that really only gets annoying.  After over an hour on the phone with her still demanding to read it all to me. I finally told her that I had to get back to my own work with my own court hearing on Monday. And I hung-up the phone. Yes, I blocked her from my phone again. I did that once before, when I realized she wasn’t growing and learning, but only staying in herself refusing to listen to me. I get that from Larry too, where I need to evict him for not doing anything to improve his life, my space, or improve anything. 

I guess it’s important to see that I need to prune too. Clip away the dead stuff that is not growing, but stuck in the same-old same-old. Of course, then I checked my email to find this InTouch daily devotion that gives me more insights and deeper understanding into THE WAY of God and Christ in the Trinity . . . Feeling this Holy Spirit guiding me to transform from the inside out, where I too must learn to prune my time and efforts, to be more focused and ready for whatever Jesus puts next before me. And of course, I’ve got to click the next link on the website with the Daily Devotions so knowing Jesus is Trusting the inner conviction in God; https://www.intouch.org/listen/radio/what-it-means-to-believe-in-jesus-2 STEPPING into this deeper personal relationship and love of believing in Jesus Christ as a Person of the Trinity.

Accepting this Relationship is to have the confident conviction that Jesus is as the Bible says, that He does what He says He’ll do, HE will do as His Promises, Believe in Jesus and risk future all for Jesus! Knowledge, Conviction, and Trust!  It’s in these Facts, that we each enter a personal relationship, and place all our trust into this moment with You. As a living Child of God, when we enter a personal relationship with Jesus!

DAY 6: John 15:9-17 (I have said these things to you so that my joy may be in you, and that your joy may be complete").  Ok this was kinda neato too.  As I read this piece, I noticed tears with this Phrase "learned from my Father I have Made known to you" . . . . and Being Chosen and Appointed continues from the last piece about David and understanding how my Choices have Impacted my Whole life. Yes I can feel how this Makes JOY complete and FULL, very real and powerful.  And I guess it's really about this Knowledge and Understanding of God that I just spoke about, which makes these Indigenous tasks so strong to bring forward to Humanity. 

I'm not sure why I know this. Or how Seeing the Perspective of God in each action brings me greater insights and understanding into all of this. It's really kinda neato as I consider how all this is coming together . . . Pruning and more focus and building and changing and always something more!

   

DAY 7: Psalm 118:21-29 ("Give thanks to the Lord, for he is good, for his steadfast love endures for ever.") Yes, I'm so glad to get this last verse in here now. I've been struggling with the technology, it's just annoying and I'm always blaming the rift between microsoft, apple and adobe. . . . yes these firms are sti fighting and competing. Such fools, need to learn what cooperation means before it's too late.

son you are glorified in all these tasks before you as you are more capable than ever and again this experience is evolving every moment into power and focus as none other could even understand.

I get it and I know what this means as I'm pushing in three or four different directions and I know that I will be able to step into so much more than ever before. That's just my "lot in life." Like David knew what he was doing because the memory of his CHOICE was deep inside of him, whether he knew and understood it or not. Like my work here is so clear and strong, whether I know and accept it all or not. It's really kinda weird sometimes, I know what I can do and I know my limits and still I end up pushing these beyond my own understanding.

What You do is very much in tune with these deeper issues that you simple Know at another level.  It's all about levels of vibrational energies. And each moment you shift things for everyone, since You are simply more connected to things beyond even your own understanding.  Like do you remember talking with the Aliens in High School?  Yes, that was more real than you know, and there are a lot of deeper levels there too that you've never exlpored, but you Know, Felt and Experienced.

I admit I haven't thought about that in YEARS. When I went back and read it, I recognized so much that was clearly still inside of me. I took the ACE's test again, as I'm sure I've done a thousand times now. Of course, it give me more to explore. Yes, I'm always ready for more lessons and more learning. I'm always accepting whatever Jesus places before me . . . Sometimes I wonder what it's all about. Like today I've been outside for an hour here and there, building a Duck Box. Yes, I spoke to someone about getting four baby ducks.  And of course the Code Enforcement Board wants me to empty the trailer behind my house.  So that means I have to build something with all the wood out there. . . . Sure a Duck Box, why not? I'd love to eat duck eggs each day. . . two or three even.  Why not?

131.01 Gathering Graces

FWEEK OF PRAYER #31: GATHERING THE GRACES:  

OK, a new week. Exploring all the key Graces and lessons that changed my life. Wow, that's really asking a lot. I've been having synchronicity and Godincident (coincident in the Spirit of God) followed by synchronicity and Godincident for many months now. And it's such a challenge to accept and move forward into all these things before me, when it’s almost constant Love and Grace from GOD!

Yes, I know I'm in God's Hands, where I know intimately the Peace, Love and Joy that He IS!  I know I've been protected and guided all of my life. I see and recognize the power and focus more and more all the time. Everything I do, whether I want to; or fight for hours before I finally doing it anyway . . . always comes out beneficial: resulting in the Fruit of the Spirit. I'm always finding more peace and Love in everything, no matter what it is.  Even my selfish arrogant delays and second guessing usually turns out to be better anyway.

I'm trying to be real and practical about my place and responsibility. Like caring for my yard and being responsible over my tools or whatever resources I have and works before me. . . Uhg, like this assignment and lessons today.

• How has my awareness of God's presence in my life grown or shifted? 

Wow, this has blown up more every day. This morning in Mass, I was so filled with the Love and Joy of Jesus, I was literally vibrating in my seat. Several times I noticed I had lost touch with the Church and the Mass. I was deep into the Feelings of this Heart Energy pumping up through me in my Breath, and I didn’t notice people sitting or standing. Yes, the sun in my face again. . . like the odd corner of the stained glass windows always reflect the full sun straight into my face!  Then the breath gets very strong and I feel so much coming up inside of me. I noticed this starts on my bike, and as soon as I start moving the breath gets so clear and strong. If I hear a bird, I’ll start chirping and singing out to them “hello, hello, hello from my heart.” I’ve also noticed that the chirp sounds I make will vary based on what I hear. I’m instinctively repeating the sounds almost immediately.

I guess, that was one of the first things I noticed with the Exodus 90 group. We did the consecration to Saint Mary, and I recognized her voice and realized I had spoken with her constantly in the woods as a child. I’m not even sure if I thought I was speaking to Mother Nature, or to the trees, or something else. But it was so obvious that I already deeply knew Saint Mary so very well, it was like old friends coming together again in this experience with Exodus 90. I realize now that this is one of those spontaneous realizations I will just SHARE at the moment. And I wonder if this was what Fr. Curtis was mad about hearing such gossip about me getting lost rambling down some rabbithole.

With SEEL as well, it’s gotten very obvious that I have a constant conversation with the Trinity and ongoing experience that is simply unending. I mean several times, Jesus came through that moment online to me to share another trip into a rabbithole even on ZOOM for all to see and hear. 

That active experience of Prayers Insistently is really just my present life experience, and it became more and more obvious to me as I went through this course. I mean, I never seem to stop this constant ongoing conversations. I really never understood what it was or what I was doing, or that it was something unique, private and personal to just me!?!?. Each moment I’m challenged to move on and do more and more. Like the Prayerline this morning, someone told me they were instructed to give everything away and go out with only a bag to be homeless. So after the prayers and doing the “Renounce and Command” Lessons, I told him it was important to ask for the Name of Jesus Christ. Knowing and hearing the name of God can only come through the Trinity: God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit of Angels and Saints. I told him satan was always in deceptions and could pretend to be any voice at any time, BUT ONLY GOD could reply with the Name of “Jesus Christ!”

This bible verse from Isaiah came through to me so strong. This was from the Fr. Mike readings, and it was so clear and strong like God Speaking directly to ME. Yes I felt how I was called as a Teacher or whatever, and I listened to this Day in the App over and over again. Day 212 in the ascensionpress.com Bible in a Year . . . Yes, Jesus is always doing what he needed to do to get me where I needed to be. And I know this already. How SEEL has been very clear and focused to get me right where I needed to be in My life and Spirit with GOD.

• What ways of praying were most meaningful or challenging for me? 

I’ve found Prayer in all aspects of my life. I know Jesus and God in each experience and challenge before me. Every moment I’m pulled to know and experience the Love and Divinity. I know God’s guidance and symbols come to me in everything around me. Having grown up in the Woods, knowing Saint Mary deeply, brings me to see and Know God in all Nature and all Life around me. Having this Perspective of God, really means that I can see God in Everything. This means I’m always seeking God and Always seeking to understand the symbols and relationship I need to adopt and understand as He give me every moment. 

Thus, the greatest challenge here is that I needed to recognize this Relationship with God more fully. Sure I’ve talked to the trees and birds and bunnies all my Life. AND NOW, this moment I realized how my family was always violent to me, so I learned from birth to AVOID PEOPLE!  And my Mom tried to protect me and hide me from this violence. . . She taught me the Prayer of Saint Michael to protect myself and I realize it helped to block my own EMPATHY. I could feel people driving by in a car, deeply sense their Angels, pickup their hearts and minds. Wow, all this was blocked by Saint Michael spinning his Sward and Shield around me for DECADES! 

Now as I’ve share the MOST powerful and meaningful praying is with my Bike Ride, with stepping into a Church with Christ in my Heart. Each Corporal Prayer in mass brings deeper and stronger vibrations of Love and Joy. Anytime I share with another soul, animal, vegetable, or mineral while I’ve invited Christ into my Heart. I know the challenge I have now is to carry Christ in my Heart all the time.

• How have I grown in knowledge and love of Christ? 

Yes the Love and Knowledge of Christ is my life, Christ LOVE is growing into my Life Constantly.  I know this is really endless. And I know that I can BE and DO anything in Christ. Wow, to consider what this means is really remarkable. One day riding my Bike into church, I had the sudden revelation that we had succeeded in saving 1000. I remember one experience online in ZOOM, where I remembered when Joni died and came to ask “if we made it.”  I was knocked down on the steps and looked up at the pictures of her and her family on my wall. “Yes, we made it” we saved the last city. She knew that’s what raised me in the hospital in 1980. She knew her hubby was convinced and dedicated to complete whatever we had started with God. She knew it was critically important for us to do these challenges before us. She just wanted the greater perspective from God, and came to me at the moment of death. . . As I’m sure she had all things confirmed stepping into her new life with God. It was a spontaneous expression where I fell into this rabbithole and spoke out the experience where I could remember more details and got a deeper understanding

Yes, satan is a lie, death is a lie, there is only Love. There is ONLY GOD. Truth can never contradict Truth. We all can choose to BE LOVE, and be with God in the Free act of Faith into this experience with God.

• Where have I experienced greater interior freedom? 

There is ONLY Love. 

There is ONLY GOD. There is ONLY Truth 

And Truth can never contradict Truth. 

We all can choose to BE LOVE, and this is the freedom and deeper truth I’ve come to know intimately in my life. And we all have a Cross to bear, moving forward into the love experience ONLY God Creates. Creates Freedom, Joy, Peace, Love deeper into the experience before us. This is really the greatest interior freedom. God is about doing the Right things at the right times. And this comes easy with His continued Guidance.

• Where is there still disorder or lack of interior freedom in my life? 

Ok, I Lack the Love of a petite goddess to love and care for me again. There is ONLY GOD’s Love, and my only lack in freedom is to share more at church. Yes, and close female intimacy would be nice too. I actually cried the other day about being alone. Yes, I know Jesus and the Trinity is always with me walking in His Spirit. While truth is, personal interaction is necessary. Truth can never contradict Truth. And the Truth of my interactions socially is that i need to start sharing more of who i really am . . . And I guess evangelize, share the Love of Jesus. . . Ok, Lack in fear to heal people! Yes, Hug MORE!

Wow, I said it.  We all can choose to BE LOVE TO HEAL PEOPLE.

Weee, that was fun. ;-D))) I love to share with people and that experience of healing in the hugs is always so wonderful.  

• How do I most usually experience consolation and desolation?

Love. There is ONLY GOD. Truth can never contradict Truth. We all can choose to BE LOVE, it’s so cool to copy a phrase in the blog to get the layout and format right. Everything is always perfect. So repeating these phrases of love and truth are really ideal here and belong here. And I’ve edited and expanded the copied phrases before, while this time speaking of consolation is really acknowledging that I’m never in desolation. I can always be grateful and confident in the blessing and Loves of GOD!

Yes I still get stuck and frustrated at times too. But resolutions are always obvious and things end up better, stronger, more focused.

Auditio divina (also called audio divina) is a contemplative prayer practice of sacred listening derived from the ancient Benedictine tradition of lectio divina (divine reading).Instead of reading a passage of scripture, you listen deeply to a piece of music, a sacred hymn, or song lyrics to encounter God and let the sound or message penetrate your heart.

The Four Steps of Auditio Divina

1. Audio (Listening): Listen to a short song or musical piece (typically 3 to 5 minutes) for the first time without distraction, letting the melody and cadence wash over you. Notice any initial words, phrases, or emotional resonance.
2. Meditatio (Meditation): Listen to the piece a second time. Ruminate on the specific lyrics, sounds, or feelings that stand out, considering what they might mean or why they captured your attention.
3. Oratio (Prayer): Turn your thoughts into a conversation with God. Express what you felt during the music, ask why a certain message resonated with you, and listen for how it applies to your life.
4. Contemplatio (Contemplation): Rest quietly in God's presence. Give thanks for the time of prayer and allow the peace and message of the music to sink deeply into your soul.

130.02. the 3P's. People, Planet, and projects

E. Rafael Rivera W. • wrote this to the Radio Program, so EVERYONE CAN HEAR THIS

Hey Jim great to hear you on Focus on the Family

One thing I believe Parenting School often misses is something my first baby taught me.

I see a newborn as arriving filled with God's presence. From conception, God is creating new life through that union of egg and sperm. In many ways, a baby begins life closer to God than at any other time. Yet from the moment they are born, we often start shaping them to "fit in" to the world around them.

What if, instead, we helped them stay connected to that spiritual closeness with God through prayer, singing, Christian Radio and a love centered environment? Babies are naturally open, trusting, loving, and curious. Watch how they interact with animals, nature, and people.

Then comes the question every child eventually asks:

"Why?"

Rather than immediately correcting or instructing, we can first enter their wonder.

"Daddy, why is the sky blue?"

"Wow,You're right, the sky is blue. Why do you think it's blue?"

Before teaching, we can listen. Before correcting, we can encourage exploration.

When children feel heard, they learn to share openly and confidently. By reflecting their thoughts back to them and inviting them deeper into their own discoveries, we help them grow with us rather than against us. In this process, we often learn from them as much as they learn from us.

Sometimes I think God speaks through children more than we realize. Their openness, curiosity, and love can teach us a great deal about faith, wonder, and the heart of Christ.. You will learn more from God, as babies are often there with Jesus for years. . . Lol. . . Or can be there for years...

DAY 5 Read 2 Timothy 1:3-14 ("God did not give us a spirit of cowardice, but rather a spirit of power and of love and of self-discipline"). So WOW. . . 

I go back to read this again and FEEL what jumps out at me. “I long to see you, so that I may be filled with joy.” And yes, I see Jesus all the time, in everything around me all the time. Each Step, Each Challenge, Each moment, I ask, seek, follow. . . It’s really gotten more clear than ever. And I know it’s in Jesus Christ asking everyone to accept their deepest longings and find the Love hidden deep inside.

I realized that I had to fast again. I mean, I fast from Sunday till Friday then eat all weekend.  This feels like part of my new routine.  I mean, on a Saturday, I seem to be eating all day.  I mean I had lots to eat over the weekend and I can sense now my body is crying for sugars again now. But I know that stops by morning and everything gets stable soon after. . . Wow, no food for the week seems like a weird thing, except I’ve done it before and it’s really such a waste of time to be chasing foods all the time when most is addictive toxins with no nutrition anyway. Yes, the power and blessing of the Holy Spirit will always sustain me, especially as I step more deeply into this experience with Christ, both in Fasting, and More scholarly work. Like the Men’s meeting this morning and the Mass and Bible reading that I do daily now too.

 

DAY 6: Read 2 Corinthians 12:4-27 (the Body of Christ). This passage really has always been so strong for me. I’ve tried to explain to people before how we are all of God and everyone has a value and place. No matter what we think or who we ignore and discount over and over again I’ve told people how each and everyone ais critical to the Whole. WE ALL ARE!

No one seems to believe me. I always get the sense that no one believes me. Like I’ve said countless times how I grew-up in the woods. I know this so clearly now, as I remember one time even hiding from my mom?  That really sounds weird, but it was at the very beginning. Literally I remember that first fort I made hidden in the pine trees and sitting there watching my mom calling for me, and not replying so she didn’t know about my fort.

This again is bringing me into deeper understanding and experience of myself. Of course, it’s all about God and the Holy Spirit, that is all that we ever have been. So I get deeper and clearer traits that become real as we read and explore more. Like The Bible in A year has completely shifted as well. I know now it’s really a story about me, and the 40 years of conflict and selfishness we all have to experience. It seems to be fundamental for our deeper growth and understanding. Like different Layers, or Levels of spirit we each must experience to bring the fuller understanding of God's Love!

DAY 7 Repetition. Now again, I’m in such love and peace with the person of Christ creating the people in the project. This is from a reread of the book where the person of Christ brings the people of God into the Kingdom . . . Yes, Ignatius SEEL book Page 256 to commit to the person of Jesus, the people of God, for the final project as the Kingdom of God. Yes we return to the 3P's. People, Planet, and profit . . . While I know deep inside this last “P” is the lie, the deception and the challenge before us. . . . As instead of satan himself the profit is actually the growth and improvement for the people instead of just the cash. So now again in this repeat it’s more about my own growth and understanding in a newer level.

But it’s really me back to my P’s too. Jesus is always presenting new Projects to me, everything is a new design and new experience. Like part of adding these pictures is to see the times and numbers that continue to swirl all around me. I’ve fasted since Sunday and my Body shifted to the Ketones finally and it’s really a power shift inside of me . . . Yes of course it’s another P. And suddenly I flash back to Dr. Nord and the Power and Control Book he did.

A Prayer by St. Teresa of Avila

Christ has no body but yours.

No hands, no feet on earth but yours.

Yours are the eyes

with which He looks compassion on this world.

Yours are the feet

with which He walks to do good.

Yours are the hands

with which He blesses all the world.

Yours are the hands.

Yours are the feet.

Yours are the eyes.

You are His body. 

 

Christ has no body now on earth but yours. For the present or the future: all belong to you, and you to Christ, and Christ to God 

Salvation experience is where I start with Jesus,  Identification as saved forgiven child of God, Confidence and trust in this understanding

Mass this morning:

Who can ascend the mountain of the LORD?
or who may stand in his holy place?
He whose hands are sinless, whose heart is clean,
who desires not what is vain.
R. To the Lord belongs the earth and all that fills it.

When I saw this, i fell at the knees of Jesus and said,
"Depart from me, Lord, for I am a sinful man."
For astonishment at the catch of fish they had made seized him
and all those with him, https://bible.usccb.org/bible/luke/5?1

I will make you fishers of men 

SEEL WEEK 130.01 living our lives in Spirit

Wow, week thirty. At our last meeting, I was so excited to see that it was 1000 days since I was asked to drop-out of the class.

Yes, I finally was getting done with this course, that is rally about the Truth and deepest Truth of All. And what was really neato is that I'm at a 1000 days into it and I'm literally back to the beginning to be finally doing the Examen. Yes, I'm really doing it the way I'm supposed to, which I never did, as the conversation with Jesus is usually pretty consistent and asking for details about best actions and improved actions is the daily conversations always anyway. So now Prayer Week 30 is about this Life in the Spirit. Yes, growth in Faith as the Spirit of God "forms us into One Body" of the Church Universal. And to "COMMIT OURSELVES" to Jesus Christ, God's Children as the church and the Kingdom of God. This is also another FIRST for me, to get engaged into a church where people who are real and care and support each other, not really had that before either. I’ve kinda always been used by people, and tended to avoid them since my own family would exploit and use anything that I shared. Wow, kinda holding my deepest Loves privately since they were always used, exploited or demeaned.  

DAY 1: Read John 14:16-31 (Jesus's promise to send the Holy Spirit).

We are here to share more of The Word With you and you do need to get more serious here about every detail, since this experience you had where you even hid from your mom before. Yes, these deeper more powerful experiences are hidden adn buried deep inside of you. Yes, you always used the drug, sex and alcohol as an excuse to hide, and NOT remember. There is really a lot more deeper seated here with your family as you learn and share in a real family.

I know, yes this first verse is about ground zero. Jesus is bringing us to know the Holy Spirit which is really the active element in everything. All life is this ONE LOVE we are sharing, creating, and experiencing in Jesus Christ. As I know Saint Mary and Saint Joseph are here with the other Angels and Ancestors . . . with me and Jesus RIGHT NOW! Well everything starts with this Love and the faith and commitment to Jesus. So the Love of God and Jesus opens everything else up for all of us. But the key element here is LISTENING: "keeping His Word"  Lectio Divina Words!

AI WOW: The religious meaning of "keeping His Word" carries immense weight in Scripture and theology, representing both God’s flawless fidelity to humanity and humanity's loving cooperation to God. Doing God's Will listening to every Word! Beyond duty and obedience there is cooperation to be mindful of love, the deeper real love in sharing.

1. God Keeps His Word (Divine Faithfulness) In the Bible, God's word is not just speech;

it is an absolute reality that transforms the universe and never fails.

• Flawless Execution: Scripture emphasizes that God is physically incapable of breaking a promise. Numbers 23:19 states, "God is not a man, that He should lie... Has He said, and will He not do?" Similarly, Joshua 23:14 records a powerful historical testimony: "Not one of all the good promises the Lord your God gave you has failed.
• "The Living Word: In Christian theology, God's ultimate "Word" is a person—Jesus Christ. 2 Corinthians 1:20 teaches that "all the promises of God find their Yes in Jesus Christ."

Saints' Teachings: The Saints viewed God's word as a spiritual anchor.

• Saint Augustine famously wrote, "God made Himself a debtor, not by receiving anything from us, but by promising us so much." He taught that we can demand God's promises not out of our own merit, but because God’s own honor binds Him to His word.
• Saint Teresa of Avila urged believers to rely on this absolute certainty during dark times, advising: "Let nothing disturb you... God alone suffices."

2. Believers Keep His Word (Human Obedience & Love). For humanity, "keeping" God's word goes far beyond just memorizing text; it means guarding, treasuring, and living out His commandments.

• The Proof of Love: In the New Testament, keeping God’s word is the primary metric of true faith. In John 14:23, Jesus states explicitly: "If anyone loves me, he will keep my word, and my Father will love him, and we will come to him and make our home with him."
• Internalizing the Truth: Proverbs 3:3 instructs believers to "write them on the tablet of your heart", meaning God's principles should dictate our automatic reactions to the world.

Saints' Teachings: The Saints focus on internal transformation and radical action over hollow words.

• Saint John of the Cross emphasized that keeping the Word requires silence and action: "The Father spoke one Word, which was His Son, and this Word He speaks always in eternal silence, and in silence must it be heard by the soul."
• Saint Anthony of Padua famously warned against hypocritical faith, teaching: "Let words cease and actions speak. We are full of words but empty of actions."
• Saint Teresa of Avila: We are to Be the Eyes, Ears, Hands, and Feet of Christ doing the Will of God.

3. Human Integrity Reflection (Your Word to Others) Because humanity is made in the image of God, believers are expected to mimic God's perfect reliability in their personal relationships.

• No Loopholes: Jesus explicitly condemned using complex oaths to get out of commitments. In Matthew 5:37, He commands: "Let what you say be simply ‘Yes’ or ‘No’; anything more than this comes from evil."
• Sacrificial Honesty: Psalm 15:4 praises the righteous person "who keeps their oath even when it hurts."

DAY 2: Read Matthew 28:1-10, 16-20 (the Resurrection and Ascension narrative).

        What was the deeper feeling and insight that you felt inside your body with the Angels commanding to “Come and SEE?” For again now this deeper power and clarity inside of you become more present and real for all to witness and feel.

I know it's all about this power and the Holy Spirit coming down from Heaven, where I remain fearless and step into this Word! And I could feel this power vibrating from my heart again more and more. Each time I step into Mass I'm filled with this energy and know my place to share and teach as God has commanded me. 

I realize that I can not miss MASS ever again. And I must start stepping more strongly into the healing and passion that I have been filled with each time I visit. . . 

           Yes, this feeling and vibration is the source of all things because it is the Heart’s Love from Earth reaching to the Deeper Glorious Eternal Love of God. This is the Fruit of the Earth, the Glory where your Divinity and Expression leads to the creation of all things. What happened yesterday?

I went to help with the Men's Welcome Retreat this Weekend.  I got there early and did whatever I could to help, clean, serve, or whatever. So then I was sitting with my coffee and my journal writing and waiting for whatever was next. Mike came and sat next to me and asked me about my bare feet. Course, I figured he had heard all the stories already, since he was in the Exodus Men's Fraternity plenty of times too. This was really ideal for me at this moment being clear and focused Journal writing with Christ already.  I told him I needed to record this and turned on my recorder so I could get the whole story again. Wow, that was so neat to get out the full story again and be so clear and strong about it all where he even kept me focused to avoid rambling down some rabbithole as I always do. I know I need to share and preach more and it’s small steps in the right direction that have made my house, life and experience all that it is today.

“The rule for the right understanding of the prophets and apostles should be framed in accordance with the standard of Ecclesiastical and Catholic interpretation” St. Vincent of Lérins. . . Yes Son we really love and appreciate how you will always try to catch and record every message we give you. You still stop to pickup feathers and readily share that Joy and Awe with everyone present and watching your love in action!

DAY 3: Read Acts 2:1-24; 37-47 (Pentecost; the first converts). I guess I'm really loving this again as before with the ANGELS COMMANDING the ladies to “Come and See.” Now again the Power and Feeling of shifting the Earth and Weather itself really feels like Kin to my Heart after growing up in the woods of New Jersey. I stop and consider that after helping with the Welcome Retreat they do a Pentecost celebration to discern the next team of Welcome leaders. Yes, Danny and Alex were there as the leaders from last year and now Ryan is a leader with Patrick.

So the wonders of God and the power of the Holy Spirit are very present and clear to me. I got there early today for the Exodus 90 meeting. I made the Coffee and then had the spontaneous excitement of sharing what happened yesterday with the college strategic plans and then the connections to USF as well.

 Wow, prophesy, visions and dreams really sums it up. Not only had I shared my 1980 dreams again but I flashed into visions of creating a team to enact them. Wow a team of people to support and create what I came to Florida for in the first place. I mean it was really weird to think or consider how I've come back to the some place again. Yes so I feel more blessed and loved by the lord than ever.

Not only had I shared my 1980 dreams again but I flashed into visions of creating a team to enact them. Wow a team of people to support and create what I came to Florida for in the first place. I mean it was really weird to think or consider how I've come back to the some place again. Yes so I feel more blessed and loved by the lord than ever. So now again I posted the mass notes from this morning. And I had the time to meet with my Exodus Fraternity Brothers and realized how forgiveness and resolutions with my brothers is really almost meaningless as they always walked disorderly. Always seeking to please only themselves and never noticing the trauma and anguish they sent me. Yes, I know they never knew any better, but once again it’s not something for me to waste my time with.

DAY 4 Repetition. To be back with my dreams and intentions again just feels really remarkable. It was only the last week session where I was stunned to share, those dreams three consecutive times. And Interesting enough this reading goes on to speak about the values of working. Work came up today over and over again. Family Focus spoke about the responsibility it is for us to prepare our children for work and community engagement and success.

Then Charles Stanley spoke about our responsibility to God, both in service and tithing where we shared the fruits of our work. As powerful this synchronicity always is for me, I remembered I had a twenty dollar bill in my wallet, and decided I had received just over $200 from USF already, so that 10% was immediately feasible. Fear of the Lord is the Beginning of Wisdom, means to step into a deeper relationship and understanding of the relationship and respect of God. The outward expression of the deep respect, love and worship for God. To release the Earth to be devoted to God

DAY 5 Read 2 Timothy 1:3-14 ("God did not give us a spirit of cowardice, but rather a spirit of power and of love and of self-discipline").

129.02: privileged time of retreat and incarnate it

SEEL #129.02: - LOVE CONTEMPLATION: DAY 6 praising God, who is the source of all goodness, kindness, patience, joy, peace, love, self-control!

The heart has a voice too

The heart overtakes the head with the voice in my experience this week, that has been really powerful in understanding what’s next for me in this life. Yes, I've noticed I'm age 16 again in high school biking around and attending classes like I prayed, requesting this for my next fifty years in God’s Will.

More than ever before "worthy is your Name Jesus, day and night, night and day, worthy is your name" 90.5SpiritFM

Now I'm trying to write this next step before me, and it’s only been found at this moment.  I knew I had to address these bible verses with these last days in this SEEL Lesson.  I KNOW this Bible Verse from Mass reaffirms how Jesus and God easily shifts us at every moment, to bring us into this new creation we are deemed ready for.

More of GOD'S Will comes together within a very short time as you saw this morning how the rooms need to shift to separate the private with the public to allow greater freedoms for you at home. And the greatest power here beyond all else was the Flash you went too seeing the clay of your world shifting into this new place.

New WORDS and Worlds? Coming through to me, and again I get filled with wonder and excitement knowing that each moment I share with You, more opens up everywhere for me. Yes, I realize how since my death at 16, I randomly "see" the world around me "shift into" some new expression evolving from the Disney Dream. I refer to this experience as a “Flash,” since it's usually a very clear image of a completely new space or landscape before me, usually removing cars at the very least.

It’s really coming more strongly as you fast since the environment is more toxic each day and if you stay in real food you will be more able to move forward, listen, and understand. Fast every other week or two. Everything is connected and works best when you respect all the pieces. Remember this is the whole point for your E=mc2 patent.

Now, I have so much love, love, love, love, love, love, love, it's all about your love dear Jesus! . . . Yes, I love to repeat the same words again with the iPad and pen in hand, as this above was corrected, miss-spelled translations of my pen scribbles as I kept trying to get ”love” written right by the pen, but "line" was the most common error.

More of God’s Will comes together for you as you just let it flow and stop arguing. Please BE present with the current moment that you have, and recognize that it’s all been put together really well. This all will work out just fine, every day you’re given more to do, and every day you get more done.

Thank You Dear Jesus, I Praise You for all this beauty and Grace Before me. I never thought I could do all that's before me. This is really New For me to be engaged with a community, and I know its always you and me together in this wonderful experience you have created.

Remember these slow clear steps are the most important, especially now as you get back to where you belong sharing more and more about the deeper knowledge you have.  It gets really easy to share your Love and Joy as you Trust and Experience more each day. It's time to share more in Church, feeling this heat-up from the heart is ideal, SHARE IT! and ask Austin about “healing help” in the Grace of God.

Yes, that comes with this new bible verse that says the Lord is with you, and "always" the Lord Sees you. The Lord always knows your joys and sorrows, always in love of God presence. . . and WE ARE BLESSED in the Help and Love from God that's always with us ready to help and guide: Alleluia

This is more about bearing witness to the Glory of God. Going to all the world to share the Way! The Life of Jesus! Living the Love of Jesus shining and fulfilling the grace and glory coming here today!

Now, I need to go to mass, men’s prayers, and have only started to write what I've learned and shared here before me. I have only done half this exercise, as I return again and again to update, revise and add. Please Dear Jesus, send Your Saints and Angels to tell me what I can do for getting my new classes going.

Open into this experience more; and more will come through to you, allowing you to write and share more and more each day. Follow Jesus and know this Love, Peace, and Self-Control!

Yes, alleluia, alleluia as I open up my heart and listen to the words of Jesus bubbling up from deep inside my heart! Which really is the same as the last psalms we did in Church, or at least it was the alleluia part here above after the psalms.

Yes, it's more powerful stuff now as this next verse speaks about separating the Good and the Bad. And you know this is coming and it's coming more and more every day. Just like we warned you how the toxins and all will be coming more and more all the time as well. Each Fast and Meal will be more significant and have greater impacts on everyone.

Yes, I have known the evil will be getting stronger and more intense as we get closer and closer to Your Return. And it seems like more and more technology will be able to track, record and destroy this increased evil as well. I guess that's really no surprise as I find more ease and comfort with all that I do. Like each time I read this blog, I see “complete OPPOSITE meanings,” with the silliest word misplaced. Exactly, like planned with the 160 character worlds programmed into our lives today.

More coming though means more tasks and more responsibilities.  More things to do each day gets easier and more focused and clear for you as you get busy. Yes, you just flashed into another major task for you and it's just barely started now!

Now I got it done: https://stars2man.blogspot.com/2026/07/fwd-weaver-06-last-one.html

The fruit of the spirit has self-control
Focus On The voice of Jesus coming from my heart instead of thinking Love of God - - in our experience of God's overwhelming love to inform and empower our lives going forward.

1. First beloved creatures of God 
2. Second heard the call of Jesus to ministry of love 
3. Third in mercy, and reconciliation stood totally suffering with him 
4. Fourth rejoicing with him in the triumph

 
• we see the world in light of God's love. 
• Our hearts aflame with generosity, freedom, and passion.

Ignatius offers two critical insights: 

"Love ought to manifest itself more by deeds than by words"
"Love consists in a mutual communication between the two persons" 

God enjoys a certain mutuality. God wants our friendship. God wants to be known by us. These divine desires are the source of our desire to know, love, and serve God. God loves us into existence, God sustains us in love. God loves us first, God's love by nature overflows into ALL the world

In the contemplation that follows these observations, we first consider how God loves us into existence and sustains us in love. All is possible because God loves us first. This love by nature overflows into the world, we naturally want to return the favor by praising, loving, and serving God and helping others. "standing before God our Lord, and also before the angels and saints

DAY 6 is about Praise! WOW, what a week. Wow what the last two weeks have been is just beyond comprehension. Yes, it is Supreme and Infinite Power raining down like the Sunshine as justice, goodness, piety, mercy, and it is all from Source. I see this Love clearly flowing into the depths of my reality. With all things -in all creation- and all people giving me this reflection of God's LOVE EACH DAY.

Now to talk about this experience this week . . . Monday I invited Ben to USF and a spontaneous Tour of Tampa. WOW, we both witnessed Synchronicity followed by Opportunity and then another Synchronicity followed by Opportunity again. The whole day was blessing after Blessing where it was obvious everything was planned and set from the start. . . like I forgot to bring my transcripts and Ben suggested we could visit one of my old Prof's to print them fresh again.

Perfect so we visited the Patel College: Kebreab, Shirly and Randy all welcomed us and chatted . . . preparing us for the next meeting. Then Dirk was in his office and Ben and Dirk had Europe connections where our conversations were clear, compassionate, and powerful! More and more coincidence and code named "God"incidence was more accurate.

Then we finally got to the Dean's Office and he arrived on his Bike, greeting us at the door: Meet "BEN" buddy from church who came for the Tampa Tour. "Oh, Sten this is Ben, Ben it's Sten" what a wonderful laugh to start our walk back into the Dean Suite. . . WOW!

DAY 7: Savor the graces of the week. 
WOW: That experience with Ben, marked the third time that I share the same dream and fantasies from High School.  And they asked if they could send students to my existing classes. WOW, how perfect! The day will come harnessing space, winds, tides, gravitation, we shall harness God's LOVE energies And, DISCOVER for the second time that God has given time of retreat and incarnate our own lives.

WOW! https://www.linkedin.com/posts/ericrrweaver_usf-activity-7488188758069227520-8IQD
And this one is even better: https://www.linkedin.com/posts/stars2man_yes-its-only-one-system-and-the-divide-ugcPost-7488357792379162625-OXGg
Seeking my own voice in LOVE of Christ. Where we honor the Love of God with active prayer, asking God for HIS Perspective. 
Psalm 81:8 hear my people, listen to me.
Living in a pagan land. . . . God spoke to Abraham, God spoke to Joseph in a vision. God spoke with his word to Moses…
The Primary way God speaks is the Bible, revelation of God, by god to god. Best way to get understanding is God's word. Second way is Holy Spirit. We are filled with his Holy Spirit . . . ALWAYS!