122.0 I am the Truth there is nothing beyond Me

WEEK OF PRAYER #22: JESUS AS HUMAN AND DIVINE 

THE CHURCH HAS LONG TAUGHT that Jesus Christ is fully human and fully divine. As fully human, Jesus is like us in all things but sin. As fully divine, Jesus shows us who God is most completely. To be faithful to this teaching, we must avoid two extremes: emphasizing the humanity of Jesus so much that he becomes just another admirable human being or emphasizing the divinity of Jesus so much that he becomes otherworldly and inaccessible to us.

Day One: Matthew 14:22-33 “Be of good cheer; it is I; be not afraid.” . . . Jesus stretched forth his hand, and caught him, and said unto him, “O thou of little faith.”

So this first BibleVerse we need to address really feels very common. Like Jesus says these two lines all the time. . . “BE NOT AFRAID” to Be, Do, Say and Act as He leads us everyday. . . And “Oh OF LITTLE FAITH” to trust in his Strength and Wisdom in leading us to Be, Do, Say and Act as He leads us everyday. . . I Know that is our task before us, to each step into the WILL of GOD and Be, Do, Say and Act as He leads us. And I know we are all challenged by fear, insecurity, etc, never sure we know what we are doing or are really ready for it!

Course, I’m almost always anxious to share and do whatever I can in the Light of Jesus. It’s kinda weird how I seem to cherish the experience most all the time. . . But then AVOID certain tasks before me, or run and hide in fear almost randomly, or especially from others.

I mean, I know I need to get more social, and I still avoid speaking or asking questions, or seeking deeper connections with people. Even when I hear them speak about the challenges of listening and connecting to the DIVINE! Which I really seem to do all the time, without any effort or without even knowing at times. I mean, if it’s really so clear and obvious to me, why don’t I get to teach and share it more. It always seems weird for me that such a SMALL number of people actually reach me, and even fewer ever really listen enough to grow and learn.

So now as I read this question about “how do you respond to Jesus’s Invitation” . . . I stop and consider what this means and where it really is for me. I kinda listen and follow all the time, and really feel blessed knowing how Jesus GIVES me this time now to consider and write about this experience more deeply. I remember walking home from St Pauls after the lady asked me about the Welcome Volunteers. . . Then standing outside next to my bike, frustrated that I needed to get on my bike and go back.  I mean, i was literally arguing about doing or not doing the invitation to follow Jesus. That particular moment I jumped on my bike and went, but then I wonder now how many time I choose to do something else, and readily see that sometimes that is equally as important?!?!

Day Two: Luke 9:18-36 jumps at me with “take up his cross daily, and follow me. 'For whosoever will save his life shall lose it: but whosoever will lose his life for my sake, the same shall save it.” . . Of course I read the question in the book now, and realize I’m in the right place again. I always feel like everything I do is about carrying my cross. And I’m often sorta challenged by it and never really know where, when or why. Like the bike ride to the Welcome Retreat at St Paul’s. I kinda knew and then kinda didn’t.  That feels like a very common experience for me. Like giving up everything. I gave it all up in NJ when I left Maryanne, and then again when Colleen left, and they gave up even more when Kim Left. But now here in a Bigger Prettier house than ever, I seem to have more than I could ever use or need! I mean, to literally give it all up and end up with more than ever believed possible makes me feel really wonderful that I’m actually doing something valuable enough for Jesus to Protect me and guide me more each day!

DAY Three: Read John 11:1-44 I think this is interesting as we have no questions to answer this time but only to imagine myself in this scene. Several other places I could imagine and see very clearly. Sorta “been there, done that” feelings area already present, but this time it’s a bit more distant and abstract, or out of reach. I guess the feeling and experience of death really doesn’t mean anything to me. It’s really just a transition from the physical to the non physical.  I recognize it’s something we can go back and forth through over and over again. And since time doesn’t mean anything on the other-side then the idea of being here or there is really almost meaningless too. 

DAY FOUR: REPEAT! and of course I heard this week the same ideas from Matthew 14:22-33 of No Fear and Stepping out more in Faith.  It’s just something I need to do and I realize it’s not out of reach for me, but more present than ever.  Like doing my classes and bible studies again. St Joseph’s Society yesterday had Neb and Sirhc sitting next to me and I commented how the preacher mentioned about doing more service for the community teaching about the Saint of the Day who was St Katherine Drexel. She did so much for the African Americans in our country and I knew I was able to do more with Larry, his kids, and the food desserts here, where we can grow so much. I mean stepping away from the grass and greed world, to grow and harvest real food and goods is everything here. . . And really easy! Or really easy for me as I’ve been doing it part time for years. Now with more classes I wish I could do more. But find it challenging to get myself focused.  Inviting them to take it over was easy, and I’ve asked Larry too for months, and helped him start. . . No traction yet!

DAY 5: Read Luke 7:11-17 is really short and sweet. Or His Words again are so strong and clear. It’s really what he said each time to Lazarus and to Nilli, Jurus’s daughter. Each time saying, acting, feeling that they were just asleep, while always knowing that His own Breath, as the Breath from God, could bring each back. 

It’s sorta wonderful to say this. I mean, I recognize and share something that I kinda know intuitively. I mean, I’ve never read these verses before, and rely on the Chosen Movies for some understanding and recognition. But I guess like I’ve stated earlier, here my own personal experience of Death, really gives me deeper understanding and a completely different view entirely.  Course I always makes me wonder about my own place in all of this.

Now working as a professor, and inspiring students to grow and learn into more and more each day. I wonder, get insecure, and question myself. Today I had several notes about getting mid-term grades in and connected with John again. What a wonder and joy of course. Helping him do something more with the technology, but also sharing my joy just hearing from him. It’s funny I commented about how I felt he was the dad I never had, and he always corrected me, saying he was the older brother kicking my ass. I’m sure he’s thrilled to know I’m teaching again. And even more so that I’m back where I started with entrepreneurship and where I belong with sustainability.

DAY SIX: Read John 14:1-14 is beautiful too, as when I read it, the lines I felt were again that “been there, done that” feeling deep into my bones. And I guess this is really what I’ve been learning in this SEEL class more than anything else. Yes, knowing and recognizing how much Jesus is really present inside of me. And it’s funny when I reach out to a Saint or Ancestor, they always seem so responsive and delighted to be called on to join us. I know it’s about the Guardian Angels and I know I’ve taught people how to speak and share with their Guardians. Wow, is that what I need to do?  Teach and share more about how to speak with Guardians.  But really I’ve been challenged just to keep up with what I have been given here and now. I was so excited to cleanup my room yesterday. Yes to actually pickup everything on the floor and vacuum is clean. I’ve been noticing my hair everywhere. Yes I know that’s what happens when you grown a beard and refuse to cut it or anything. But yuck, hair everywhere. And I’ve had the vacuums laid out in the way so I’d trip over them every day until I finally cleaned up. 

I really only vacuumed, and still have so much cleaning to do all around. Inside, outside, really everywhere. Oh Sorry, this is about SEEL, lol. . . Not my regular Blo where I just seem to be babbling all the time.

BUT OF COURSE, I’m on Day Seven, which is a repeat of day five or six. So now I go up above and reset the image size in my blog for those two verses so they both are really big and easy to read now. I am the Way the Truth and the Life, there is nothing beyond Him. This came up this morning with the Society of St. Joseph at St Pauls church next door. Yes, Fr Curtis has been listening to too much gossip at St Raphaels so I’m avoiding them a bit.

Anyways, the St Joseph’s Society this morning was on this same subject, what is TRUTH. . . Wow, this was strong and clear. . . . Reminded me of my son who thinks he has his own truth, or whatever. Like there could be some variable there like truth was somewhere in the gray area between black and white. NOT, it’s either black or it’s white, that’s simply the truth whether we want to pretend to be color blind or something else to justify some version or grey instead of accepting that the truth is not both or not a matter of opinion. It’s simply the fact of life where we are in Truth or we are not. That’s very simple to me I guess since I’ve been able to know at some level deeper than everyone. Like Death and Love, which some think are variable or permanent, but each easily fluctuate over time by everything and everyone. . . 

Wisdom is when we can translate those experiences

Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to share grow and learn more in your light!

LIFE is the content machine for all our experiences, so we’re always taking notes, always turning lived experience into helpful material to share and grow in Jesus!

I think Jesus was that way.

Yesterday in Catholic churches—where the same Gospel is read throughout the world—we heard Jesus say, “You are the salt of the Earth… You are the light of the world,” and, “A city set on a hill can’t be hidden” (Matthew 5:13–14).

How easy to imagine Jesus taking notes from life all around Him, formulating teachings that are echoed throughout His Church to this day. Before being active, He was contemplative, and that contemplation was not only on the Torah, but on all of life…because God writes His messages on the tablet of our lived experiences.

Wisdom is when we can translate those experiences in light of eternity. It’s when we can see life through the eyes of Jesus. And that starts with looking around, taking it in, and taking note. How is God speaking through the ordinary stuff in your life today? God bless you, Chris Stefanick

Exodus 90 now too: Once the Spirit comes, once it rests in the stillness and the silence of a peaceful heart, then every bird, every animal, every tree, every human soul will come seeking the stillness too. Once you have acquired the Spirit, thousands around you will be saved. And that will be your salvation also! . . . Always ask yourself, am I in the Spirit of God or not?”

I'm awake and controlled and directed, strongly spirit directed. I did the PrayerLine . . . . I got a very strong message. Each Day more and more clarity and focus comes through to me...  Each day I'm learning more and people of Christ come into my experience.

Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ

I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ

Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ

I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ

121.02 do more as things grow and change every day

DAY 5, Read Luke 13:10-17 (Jesus heals a crippled woman). Notice Jesus compassionate response to the woman in comparison with the small-mindedness of the religious leaders. Are there long-suffering people in your life who need your care? I Have witnessed people reacting as Jesus' opponents do here?

I am always fascinated by how much I respond “physically” to people. Mom always said I was very empathetic and needed to protect myself so I didn’t  pick-up and feel too much from people. It’s really kinda weird as I can get the sense of the crowd or the person in the car driving by. . . Or hear a cough or See thing from Accross the room and know something about these people. I always felt like I was invading their privacy. . 

But then on the rare occasion where I hug someone or reach out to touch them, something deep and strong inside of me shifts. I really always have been able to pick-up things, I mean children always can see it. Like they know I can feel them, or something deeper.  I’ve always loved the time with children.  I mean, they are really closer to God having been on the other side movements before birth, and then suddenly have all these senses that over-power their natural knowing that was God.

Now more than ever to praise God with putting hands onto someone feels closer to me than ever.  I’ve had the spontaneous experiences a few times, and regularly avoid touching people at all. But I do recognize the progression of my experience and growth in the church.

Literally, Tuesday morning another man at the Saint Joseph’s morning meeting asked me about being barefoot. I recounted my Witness Story of becoming Catholic and the “Each One, Teach One” from Fr Kevin’s Homely that repeated the words I highlighted in my lent guide. . . About my Mom’s Sermon. . . . And the “electric” connections between people!

Of course, I took off my shoes immediately in Mass hearing Fr Kevin ask us to “Each one Teach one”. . . So I had to walk up and share the new revelation with him after mass. I really think it was remarkable to share with him after Mass since we could feel the connection between us and then the whole room looked over to see us sharing. I really feel that others have this deep Empathy like me, but just do not understand it, or are afraid of better connections to others which comes when we ask Jesus to Heal through us.

DAY 6, Read Luke 12:22-32 ("Do not worry about your life.). I think this is one of my many blessing in Mass and sharing with the Prayerline and Others who ask. And I guess I really know I need to step into it more. And I realize I will in time, and really don’t need to rush it. Of course, I’ve been feeling I need to do more as things grow and change every day . . . .

Course, I really have no idea, as with everything I do, it’s more important to trust the Flow and Timing God Creates for me in all these things. So staying focused on seeking God Before all else is really ideal for me now more than ever. 

I mean, I really have everything I could ever imagine. I bike everywhere, only plant and build around the house. I always have too much food, and try to fast more. Like today I had two cups of coffee and hand-full or peanuts so far. . . 

Now to return and repeat again is really about BEING with Jesus. I know that’s where I am, I know that’s where I belong, I know this is going to continue with everything I do. And I know I’m ready for whatever that really means in my glory of God. And I really just accept each moment as it shows up.

121.01 share in His Spirit doing God’s Work

WEEK OF PRAYER #2I: THE KINGDOM OF GOD

We heard the invitation to labor with Christ in building a more loving, just, and gentle world. In his teaching, Jesus invites us to imagine Gods dream for the world. In his actions, Jesus shows us what the reign of God looks like concretely. As you pray this week, ask: How does the call of Christ move me now? What bold, holy desires does Jesus view of God's kingdom stir in me?

So again, the power and clarity that comes through to me with these statements about BEING, and LIVING in a new Dream of God is just right. Wow, I sorta feel like I’ve been there most of my life. Since the Motorcycle accident when I was “TOLD” to return and woke up with a vision of heaven on Earth. I am again in the right place at the right time to examine these phrases and ideas from the inside. I mean, to explore and speak about these experiences so much beyond the simple words and ideas, since I’ve been living them for so long.

I mean, these last weeks of this New Year have been characterized with the deeper understanding of how much I really live and share with Jesus and the Saints to manifest GOD'S Will each and every day. The realization that my ongoing experience is a constant conversation with Spirit has been indisputable. I can not escape it, nor do I want to.

Now again, I am so grateful to share more about my own growth and experience. Bible in a year was started with the New Year. This means a tighter stronger schedule and dedication each moment. I'm at day 27 of the Bible and we are starting Exodus and Leviticus. Speaking about the sacrifice to god and connection to the Mass and the covenant with God, which Exodus 90 parallels too.

So now again I have this awesome Connection to how God asks me to pray and learn in Worship … here before me is the SEEL Day 1 Luke 6:27-38. Which is really about all the ways and methods I need to share the love of God. And as we “Imagine the Dreams of God” living each of these the best we can each day!

Love your enemies,

Bless those who curse you,

Pray for those who abuse you,

Give to every one who begs from you! 

Then it comes back to love your enemies again. Which is really kind of wonderful as I’m teaching again and leading people to grow and sharing the spirit. I really wonder how this all comes together sometimes. But I really understand how blessed I am, being able to share this talk now, and bring it forward for others to understand a deeper level, and that’s my job really to evangelize sharing the love of Jesus as Best as I can!

And I see and realize how much love and Joy I have and share each moment stepping forward. Yes, I've learned to pray for enemies and those who strive against me. It's really something new for me. Like praying for all my family specifically by name. I really have never done that before. I started praying for my children when the Exodus 90 men's fraternity started doing the Rosary. Yes, each rosary session started with the leader asking who we each wanted to prey for.

That mean, I started adding my kids a few years ago and now actually say the names of all my family and all my brotherhood. Mind you I have told my brotherhood again and again how I've never had this kind of respect and support from anyone beyond my mothers!

Funny, I am using My iPad pen again now and the scribbles are converted pretty accurately, even when the scribbles are misspelled. Now above it came out as plural mothers, and I realized that was more accurate anyway.

So I see I'm ready for Day 2, Luke 9:10-17

"And Jesus feeds us, mind body and soul." which really brings me back to the glory and passion of Christ. We really have all we need and can survive on Jesus alone. And I see this more and more each day as I make this time with him more and more of a priority for me.

Now again, as I consider how much Jesus has done with so little in these verses. And I consider now how I have so much time alone to share with Christ now again as I write. I feel so blessed to write and share again. Time seems to stand still some how where each day I have more and more to do and somehow the time appears and I'm able to proceed. I actually have gotten nervous or concerned about my new schedule and all the classes I need to do. How can I get this all done and somehow I still have time to read my Bible and do my Prayerline calls. 

“And all ate and were satisfied!” Of course! God always provides from the smallest details to the more extreme and supernatural, as noted with bringing us into the

Eucharist. 

DAY 3, Read Luke 10:25-37 (parable of the Good Samaritan). In this famous parable, we learn what mercy is all about. Compassion first involves noticing people in need and then acting out of that compassion in some effective way. In other words, what we see moves our mind and heart, which then moves our hands, feet, and mouth to help. How does this parable apply to a situation in your life or in our world?

Exodus 90: Let us pray.

Heavenly Father, thank you for calling us your sons and for making us so. Thank you for helping us to trust in you and to bring you into all of our decisions, so that we may live with you and in relationship with you each day. Thank you for showing us through the Exodus how you sustain your people, even miraculously, as you led so many through the desert. Although we tend to trust our own logic a little too much, please infuse our logic with your logic. Please infuse all of our actions with your love. As we seek you now in the silence we have set aside for reflection and prayer, help us to settle our hearts, to hear your voice, and to walk with you. Teach us to place our trust in you throughout each and every day. We make this prayer through Christ our Lord. Amen.

DAY 4, Repetition of one of the Scripture passages! So now again to return to a passage above the very first line is so strong for me. Christ inviting me to share in His Spirit doing God’s Work. Now again I feel a wonderful sense of de-ja-vu, where I have been here doing this before. I'm listening to the joyfm podcasts and have such a deep sense of peace and comfort knowing the love and Joy in my life where I am Literally Living the Dreams that I’ve Created with Jesus. I mean all my experiences today were exactly what we spoke about and shared a year ago. I was desperately seeking and asking God to share in this Experience and find a way for me to BE HIS WILL, here on Earth sharing the Best I could do for Hus Glory.

120.01 JESUS' PUBLIC MINISTRY

And another new lesson

WEEK OF PRAYER #20: JESUS' PUBLIC MINISTRY and WE CONTINUE TO PRAY THROUGH Jesus' public ministry. Keep your eyes and heart fixed on Jesus. Use your imagination to become part of these Gospel scenes. In a colloquy, speak with Jesus or another person in the scene.

And I guess what has become so clear and powerful for me now, is that I really don't need to go into my imagination at all. Especially for a Colloquy as these Saints and Angels have really been guiding me all the time already. I remember doing the Consecration to Mary, and recognizing her voice as the Spirit of Mother Nature that guided me through the woods for all of my youth. And I know I've always been here with these constant voices and the real experience of being guided all the time. It's kinda weird when I think about it, as it's really always been there.  Now more than ever, it's really about me coming to completely understand and accept this. And I feel this understanding was really only the easy part. The big challenge now is to actually accept what this really means. I mean if I can understand having a very clear and strong connection to Spirit, and even accept that I was born with it or grew into it naturally and spontaneously . . . . Much the same way as my daughter?!?!?!  Now the real challenge is accepting what this really means and how I can step more confidently into whatever Jesus has before me.

I guess what this really means is taking all that He’s placed before me a lot more seriously. And taking my time to focus and be clear and direct with everything that He places before me.

And again, you must stop and recognize you have exactly what you asked for. And again you must slow down and take each step slowly and carefully.

I guess, I know this already, but it's really about taking action now. I mean, no more talk, no more planning, no more dreams about “what if.” It will only get better and move forward, when I slow down and take each step very carefully and very seriously.

DAY 1, Read John 2:1-11. And what jumped out at me with this first verse was recognizing my same place again. Whatever Jesus says I must do . . . No questions, no hesitation, just do it . . . To manifest God’s Glory.

I guess, this should really be no surprise for me. Of course, my next lesson in church is about accepting and understanding how I must now step into this community more clearly and focused. I’ve always known I was sent here, and I always knew it was about teaching and leading. . . Course this just means, I’ve got more to learn!

I Love Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ 

Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to follow the will of God in all that I do. Slowly, carefully, clear, focused, dedicated ready for any thing, in your Grace and love, I can really just love you.

DAY 2, Read Mark 8:22-26 now again I’m stepping into my responsibilities to do the tasks before me. And I take a break from class work and fix my fence. Then I do more class work and break again to do Bible work. And I see this next verse before me and know this well too.

It’s always about stepping out more and doing more. I've got three classes to do, where they are all starting the same way with a little video introduction. And the idea of others "besought me!" I’ve really felt and understood this forever and this next step before me to allow more touch and more healing is really priceless. Yes, I confess it's really challenging and almost terrifying in some sense. Not that it isn’t anything new to me, It's just that I know my place and responsibility in being inside this time and place again now. And of course to take the blind man out of the city and see Trees, is my blessing each day with the prayerline, asking people to get outside and love nature and gardens, as the first experience when God placed us in Eden. Yes barefoot is best, nothing like God placing us naked in Eden!

DAY 3, Read Luke 17:11-19. Yes, Jesus is always disappointed with how Jewish people treat him. Course to this century the Jews still deny he was the Messiah at all. And they still consider themselves the people promised of the Covenant of God. Since they never honored Jesus and continue to be arrogant I really don't think they will survive. Like Hitler killed millions as did Covid and I'm sure millions more will go too. So what do I feel from this. Maybe that I too will not be accepted and understood by outsiders and never by my own community. I'm always seeing such strong lessons here to wonder if I should expect anything different. CLEARLY NOT! Nothing should surprise me as it's obvious all will be as God commands.

DAY 4, Repetition of one of the previous Scripture  wow, this week with Jesus has been really wonderful and to review and select new phrases will be interesting!  Yes the first verse was the strongest for me because the mass readings were in the same vein as well.

To follow Jesus to always be in the word of God is really about always accepting and carrying the cross.  We will always have a challenge and a new responsibility before us.  Always ready to accept and move forward can also be a major challenge. We are always given opportunities and the insight and direction to more forward through them.

 

Of course, the idea and experience of giving up everything for Jesus has been very present all my life as well. I guess more so walking into my next task and responsibility with little or no regard for what is left behind. I'm not always clear about that but accept and move on all the time.

DAY 5, Read Luke 10:38-42 (Martha and Mary). Martha is all distracted with all the home duties, while Mary is dedicated and focused on Jesus. Does this show me the two ways of life? Lost in the distractions and the issues of the world or staying focused on Jesus. This is clearly the place we all need to start. 

And this is where you come to grow and share more and more each day. This is your challenge stepping in more each day. And of course Apple has added new features to your iPad. It's such a pain to have your tools randomly change functionality with no warning or introduction. . . It is another distraction!

This is really kinda weird now, as I seem to move foreword a few steps and then I get stumped and perplexed by things again DAY 6, Read Mark 10:13-16 (Jesus and children): Mark 10:13-16, The Little Children and Jesus: 13People were bringing little children to Jesus for him to place his hands on them, but the disciples rebuked them. 14When Jesus saw this, he was indignant. He said to them, “Let the little children come to me, and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of God belongs to such as these. 15Truly I tell you, anyone who will not receive the kingdom of God like a little child will never enter it.” 16And he took the children in his arms, placed his hands on them and blessed them.

Now you’ve been able to grow and share these passages before you. Everyone is learning and growing in the same Spirit, so you are all at different places along the same journey into heaven. Your place and responsibility is to be clear on the lessons you receive to share and support your peers and friends. These Lights that shine on each of you allow greater growth and understanding for all. And again now you see this focus and power that is real and valid before you. Each of you have these challenges. Each one of you have this learning and growth simultaneously. It’s important to remain focused knowing your own place and move carefully and slowly recognizing you have peers above and below who will all love and support your growth with their own listening and humility.

Now here again in the Day 6 SEEL readings is a greater challenge, recognizing how we must be as a little Child. Or really recognizing we are children, just learning and accepting our close intimacy with Christ. Christ is leading our Guardian Angels to bring us closer to God. To do God’s Will. As Jonah must follow God’s directions, for Jonah to go to Nineveh. Whether he likes it or not!

Again you are here writing about the real power in Christ, and the selfishness that interferes with distractions that you stumble on. Each day you are given great blessings and great responsibilities. Each person, each contact. Stopping this morning for Confession was critical for your growth with Jesus. And again you were in Tears, just to admit you had missed Mass yesterday for selfish reasons: 

God only wants the best for us, then why would any of us, under any circumstance, ever resist being committed to what God has called us to be or what God has called us to do? We ask that question “why,” and even while we ask it, all of us could probably point out at some time in our life, when knowing the purpose of God, knowing the plan of God for our life, we deliberately, willfully resisted God. Why would we do that?

Here again everything I hear and listen to, and experience is bringing me closer and stronger to God, and what I need to do and accept as my own responsibility. . . . Yesterday I couldn’t get out of bed. It was cold and wet and yucky out. My bed was warm and peaceful against my heating pad with the big pile of blankets and pillows. I was content to read the Bible and complete all the podcasts. I even did my exercises and prayers correctly naming all my family and brothers in my church and community which I now do regularly. 

But I refused to bike and go to mass. . . Knowing GOD had Called for this!

The whole day was wasted. I checked some schoolwork, and did some work I needed to do. I stepped outside a few times, but never did much out there that I needed to do. I even turned on the engineering models and read the manuals for them. But still never got much done all day. My personal selfish arrogance interfering with my tasks before me.

This morning biking to Mass . . . Oh and the Sunrise.  I realized that Jesus has asked me to be dedicated and focused on the STRAIGHT LINE dedicated to Thursday-Friday-Sunday Pobcast, Toke, Exercise, Bike, Sunrise, Mass, Bike, Mangroves and Swim!  Obedience is being very clear and focused on every detail of these requests from God. Which includes the Prayerline Wednesday, Friday and Sunday 4-5am . . . Each of these details are critical and necessary.  Partial obedience is DISOBEDIENCE . . . Improving on God’s Plan is Disobedience, selfish arrogantly shifting God’ plan into my Plan.

and yes you’ve been twisting things to suit your own preferences and desires. The Confession was beautiful. As you biked to mass pass the Father as he was walking up. You knew you had to do a confession. And you needed to confess the mistake you made the day before missing mass. He was happy to share the Sacrament with you, immediately suggesting you do so after he checks the morning readings and before the Mass.  You were in Tears during your confessions. And You knew in your heart you were distracted instead of dedicated. Here the lesson above has not even gotten cold yet, and you are already missing the whole point. 

Wow, did I really need a confession. As I was biking in this morning to Mass I had the very distinct feeling I was really doing the Love and Joy that Jesus and God wanted to see everywhere. I mean, I felt so blessed into tears as I started to Sing “Hello from my Heart” to the squirrels and trees around me as I biked in knowing that I needed to say this to everyone else I met. I’m usually very clear with “Good Morning” or “hello” but I know that I nee to get more into this stronger vibration and share this Love and Joy that Jesus seeks from everyone. 

DAY 7 Savor the graces of the week. Review your journal or return to one of the Scripture passages here.

Steady we go as it’s all exactly the way we planned. It will happen like that more and more as we go. This is why you’ve been working so hard. Because it’s all coming together in your hands. Now you have to produce. Every day you have gotta get one of those tasks done. Your whole life has prepared you for this and you’ve always known you would be here sooner or later. It’s really beyond any fantasy you ever had. The home is double. The Gardens are extensive. The space and technology at your fingers is so much more than you ever thought even possible. And again all the resources and tools are easily within reach and none are too difficult or beyond your abilities. Yes things grow and shift daily, but as you are discovering all are more in tune with your needs and requirements than ever before.

I get it. I’m here now at this time and place, to do things that no one else has ever considered, as it’s really only my personal experience creating the Love and Peace that I perceive is ideal for Jesus and God . . . .

and you know it’s your own creations, your own perception and your own perspective of the IDEAL Love and Experience that you can share with ALL!

The four types of calls that God issues to His people: salvation, sanctification, service, and accountability here again I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to bring me closer to You and DOING Your WILL for the Glory of God! Amen.

119.02 recognizing the ease and beauty of living In Love with Jesus Christ

Still more to do here, as I see now the previous repeat needed to include a Colloquy, which really has come to mean, including Saint Mary and Saint Joseph . . . Strict Orders not to let anyone know about this. Is where I’m at and know how the Saints will help!

Day 5 now. . . And I find words highlighted here that support the last WORD I focused on with Strict attention to the tasks before me.

Again the duty before you is very simple and direct. Each piece is already in place and you’ve already seen pieces and places lining up for your immediate action. Note the first Humility addresses “excessive caution” in actions. 

That’s interesting as I’m usually in trouble for saying too much, and stepping beyond normal means and actions. But I can see how I limit myself, especially as I know I can’t speak so much of these things I must simply do. Limiting my forward action and momentum is really a mistake. 

Again, this time you have a lot more support and direction in all that you are doing. These issues you will confront will become very strong and focused as the systems you confront are very opposed to change and growth. Fundamentals will be broken down and resolved. Do not hesitate to act and step forward strongly.

I see this Keeps me in tune with the Second more perfect Humility, which is to follow Gods directions with balance between our own desires for the freedom and indifference of stepping into all God places before us. I guess this is rather easy for me, as my deepest desires are being expressed and fulfilled in exactly what God wants. Thus the balance is really about staying focused and diligent with all that opens before me. Knowing full well I will continue to progress with focus and power exactly into this Third Humility discussed above as I hold onto my desire to Imitate Christ more closely in fulfilling my Foundational Why statement: To Thank and Praise Jesus Christ as I AM Living His Heart, Hands and Feet to manifest the WILL of God NOW!

Again now you are experiencing the useless Fool for Christ, simply DOING and BEING free and full in His Will with your heart full passion and desires to uphold and surpass all limitations as the Holy Spirit leads you more and more.

Yes I know. Each day I spend like this, focused into your spirit and more to do and share in deeper and deeper passions and focus. . .its always such a clear and powerful blessing for me to spend a day writing and reading my next lesson and steps in growth and passion. 

Again your dedication and focus into the work ahead of you is very clear and obvious.You have been united in the work of Christ for years, and now more than ever will be stepping into a greater places of focus and power as you Wholeheartedly Love the experience and ways of Christ before you. 

Ye sand the Day 6 Readings Mark 12:28-34 bring me further and deeper into this work before me. Jesus articulating the Great Commandments to love God with Full Heart, Mind, Soul and Strength and then to love your neighbor as yourself.

Again you need to PRAY for the Grace to Love in this way!

I’m so grateful to know this with you. Yes, I’m blessed and filled with the love and desire to step more fully into all that this means for me. And again in Day 7, to repeat the Joy and Love of Day 6.

Again how do you resist this?

me? I don’t resist any of it, but fully step into it. . . The greatest blessing of all life is accepting and recognizing the ease and beauty of living In Love with Jesus Christ . . . 

Day 5

119.01. Savoring the REAL AND VITAL power finding in each word

New week in SEEL Week 19,

is about building a stronger relationship with God directly. Making the commitment to become His Son like Jesus Christ. As God made us in His Image and Likeness.

Wow, I say this every day that I am on the Prayerline: “remember we are MADE in the Image of God” and Jesus Came back to us to teach us the Power of The Word: HIS NAME, which we can use in our prayers to bring His Focus and Power into our experiences. 

Yes every day I say this, and often I teach about Renouncing and Commanding in the Name of Jesus Christ as well, and then even for people to step outside into the Garden, and imagine the Flux lines of Magnetism if they are ready to understand the deeper physics of it all.  Exactly like this first page states, where we get into the Flow, a spiral Flow of Spirit, to return to the same places over and over again until we learn and grow to get it right. And so this first page speaks about appreciating this Mission I’m on simply to Praise, Love and Serve God more deeply... so I’m really SAVORING this More deeply everyday. Since I’m truly blessed to experience and share this more  as I see my prayers in my life coming out before my eyes again and again. .  . . 

It's really been sorta remarkable for me to see and experience all that is before me. And I Humbly Accept all that Jesus brings before me. Savoring this experience to step into more and accept more of this great way of Loving and Becoming the Heart, Hands and Feet of Jesus to manifest all that God could Imagine.

Now to as i start this next week in SEEL I pray and ASK for the Grace to KNOW JESUS more intimate and intense to follow more closely, almost seems selfish as I know I have Him with me all the time.  Asking for more is really a challenge. I always feel like I have too much already, and daily go outside to sort and clean up whatever I can, bringing coherence and cleansing to my property. 

Day 1, Luke 19:1-10 and Jesus receives and loves all, for he came to seek and save the lost. I wasn’t sure what this meant for me. But then realized my new foundational statement to Thank and Praise Jesus AS HIS Heart, Hands and Feet Manifesting God’s Work. Exodus90: Joseph’s own resistance to temptation showed that he would rather die than commit sin. He is a model for following the Lord no matter the difficulties as a way of coming to the perfection of life and happiness in him.

And now again, I Realize how each PrayerLine call is about leading another lost soul into the Love and Bliss of Christ. So I guess this work of God is really what I’m doing anyway.  And it’s kinda funny, as I’m usually careful to only offer insight and directions for more, when someone asks for it, or gives me the opportunity to bring them into another place of growing and learning. Now Day 2, Luke 7:1-10 where Jesus cares for all who come to him. This piece with the Centurion is always so beautiful and powerful for me. Again it is one of the scenes in The Chosen that brings me to Tears.

Ok, this is cool. Day 3 Mark 5:21-43 is the next passage I’ve got to review. And I literally just watched this scene in the Chosen with my dinner. I stopped it at the scene at the end of the episode where they are all going swimming. Of course, I cried through several pieces of this. And to now read it from the Bible after hearing it in the episode, is just wonderful. So who do I identify with? I guess with the lady who was bleeding. I’ve always been the outcast, the one who is left out and avoided by everyone. That’s just always been my place, never believed or understood. Lol, funny how I always SEE that, for myself, hiding in the sidelines.

Now again reading this over for Day 4 Repeat … which brings me to this same verse from Day 3 again. As I read this, I find my need to step into what I know and need to do, and stopped again to watch it reading this over before our meeting. All these highlights to this bible verse image at right, evolved from this Day 4 Repeat alone. I’ve felt this before how I needed to step more deeply into the power that Jesus Has for me. And it’s really weird as I know my power is always pushing the limits of everything around me and in my life and culture.

Doing these things that God needs you to do, will become more clear and direct every moment. As you continue to see and listen even now. God has given, you the life you asked for and provided all you could possible need, whenever you get focused on God’s Work. It is only to do the Will of God, with all the power of God to just Believe with no fear as you come back again to this same place, posting prayer links above as you are Savoring the REAL AND VITAL power and focus you are finding in each word you type . . . . And you really feel and realize the focus and clarity in your power and you are ready to step into it all carefully and slowly.

Yes beating this dying culture of greed and control . . . And I’m not afraid and believe I can easily step into every challenge before me

Yes, fearlessly edit and post each little piece you see and experience here before you.  This will be getting more focused and more intense than ever. And you always knew this was coming. You are very familiar with all these moves and steps before you.

I guess so, and I recognize it’s really about my own personal place of power and clarity. Each day I step into more, but equally accept the actions required and allow this to grow with You in ease and comfort. . . 

fearless son there is a lot here, and each day it will be getting more complicated and more detailed. This is the life you created, and the same you prepared for. You asked to teach and lead everyone back to the gardens. And we anticipate a bountiful harvest.

Creating a new sustainable culture of health and prosperity is really what all my courses are really about. The Sustainable Environment and Sustainable Energy give you the tools you need and then the Sustainable Entrepreneurship takes these tools to another level.

fear not about the times for prayers and work. As you found today, we will always make time and guide you carefully in each step before you. As with the 68 course you completed last week. Trust what’s before you, and stay clear about these priorities, avoiding the distractions, but diligent on the tasks. Sixteen is not a bad number, 12 was a bit too much.  You need to be realistic about all this work ahead of you.

Yes Dear Jesus, Thanks You! Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to fulfill God’s WILL for the glory of Father, Son and Holy Ghost! Amen.