117.03 God’s Love and Mercy to all People

117.03 SEEL - Day #2. To liberate people to love and serve GOD and others!

This is where I come in. I'm not really sure why this week started with all the desolation stuff. I've noticed how I really do not take death seriously either. I know how evil and death are really about being separated from Jesus and God. So these aspects are simply not my experience or not real for me. .

I guess I am familiar with each, and seemingly understand them at a different level. Or I guess I simply understand them as separate from the truth and love of God. So now in this lesson to consider an imagine of thine beauty God and all creation, is really easy for me.

Now again doing the Prayerline, and this call interrupts my sentence, only to be a dropped line. Yes, Jesus Likes my focus on just Him. Hoe The Lord chooses me to step into doing more. And I stop to ACT, but then stop to Pray . . . Dear Jesus How best may I act to honor and glorify GOD!

How best can I spread God’s Love and Mercy to all People

Page 172 speaking more of understanding how we each have  skills to serve . . . And it’s Thanksgiving where I’m cooking and preparing food to share . . . . no sure if it’s all comfort foods, or acceptable to everyone. Nor have I invited anyone focused and clear.

It’s how I’m killing myself and everyone around me…. Self-saboteur . . . So worried about my to-do lists.s.s.s, as a crisis creator, or a whiner, or critic, always complaining. . . Yes Family Focus comes in where the deal-breaker shows up, same patterns showing up, where I never show-up.  Someone who is always disrespectful. . . Patterns of abuse, emotional and racial slurs are not acceptable. . .

Wow, I guess I know why I’ve been alone! Knowing all that God has done revealing this to me. Caring Christian Counseling Team. . .”overwhelmed” book now 800-232-6459 800-afamily. . . With Focus On Family, theJoyFM.

Knowing the opposition to riches, honor, and pride, while simultaneously living at odds with each. I've seemingly always had riches, though I've never been in need of anything or seemingly always have been printed for. Though never in excess. But I wonder about honor or pride sometimes as a seem to seek or gloat over any recognition for services I do . . . 

Maybe even seeking recognition in doing some services. . . I guess this brings me to explore Day 3 Consider: How do I experience the two standards playing out in my life or in the world around me? This Brings me back to my main point here, the desolation standard is essentially avoided completely, while the consolation blessings of Christ Jesus are the status quo I seek to share and become more clearly every day.

What role do riches and honors play in my life? I just noted how riches are irrelevant, where I always have all I need and rarely seem very concerned about them. What enslaves me? Is a challenging question. I seem to always be “seeking,” really almost anxious to understand more deeply. Like the Overwhelmed book discussed earlier, they were speaking of the holidays, describing my own scenario with patterns of abuse or neglect, where it was clear I did not belong. I’ve only recently realized the truth coming from “racial slurs,” making me the outcast, irregardless to anything I might do. And sadly I recall my brothers and sister habitually taking money from my mom’s purse. Course, she would always have hundreds in small bills, and intentionally leave her purse lying around. So the arrogance and pride in the riches was obvious in everyone there . . . . Course I prided myself in always having cash myself, though i know many times it was from buying or selling something illegal!

Where is the invitation to greater freedom in my life? Now brings me to a serious Conclusion where I need to engage a triple colloquy prayer, which underscores how serious and sometimes difficult it is to step more strongly into the grace we ask for as a gift to have Love and Mercy for all People . . . Hum, invite Mary to lead me to Jesus and then to God …. In conversation . . . lol, feels like it’s time for my new “Why Statement”