Saturday, July 20, 2024

another dream again

Wow, I had another dream again.  3:46am July 16, 2024 and I’m talking to the my iPhone in the dark, knowing this AI technology, apps and equipment have caught up to me enough to catch all that I need to record and share with you now. . . “The gospel of the Lord, Praise to you Lord Jesus Christ,”TheJoyFM.com singing His words now!

It was wicked powerful of course, as I fell in love again. I was in school again, on my bike, racing around my old playground. It was so funny because I knew where the secret doors were, and all the passageways and all the back entrances and they were still there. Everything was still there. It was like the twilight zone, a Completely New World again, and it was so intense since I knew it all already, been there, done that. At Home again in the same place, in Peace and Joy.

3:48 AM  It was so wicked cool to suddenly be excited in the physical Radical Love of a pretty lady! We were racing home on our bikes, and of course the lady that I’m with, is in skin tight bike cloths of pink and purple. I knew I had ridden past her house before, I went through her neighborhood that same morning, and I knew there was something in there, but I didn’t know what it was. I had to get to school and so I went by it and got to school quick wondering what I felt or saw as I passed. And Riding home together and she takes the turn to go down into her neighborhood and I was like, oh shit, I knew there was something there for me that is, and she’s like don’t worry about it. “I’ll see you tomorrow.” And I see her smile as this divine form turns away, and I find my body all excited again in Radical Love.

I had to go a different direction to get to my neighborhood, and it was another blessing, because I knew where I was, and I knew who she was, and I knew where I was going. She knew who I was. It was like old friends, who just met again. The whole day was like, that so it was like my first day in school again, and as I woke up I’m ready to buy a beer but I’m on the wrong line, because I’m at the old line that I remember and needed to be in the new line as things have changed. I’ve been there before and I knew where everything was, or I thought I knew where everything was . . . Same place, Same lines, but things have shifted over time.

It was so funny, as this guy walks up to me and he’s like, “oh yeah you need this over here instead.” Like how did he know? And the whole day was so funny, because the people that I was meeting were relatives, like people I had known all my life or had known at different times and had experienced different things with. The whole experience was a procession of De-ja-vu. I realized that’s all I’m gonna be doing the rest of my life, stepping into places where I’ve already done it, and everybody I know is already there.

And of course, I know that that’s been my experience before. Like talking to this iPhone now and knowing that I’m sharing something that’s priceless, because that’s what I do. That’s what I’ve always done knowing this frequency vibrates throughout the whole universe. Nobody ever understood me and nobody will ever understand me without direct personal time in resonance and experience. So it’s like that very first spark all over again. The Very First Spark to hit Earth, and we were in it all together. We all decided it all together. We all want to do just this One Thing I’m in the middle of now. It’s still gonna work just as we planned it. I’ve said that a million times in my life. I’m gonna have so much editing to do with this iPhone gibberish, as usual. That happens when I scribble too, where I ask for things and intend things, but the printed words still need serious editing.

It is so funny after this guy bought me this beer in another line, I realized he was my Brother. My dear sweet bother watching over me, who I never knew before. We were in lines at the cafeteria and the second line he was in was where the keg was. So I was at the cash register ready to buy, and he is next to me in the next line over and stops me. “You need to come over here, let me show you, give me that.” And he was taking my supplies and paying for things setting it in with his own. I’m watching him and get embarrassed as the two cashiers are helping him along with people behind him in the line.  I pull out my wallet, this thin flimsy brown leather wallet. Nothing in it but two crusty old five dollar bills. The pale green against the untouched brown leather suede inside looked really pathetic.  He essentially ignored me, “I got this, no worries.”

And then I realized how behind him were the twins, other brothers who I knew. And it was like four of us, then started out from the line with me leading them, trying to help knowing we could sit together at this table under a big beautiful old oak tree right around the corner. Yes, we got lunch and I was in the wrong line and then he ends up buying me everything, and by the time he’s done that, there are four of us together. We wanna go sit outside and I know about this back door right around the corner. And they were just laughing because nobody’s supposed to know there’s a door there and it’s like the new guy is leading them to sneak around the back. It was really weird because the door was in the short little hallway, so I was up against it as the others were just turning down the hallway my way. And it’s hidden, like sealed up in white paper and cheap old plaster, that I brushed away in a second. 

Then I see they’re doing all this military training or something out back.  The perfect pretty old oak tree, was punished over to one side. The back door where we were outside and they were testing some equipment or something like that.  Nobody wanted anyone to see us going out the back door so they were trying to make sure that nobody saw me opening the back door.  Every time they started heading my way somebody else would see us and they’d have to turn in and do something different so they always ended up playing around with somebody before they got to the back door. One of them went around to the front and found out how to get to it from the front, it was like, hey you know I’m over here. 

It was funny seeing him wave at me and I was like; “oh you got to the Front.” And he was like yeah we can get in from the front way too. It’s just so funny because it was like me back in the UC (University Center) back in that old campus community center we called the UC, a university center where all the students organizations met, and all the ROTC, and other stuff. Everything happened right there of course, that’s where they sell the beer, that’s where they sell the food, that’s where they sell school stuff, and the campus restaurant is there too.

It’s funny because when I was going home, I was following the road that I know as I ride my bike down this road many times and I knew that there was a trail through the woods at the end. And of course you know somebody was there, like just another pedestrian passing by, and he knew where I was going. Yeah, there’s a way through, but when I got to the end of the trail and there was all this concrete and the path was all blocked off and he came down to show me there was a hatch. 

Yes, once again the old path was still there as I remembered, but there was a doorway through it. It was incredible to see so much detail. I’m certain it was so specific for a reason. It was so funny because he saw me biking up and showed me the way through, like he knew me too. I went back home and he lived just around the corner or something and just recognized it all, but I was gonna be lost even if I’ve been there before because I didn’t exactly know how things had changed. And it was so remarkable because he led me in and opened-up the hatch and I went through. It was like this little room that you could put on a suit or uniform on or something to get through to the next section.  

Whatever it was, I don’t know, it was like weird and then someone else popped in and I was like oh OK? And he put on this uniform, when he did whatever he was supposed to do, and he went on and I was like; “oh get it, I just saw it” and it was just so common and anyone could do it. I mean it’s just so funny to have this clear specific dream that is so real and you know you get all the colors as you get all the details (wow, some red uniform . . . lol…).  I got to duck under this edge through the hatch you know, and it was all just such a trip to experience. It was so funny because it was a little Chinese kid and he didn’t know exactly where he had to go or exactly what to do when he got there. But there was somebody waiting with money and direction on the other side already, and I was like, oh OK. I gotta do this too, just like the first time the guy was laughing at me on the line in the cafeteria. 

You know it was just such a fast powerful dream and as I stopped to think now recording it, because you know whenever I have a dream that’s so powerful like this, I try to get as much detail written down as I can.  I mean I’ve had some whoppers that changed lives that I only discovered decades later: http://www.starsusa.org/homestead/files/Dreams.htm I don’t know about you, but you know when you only remember little fragments, and you write it out, then you start to remember more little details. And as you write more, you know more and remember, like I kept going back to the cash register at the very beginning, and it wasn’t really a cash register. Something more automatic and digital I’m sure, instead of the cash register I remember from an earlier time I was there. It was just like a funny aspect because I remembered the room. I remember the person there and I remember asking her for what I wanted. She just laughed because she could tell I was in the wrong place looking for the wrong thing, and that was that. 

It was my first time there and she was laughing at me because she was like, oh that was here 1000 years ago. You need something else now, and it was just like she already knew my challenges. And then I saw my buddy, whomever from wherever, that was there in the next line and knew me ready. “Oh you need to come over here” and he’s already on the next line helping me over just like she said. So he’s like, you know these people behind me, whatever it was and they’re like you know you need to get in front of us and I was like yeah of course I’m coming over to go along with them . . . 

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