115.01 BECOMING HIS TOTAL SERVICE.

Week 115.01 DAY 1: Ok so the introduction here got me into the Dream State again and to have the encounter with the City Leadership allowed an even greater realization with the direct experience of sharing in the Divinity of God. So yes, this is about my deepest desires, again, as usual!

Which evidently are all about GOD!

I mean to see the dreamscape come through again so clearly and even being able to explain the same Vision Specifics to a City Leader! Wow, I mean someone who actually understood me. And this week starts with these Dreams, both in my life experience and the SEEL Lessons, and then continues with letting God’s Work on Us, weee here we go again . . . .

Yes, to become more ready to DO the Will and . . . “Achieve eagerly the works of Jesus Christ” . . . To bring Forth the Kingdom of God . . .

And you have just had a direct experience of this. . . Describe what you felt IN YOUR BODY now as you share these experiences and what you know about this immediate direct physical feeling.

Uhg, you got me again, to share something so personal and intimate I’ve NEVER said before. . . So I get this Spike on my Back, which I’ve come to recognize as the muscles working in the “wings” extending from my back . . . Yes, it’s the very distinct feeling of muscles flexing. . . Opposite to the cramp in my leg that I get when I do NOT LISTEN! And so the “Spike in my Back” normally comes from the center of my spin or like two extra shoulder-blades coming in a bit higher than my own. I have known it to be the wings in the center of my back. It’s really some supernatural mystical experience, something I’ve know before like an Angel has come to lift me away (lol, which I’ve also felt before, likely picking me up and out, to save my life a dozen times I’m sure). Often this feeling would show-up randomly. Lol, just like the bone in the center of my chest that springs-out in extreme joy and bliss sometimes. . . That “Bone Springing” is like at the James Tyman Concert in Asheville, OR where I hugged someone and noticed “His Bone Springing” and commented about it, to His Confirmation . . . . It’s not really random at all, but a physical feeling, very defined in time and space as the Love and Grace with God. 

So this week one in SEEL is about some earth leader! To place some civic leader, or earthly king before me, just seems so preposterous, and useless! I guess this whole passage began with revealing the Garden of Eden Dreams to a City Leader, so it really only makes sense to consider a worldly leader as we begin this next week, since apparently that was my actual experience.

But, in Fact DAY 2: stepping into the Kingdom of Christ is the whole point of everything.  To allow anyone before this just feels wrong to me, and my complaint about it above. Returning to the Garden of Eden is always about making the space for God to return to partnership with US to Walk and Share the Love, Joy, and Beauty of Creation as He had planned from the start. And to finally return to Eden after the Fall, seems like such an awesome Dream, that no other could approach, now as everything else crashes!

We know you have been laboring for these Works. You negotiated and accepted the terms for your return in the hospital, and readily stepped into every opportunity you perceived that could open these goals up for you. This of course, became a distraction, until you learned a bit more about discernment. And this continues to be a challenge for you, as you continue to learn more. You have been diligent in your studies. And you have accepted that these studies will continue to expand as you move forward.

Yes, and I have accepted this GRACE to get closer and more unified with You to step into more growth, understanding and ACTION: implementing the WILL OF GOD, as you, your Angels and Saints continue to lead and guide me . . . . As Your Grace opens my eager action for Jesus continues to flow!

We are making this mystical work clear for you more and more each day. It’s opening to you more and more each day. It’s not something new for you, and will only grow and expand as you step-out more.

I realize that I need to get more specific and focused in my works and my daily prayers.  Yes, the regular exercises, the bike, swim, and sunshine . . . And the tasks that appear before me regularly. It’s not a surprise, but it’s becoming more present. I’m listening to the Nine Grades of Prayer again and Grade Eight is about Ecstatic Prayer of Conforming Union, where I actually loose touch with all my senses for You to engage and direct me as Your life. I guess this last week has certainly revealed to me how much I have done this all my life. 

And it’s repeated here in the SEEL exercise where JESUS always seeks to change the whole world away from the sins of selfishness to the Glory of sharing WHOLEHEARTEDLY in the Divine Tasks and Mission of Jesus . . . Especially to be and act as the Christ by BECOMING HIS TOTAL SERVICE . . . Yes making progress in that direction in mysticism still . . .

I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ,