116.02 in the Image of God, as the time to take authority

Oh wow, moving deeper into this session now. 116.02 DAY 3 Mark 1:21-39. Join Jesus on a busy day.. and I read this and mark up what jumps out for me. . .

Now again this is pressing me to step into more than I’ve ever known, or really ever fully recognized and understood. Though I seem to have done or lived such mysteries all my life. I had another powerful Prayerline experience where these same highlighted ideas came through very strongly. It was a lady who had called before. And she told her story from the start and complained about her brother exploiting her and all the challenges that pressed against her while she was actually doing holy missionary work successfully. 

We all get frustrated when we do something good, and get stomped on anyway by the greedy and arrogant who get jealous. I said a prayer for her and then she recognized me. She said it’s been months since we spoke, but she knew it, asking for my name again. “Yes Rafi, I remember you”. . . 

Now after we had prayed, I told her it was time for her to step into something more. Not just walking outside and reconnecting to the Love and Truth of God that we can find in the Woods, and Trees, and Beauty all around us. I told her she was made in the Image of God. It was time for her to take authority. I asked her to repeat after me. . . Whenever you can stop and NAME the evil attacking her . . . Just Say the Words: “I Renounce this “named” evil spirit in the Name of Jesus Christ; I command this “named” evil spirit to leave me in the Name of Jesus Christ!”

I told her that the specific, anxiety, anger, depression, and deceptions up against her, can be dismissed by this power of Jesus. Wow, I am back again into the Mysteries of God, where each evil is dismissed and dispelled by the Grace and Love of Jesus Christ. It’s all about Jesus, and the Power of His Love beating the evils of this world, again and again. . . 

DAY 4 is to repeat this passage above again. . . so I selected the Bible verse at the top of this page and hit the menu link to “search with google” and found the verse from a different version copied here at right. The first was KJV, and now it’s NIV . . . So this time I felt how Jesus was preventing the demons from speaking since “they knew Him already” as stated in Mark 1:24 as the Holy One of God.

Recognizing again now how important it is to know why we have come and also how it's equally important to remain anonymous. This Really feels like a strong lesson for me, where No one needs to know my WHY except me. I guess, I've not defined it all enough anyway. But I do see how the Mysteries of God are coming through TO ME and knowing and accepting this is only half the challenge! I now must be silent, and keep these mysteries and experiences to myself.

WOW, the challenges never cease. . . Day 5 now with Mark 2:1-12 Jesus immediately knowing his authority. So I guess my lesson now is accepting and understanding what all this means when I put it all together. Like leading and teaching in a dream that has come full circle again.

I guess, the next step for me is coming in closer to how my whole world and life is shifting again! Day 6 is about resting and endearing into this New place of Being with Jesus and what that really means. Then Day 7 is repeating this.

Of course, I've gone back and reread all my notes and experiences with the week lessons of 115 and 116. There is a lot of synergy and resonance between these and the other events in my life. Like I literally just replied to a professional engineering request for Building a new resort in the multimillion ranges . . . With the salary and benefits package to match . . . The distractions never cease.

116.01 Mysteries of God’s Dreams in 3I- implementing the intense intimacy and intelligence!

Starting the prayerline now. My first call was some guy who called before and was never outside. It was interesting as after our prayers, I asked him about the outdoors, and he was so grateful to realize that he really loved it outside and was trapped in the concrete box, never seeing the sun, the trees, or anything outside at all.  Yes the Beauty of Nature is FILLED with God and God’s Love is everywhere.

Ok now SEEL WEEK #16 The Grace Requested: “To know HIM more intimately” Love him more dearly follow him more closely in order to know Jesus we must take this Humanity seriously!!!

Recognizing it is now my time and place to do everything I’ve been designed to do. It's really kinda neat as I see and experience more and more in the Love of Dear Lord Jesus Christ!  And I'm totally perplexed at times, for how this world will continue for me, giving me the opportunity and experience of writing and learning more and more each week. Where I found more notes in SEEL listening to our first meeting again.  It goes back to our first trying to Learn about my new WHY STATEMENT and then I found this note to slow down and appreciate this savored relationship with God (see pic copied here below)!  

And I know My ultimate desire is to lineup and fulfill the passions and love relationship in Christ Jesus through His Mystical Works. As I’ve dreamed about restoring the Garden of Eden and here I am teaching Sustainability and Entrepreneurship (again), which often engages students exploring new business ideas for sharing healthy organic foods and methods.  This beauty of my experience abounds!

And I know this experience morphs into a completely new world as I never know exactly what could be next, and I simply show up and move forward. . . . 

11/6/2025 today I started before dawn with the JoyFM podcasts, Exodus, and my exercises before racing to Clearwater to do a Career Day for local high school kids. It was kinda odd, and my first attempt at this. But I followed and did what I needed. I figured I would stay and do my class next. So now I’ve got some free time to read and review this SEEL work before my class.

My very first lesson is asking for this Grace of God to know Jesus more intimately, to love him more intensely, and to follow him more closely, which then begins with Day #1 Matthew 4:1-11. Yes, I relate and understand about Jesus dealing with the devil and being challenged after fasting. I’ve been fasting more myself. I’ve really been set into a more normal schedule of doing every-other-day of the Prayerline and all the rest that I do. It really wasn’t a challenge, but just something I needed to get more focused and set for creating more regular habits for myself . . . . Like the teaching, grading, and yard work or gardening. . . . Mangroves and more too.

When I think about this piece in SEEL and what I need to learn from this. The phrases that jumped out at me, were the words that would bring me back to God. 

. . .Now again I have such a wonderful experience in communion with Jesus. Yes, Now!

Now again feeling and knowing all things come from God and all things are of God and filled with his glory and TRUTH. This again reminds me of the Holy Spirit from the Wilderness or the boy from the Woods who hear's and knows God’s Words coming to me from all life, trees, grass, birds or bugs, songs, podcasts, emails, and everything I Receive is of God.  Asking Christ for His Wisdom and deepest meaning and intention in this intimacy we shared in integrity and implementation. 

Which brings me to service  DOING THE MYSTICAL WORKS OF CHRIST . . .  Which is now aligned with the Exodus going now too: “To render an account of our works.” Learning from my emotional errors and finding deeper truth and passion in growth to share and understand the Mysteries of God’s Dreams.

Wow, yes it’s about love and the Glory of God in Father, Son and Holy Ghosts . . . . And I guess what’s really important and significant for me now is recognizing how Jesus really beat satan, and died on the cross as the sacrifice for my sins . . . . Which really means that NOW more than ever, Hebrews 4:14-16: I can Step into God’s Mercy to Confidently Serve my neighbors and His People for His Glory through these Mysteries of God’s Dreams.

And it’s really important that I remain confident and secure in all that He’s given to me and all that is before me! As I recognize the sacrifice Jesus made, removes my sins to get closer and more intimate with God!

I stopped to reread all these passages from the SEEL book and the Bible with SEEL Day #1 Matthew 4:1-11 and Hebrews 4:14-16, and as incredible as it may seem these screenshots gave me lots of space to write and share my deeper experiences that I’ve had in this study.

As with exploring my WHY Statement where I realize it’s more important than ever to step deeper into my work and place. . . . And what is my work?  And what is my place? Is it more about some Mystical Dream I’ve seen glimpses of. So now I read my next SEEL Day #2 Luke 4:14-30 . . . . What really has God sent me to do and how can I possibly step into something new?

And now I notice what phrases jump out to me from this Bible verse and I'm more intimidated and terrified than ever. Yes it certainly is about the Power of the Spirit as the Lord IS upon me, anointed me and sent me to this time and space to be rising up from midst of the waters, to implement the Mysteries of God’s Dreams.

Course I know intimately, how much my family and home rejected me, no mater what I did or said. Feeling this deeper connnection to Jesus, who was stuggling to reach those He loves from his own home and community. Wow, and I was raised in this vibration, where I was always rejected by everyone. And seeing the reference to the midst of the waters, where I've worked all my life is always a blessing . . . Which feels like I’ve finally learned to step beyond this rejection, fear, and insecurity. 

However, stepping into the mystic and mysteries I found from week #15… means implementing the intense intimacy and intelligent Mysteries of God’s Dreams.

115.03 Yes, Woodlawn Choir at choir and dreams coming tru

115.03 A new day a new section in SEEL!  Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

I know it’s all with you Jesus, and I know you want me to step into what I know, and can do! 

I knew this was about YOU. And it’s getting clearer and stronger about Your Mystical Works all the time. And my inspiration this morning was to visit Woodlawn again. And I'm writing with my pen here on my iPad again, and I realize this pen forces me to slow down and be more careful. 

. . . Especially when I have this pic here filling half the page. With the pic I can make this text really big on this side, to see my pen actions, that are then my only focus. I still get the constant distractions with typos and shifts in my space and such between, pen, keys, and keyboard, lol, no voice recently, but staying with the pen is fun!

Here at right you can see the same scribbles I do here with my pen on the iPad, but no typo's there, as here the changes-from the half scribbles to AI text writing is never perfect. Like look at the "of" or is it "op" in the image at right, which AI misses regularly. The AI gets better, but comes and goes each day with my inconsistent usage. 

Now as I've written for a while, it is getting more clear and accurate at creating text. Similarly, my thoughts and ideas equally get clearer and more focused. 

SEEL week 15 day: 6 & 7, carries this Dream of Grace with Jesus further showing my real place and desire more than ever. Yes, I am the servant with the endless supply of gifts beyond all recognition . . . . Now the pen flows in love and ease again. So, Yes like the inspiration of WOODLAWN! Today is my 1st day in the Choir at Saint Raphaels at 9:30am. So when I ride home, it will be about the right time to meet Chris for choir at Woodlawn. So I think I will actually be able to do choir at both Churches…. NOT!

Yes Brandon, from the Exodus Men's Fraternity invited me to join him to meet with Vincent and do choir today at 9:30am. Yes he had already planned and met with me prior.  At the Exodus meeting we spoke about going kayaking Friday, after Mass and the Men’s Prayer group. Course I mentioned he was welcome to both of these anyway. He arrived just as we were finishing up the Men's Prayers and I came out to sit outside in the red chairs by the water. We finished the coffee and then met Vincent to sing.

What you have been experiencing is the deeper more profound side of your spiritual experience, stepping more into Mystics!

Today from Exodus 90 Word! Humility means knowing human weakness and sinfulness, recognizing the constant need for God’s grace. The humble soul prays because it knows dependence on God. This is what it means when Scripture says that the prayer of the humble pierces the clouds—it reaches the heart of God. Those who are proud do not cry out sincerely; their prayers become empty gestures or vain displays. But the humble soul, aware of its misery and need, prays from the depths of their heart, and such prayer is heard. Without God, humanity is nothing—dust returning to dust. Only when filled with His Grace can life bear fruit. . . This was similar to the Gospel Verse of today too: Luke 18:9-14, and believe it or not, in the Men’s Bible study we are always reading the next Sunday readings, so these same ideas first came up for me in the Friday Bible Study!

Wow, what wonderful works, explain more!

Yes the wonders of your Word, where I humbly accept this service before me. Both to Write, and Sing, and Praise Your Name, as best as I can in each moment here today. And still I marvel at this experience and opportunities before me. And stranger than ever, I recognize these words of service from Isaiah 42:1-9 to bring justice. Today I have been inspired with a Prayerline call this morning, where someone needs to find justice and peace from government officials, who need to do their jobs. Course, I’ve worked on the inside before so know about how corruption breeds and grows everywhere. . . giving her specific detail about how the systems work, and then recommended Renouncing and Commanding in the Name of Jesus Christ to clear the evil.

What about the works and growth you have been feeling. Beyond helping the poor, as they are our brothers and sisters as part of the human family … as Pope Leo published recently!

I guess what really came to me was how important it is to really share and be generous about all I do have, and all I’ve been gifted. Beyond this home and place filled with beauty, what I really need to do is share more of my feeling of love and bliss into Mystical Works.

We need you to get very specific again.

Yes, I know you said that while I was biking again. I've recognized how my body will experience and respond to the Love and Grace of God. Where the Vibration surrounds me and radiates. And I need to bring myself to this State of Love more often and stay there in Love. I recognize how the material poverty could help people get there sharing love more generously and maybe that's where I'm going next. But I seriously doubt that, as I seem to be given more and more every day. So the materialism doesn't really affect me nearly as much as others.

Yes, but explain the recent feelings.

. . Yes I know it’s my reaction to Your Word, and those deeper stronger feelings that I mentioned before, that you want me to speak about more clearly. . . and SHARE MORE FREELY!  yes I know!

What we are looking for is the deeper definitions . . God’s Mystery!

I know, you mentioned this while I was biking, reaching out to the squirrels and loving the life around me. . 

We need you to get into the details! 

Yes, I noticed while I was biking how the experience of sharing or singing “Hello from my Heart” was a strong love and spiritual experience. It was very easy to get myself into a deep place of love and joy whenever I started singing.  And I guess Your point now was that I could easily bring the sensation of the chest bone springing or the wing muscles flexing just as easily in sharing God’s Mysteries.

What the real point here was all about, was that you have recognized that these feelings inside of you, clearly represented the Fruit of the Spirit and God’s Mysteries that you are able to bring more of these Fruit into your experience immediately.  Again like singing the “Hello from my Heart” while biking, these experiences are all bringing you into more focus and power in Love. You can BE in this Space all the time. And You are recognizing how important it is for you to stay focused and connected into this place of Love, Joy, and Happiness.

I go back and read the SEEL section here on material poverty, and it feels essentially irrelevant. All I truly possess is the great Blessing and Grace from God. Whether it’s the form of a big house now, or an empty box I cut a window into in the woods as a child. Neither is really relevant, and equally could be taken from me in a moment. HOWEVER, to Him who is much expected is given much. And of course, this means that I really recognize how these materials are really only temporary, as I must add windows to my box, or rebuild the gardens in the front, where each material possessions only allows me more to share and provide to the poor and disadvantaged that I find in my neighborhood, and appearing before me.

We shared with you how your truck could be building gardens throughout the city. We showed you how the Physical Power of Love and Joy brings very distinct physical feelings that are easily recognizable and distinct for you. We have given you so much to do and experience beyond anything that you could desire . . . GET BUSY!

Exodus 90 Reading for 10/27/25 The Gift of Freedom
Judith 15:1-7

Christ has gone to war against the devil, sin, and death. Through his Cross and Resurrection, he has won the victory, and humanity is the fruit of that conquest. Freed from the camp of the Assyrians, that is, from the dominion of the devil, the faithful are now called to use this freedom rightly: to become servants of Christ, obedient to the Lord who leads into true freedom—the freedom of the sons and daughters of God, the freedom of the saints.

"The works of the flesh are plain," Paul writes: "immorality, impurity, licentiousness, idolatry, sorcery, enmity, strife, jealousy, anger, selfishness, dissension, party spirit, envy, drunkenness, carousing, and the like. . . . But the Fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control. Those who belong to Christ Jesus have crucified the flesh with its passions and desires” (Galatians 5:19-24).

Those who have been freed by the blood of Christ must remain free through the means he provides—the spiritual weapons of grace. Sign yourself, your home, and your loved ones with the cross, and do this in faith and confidence in Christ’s victory.

Yes i need to stop being worried and insecure and just get busy . . . Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to ACHIEVE ALL YOUR WORKS for the Glory of Father, Son and Holy Ghost. Amen. 

115.02 make people and Love the priority for the culture

115.02 Day Three 

How wonderful to have a repeat again in my SEEL WORK. How would I respond in my OWN WORDS to Jesus’s Calling to step into His Works, Spirit, and Imitation to fulfill HIS MISSION. HA! I just got an email from the Pontifical Missions, which is the Catholic Churches’ Main office for focus of Missions work, which has now moved from Manhattan to St Pete  . . . Of course, I spoke to the Missionary Childhood Director.

Interesting to post this now to the “Men of God” group as you hear these words from Rev. John.  What about the question. . . What mystical works of Jesus?

Yes, I know supporting the church is not all that I need to do. Each day I accept the tasks and responsibilities that Jesus brings to my immediate attention. This is often very specific and focused and it often shifts into many things.  Like this week I have been pulling trees and plants for the church, since I had the opportunity and was literally a block or two from the church.

Yes, I spoke to the tractor driver who just started taking down the house, and asked about the plants. He offered to pull them for me Monday, if I would take them, and not let anything sit. Wow, a full few days now. I got bricks, lights, even some tools left in the yard.

What is your response to Jesus . . . His mystical Works?

Yes Love Lord Jesus, I can make people and Love the priority for the culture. Moving away from greed and control to healthy food, exercise, and open free transportation changes everything. I guess what’s really remarkable is the conversation with the St Pete Leader . . . I realized I might be building a moving sidewalk soon. What was more remarkable than anything was riding my bike out this morning and seeing the sidewalk made of floating magnetic bricks. Like the exact same red-Florida-brick we see everywhere and I created a neat design to make it work the way I wanted it to. Of course, then I saw moving brick sidewalks everywhere and the cars just vanished. Yes, Dear Jesus doing Your Mystical Works creating a culture of people loving people, and caring for the Earth instead of their cars.

Create Mystical Works for Jesus Christ.

Yes Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ for helping me to step into Your Dreams more, and answer Your every inspiration and direction to move forward . . . . . And again this next SEEL Day 4, Matthew 4:18 -25 brought me back to my learning last week. To trust and be clear about every Mystical Detail that comes to me. Like riding my bike, and being safe with Betsy again. Knowing my call and duty to accept immediately, with trust and clear determination.

 I know this power and focus in GOD and I can move stronger and faster then ever before. I guess what's really happened beyond all else, is that I have more fully accepted how Jesus is really with me All the time. And that immediate action to move and do exactly as I am directed is more important now than ever! Yes, it still can be a challenge as I am never sure what would be next. But like moving a dozen trees and plants to the church was not something that I had planned or expected.

Plants to save works good to show others the love you can share and offer. . . 

Yes, you always have a purpose for everything. Now SEEL Day 5, Matt 3:13-17. This one really feels neat for me. . . “LET IT BE” with Waters from Heaven . . . How appropriate to step from the planting experience to immediate water from Heaven!

It is more obvious than ever to see God’s hand in all that I do. So to recognize how much god reaches out and directs me is such a blessing. And I recognize: “to him who is given much, much is expected.” Which really means, beyond all I do and see spontaneously around me; I also need to accept and recognize that my duties and responsibilities will increase into the Mystical Works of Jesus!

What I’ve noticed this week, was the very real sense, and experience of finding my groove. I mean, the habits, tasks and responsibilities that make up the normal life, feel like they all fell into place now. Like yesterday, cleaning out my truck. It was the last visit at the demolition site near church. I could see he was almost done, and all that was left was the brick driveway. I parked on it and loaded a yard of bricks. What’s funny, as I joked to him, it was the fastest $300 ever, 20 minutes of tossing bricks. I got his phone numbers and name giving him my engineering LinkedIn page. Not sure if I’ll ever need help with demolition, but I told him two dump trucks and the big tractor are perfect for building ponds and moving rivers too.

But the real point was when I was home emptying my truck, and someone came by walking his dog. . . He asked if I was biking out by Snell Island yesterday.  Course, I’m always biking around. And so we chatted a bit, and he said about visiting his girlfriend down the street and then biking this big loop to get back home going along the water too. I told him about the path I took all along peaceful quiet roads that were just repaved.  I mean, to see my daily experience teaching and guiding another random neighbor really feels like the awesome love and grace of God.  So this week, I felt the bone spring in my chest, I felt the angel wings, and felt the love and peace to walk-in and stay in my grove.  And I guess what the real truth is, was how I recognized how I am where I belong and doing what I need to do for the Glory of God.

Oh yes, I must admit I flashed to driving in my truck from garden to garden. Yes, the big old truck, and piles of plants and dirt bringing people and love into the Gardens of Eden, so we could all walk and share the beauty of Earth with God.

Wow. . .that’s stepping into the Mystical Works of Jesus!

115.01 BECOMING HIS TOTAL SERVICE.

Week 115.01 DAY 1: Ok so the introduction here got me into the Dream State again and to have the encounter with the City Leadership allowed an even greater realization with the direct experience of sharing in the Divinity of God. So yes, this is about my deepest desires, again, as usual!

Which evidently are all about GOD!

I mean to see the dreamscape come through again so clearly and even being able to explain the same Vision Specifics to a City Leader! Wow, I mean someone who actually understood me. And this week starts with these Dreams, both in my life experience and the SEEL Lessons, and then continues with letting God’s Work on Us, weee here we go again . . . .

Yes, to become more ready to DO the Will and . . . “Achieve eagerly the works of Jesus Christ” . . . To bring Forth the Kingdom of God . . .

And you have just had a direct experience of this. . . Describe what you felt IN YOUR BODY now as you share these experiences and what you know about this immediate direct physical feeling.

Uhg, you got me again, to share something so personal and intimate I’ve NEVER said before. . . So I get this Spike on my Back, which I’ve come to recognize as the muscles working in the “wings” extending from my back . . . Yes, it’s the very distinct feeling of muscles flexing. . . Opposite to the cramp in my leg that I get when I do NOT LISTEN! And so the “Spike in my Back” normally comes from the center of my spin or like two extra shoulder-blades coming in a bit higher than my own. I have known it to be the wings in the center of my back. It’s really some supernatural mystical experience, something I’ve know before like an Angel has come to lift me away (lol, which I’ve also felt before, likely picking me up and out, to save my life a dozen times I’m sure). Often this feeling would show-up randomly. Lol, just like the bone in the center of my chest that springs-out in extreme joy and bliss sometimes. . . That “Bone Springing” is like at the James Tyman Concert in Asheville, OR where I hugged someone and noticed “His Bone Springing” and commented about it, to His Confirmation . . . . It’s not really random at all, but a physical feeling, very defined in time and space as the Love and Grace with God. 

So this week one in SEEL is about some earth leader! To place some civic leader, or earthly king before me, just seems so preposterous, and useless! I guess this whole passage began with revealing the Garden of Eden Dreams to a City Leader, so it really only makes sense to consider a worldly leader as we begin this next week, since apparently that was my actual experience.

But, in Fact DAY 2: stepping into the Kingdom of Christ is the whole point of everything.  To allow anyone before this just feels wrong to me, and my complaint about it above. Returning to the Garden of Eden is always about making the space for God to return to partnership with US to Walk and Share the Love, Joy, and Beauty of Creation as He had planned from the start. And to finally return to Eden after the Fall, seems like such an awesome Dream, that no other could approach, now as everything else crashes!

We know you have been laboring for these Works. You negotiated and accepted the terms for your return in the hospital, and readily stepped into every opportunity you perceived that could open these goals up for you. This of course, became a distraction, until you learned a bit more about discernment. And this continues to be a challenge for you, as you continue to learn more. You have been diligent in your studies. And you have accepted that these studies will continue to expand as you move forward.

Yes, and I have accepted this GRACE to get closer and more unified with You to step into more growth, understanding and ACTION: implementing the WILL OF GOD, as you, your Angels and Saints continue to lead and guide me . . . . As Your Grace opens my eager action for Jesus continues to flow!

We are making this mystical work clear for you more and more each day. It’s opening to you more and more each day. It’s not something new for you, and will only grow and expand as you step-out more.

I realize that I need to get more specific and focused in my works and my daily prayers.  Yes, the regular exercises, the bike, swim, and sunshine . . . And the tasks that appear before me regularly. It’s not a surprise, but it’s becoming more present. I’m listening to the Nine Grades of Prayer again and Grade Eight is about Ecstatic Prayer of Conforming Union, where I actually loose touch with all my senses for You to engage and direct me as Your life. I guess this last week has certainly revealed to me how much I have done this all my life. 

And it’s repeated here in the SEEL exercise where JESUS always seeks to change the whole world away from the sins of selfishness to the Glory of sharing WHOLEHEARTEDLY in the Divine Tasks and Mission of Jesus . . . Especially to be and act as the Christ by BECOMING HIS TOTAL SERVICE . . . Yes making progress in that direction in mysticism still . . .

I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ,

115.00 Wow dreams again.. it will never flood again

Ok we started SEEL Week #15 and it’s clearly aligned with my life and direct experience now.  I literally found phrases in this next section that identified the high points of my week. I am recognizing more and more of God’s walk and experience with me directly . . . . 

This is really getting more powerful all the time. I’m getting closer to my purpose and mission every day. Like to be and express the full Dream and Vision that God has for this World. I just wrote in my blog how I had come home, after the motorcycle death, because God wanted me to stay and finish some task on earth. 

It was almost like a conversation, joking about the possibilities as if it were something new to us. . . “Dang eric you promised you could do this . . . “  And I literally sent an email yesterday to leadership about stepping into one dream of the real glory we are here for . . . So here again everything has come full-circle in my direct experience and I don’t have to do anything new . . . Like now on my iPad i can literally post words with a single letter typed out, as I have in the entire paragraph here now using another AI app, that Steve Jobs:  
added to my iPad last week. As crazy as it get’s, I can record how I do this and how it took forever to do it, but it’s still fun to do and watch before my eyes . . . . . . How much do I really need to do here for the computer to write all my words without my efforts at all. And again I FLASH into another place, knowing how deep my explorations are with Jesus. And knowing that I can share these things now MORE easier than ever! 

We told you it would all come in time . . . And you trusted enough to step into things and talk with people. . . You step more into this truth every day. And achieve wonders by accident, hurting your hand, cutting your figures. But still step in and achieve.. . . That three hour movie was no easy understanding. And then you found the Gospel to John to read along with it!

Wow? Yes, another video too, but you can’t hear my voice, but only see the words at the bottom of the screen flash with a black box as I pick them with the invisible mouse, flying all over the screen moving things. . . . !

We could have made it easier for you . . . But you seem to have so much fun.  Like you found this clip below when YOU ASKED, but then never included the link or address of the Blog, leaving those who can read, lost for weeks. And again there are so many deeper experiences flowing as each red letter appears. ESPECIALLY for those who see the “READ” word actually change to be a “RED” word. . . . Such crazy stories and parables here in this moment that are so far beyond normal experiences . . . 

I love when you do these stories . . . I know I’ve been hiding too long, and I know I need to just trust, and accept that I’ve got nothing to do, but move through this world, exactly loved and experienced as YOU ARE! 

I had to go back and search through my blogs as I could feel what we spoke about, posted again here at right. And again I awoke before my Prayerline times, and heard the alarm to get started. I prayed with a dozen people this week, and the last one this morning wanted to sign-up to volunteer for our Prayerline. I’m so happy to speak about TheJoyFM.com and told Susan from Australia to write Linda@TheJoyFM.com She asked me to do another prayer to guide her to helping the people in her nation. She said nine committed suicide last year, and she wanted guidance to help and love those in torment. Yes, we have prayer ministers from all over the world hereon this Prayerline, as I’ve spoken to people from Australia, New Zealand, Canada, and Europe before. So again I said to write Linda and offer to do two hours a week . . . 

I then asked if she had seen The Chosen, and she admitted she had heard that before. But wouldn’t watch it because the Mormons were involved. I told her how the video crew had gotten lots of supporters including the Salvation Army and the Mormons who had built Jewish temples and replicas that were used to make The Chosen as real and authentic as possible. They even had filmed the next Season Six about the crucifixion in Italy, where they found a small town that looked similar to Jerusalem, when Jesus carried the cross.

She told me she saw a movie The Gospel of John, with Henry Ian Cusick… wow I found it and am watching it now, where the story line is actually reading through this book in the Bible. I’m actually impressed with it and very grateful to Susan for this now. I told her The Chosen was really wonderful. It had been announced on the same radio station with Linda’s Prayerline, so I watched it from Covid. And the first time I saw it, I bought the first season DVD’s to send my children and father! 

Of course, then I told her that The Chosen actually uses the exact bible phrases for all the miracles of Jesus. And each one that I see, puts me in tears. I’ve even seen some of these clips on Facebook and other places with just the miracles and went into tears. They have done a remarkable work. The Chosen Season Five that just came out is Holy Week and Six will be the Crucifixion, then Seven will be Pentecost. They are translating it all into 600 languages so all the world could know the true gospel and story of Jesus Christ. Yes Mormons, Salvation Army, Utah, Texas, Italy creating the real history and authenticity we all need to see in the life of Jesus. They even have Critical Round Tables in The Chosen App where a Jewish Rabbi, Catholic Father, and Protestant Scholar discuss and debate the scripts and how the movies are presenting the actual events. These scholars also reviewed and edited the script before the movies were produced. So in fact, missing this Gift From God, is listening to satan and hiding from the Love shared there, as Saint John did for this movie 2:18:38 playing now in the gospel of John.

Oh yes SEEL Readings now, so I went back and read only the Highlights in the book SEEL Week #15 posted above and felt tears coming up again. And I read and feel the Blessings I have been Given! Knowing again the Full-Circle I’ve experienced this week. Wow, returning to USF (see email offer letter at left) and simultaneously sharing Dreams with a CITY leader (email copy below). Yes, we can live without cars and greed. Let me show you, we could build a system around Snell Island and it will never flood again!

What was most significant this time was that you got very specific on how the moving sidewalk patent is supposed to work and that it was really nothing new at all, but simply taking the technology and ability of the society to a higher level. You made this into a real experience that she could understand, and gave her immediate images online with her and then also gave her the specific links where she could read, understand, and move forward. 

I’ve read through to this Line in this Blog a dozen times now and have gotten up, gotten coffee, or gotten distracted before saving it and I am here again starting over again at this same Line. I know Jesus does this sometimes too, where I wrote something I shouldn’t or forgot some critical element. Like when I can just punch the words at the bottom of the screen . . . !

Yes, We wanted you to include these email pictures . . .and now you recounted the key phrases from the first page of this Weeks SEEL Lessons, so you can get busy and pick-up from where you left off. . . YES BIKE to sunrise, exercise, swim, do it all. If you are serious about stepping into the greatest life offer ever . . . Good is not enough. God has the most trouble to get the last pieces together. 

I get it. I know I was made FOR YOU CHRIST JESUS, and I know how You easily take my mind, body and soul as Your expression of Your Glory. I am so grateful to be Your “lump of clay” to create something totally new. And I see how we are stepping into the greatest moment for everyone. And I can do it all, as the sunrise is 7:34am. I started my TheJOYfm.com to hear Charles Stanley, I love this guy. He is really brilliant, talking about the “independent streak” that no man wants to surrender. Mistakes where people hold onto something that keeps them away from God.

I know it’s all temporary and passing and really insignificant for us to hold something separately from God . . . . ! Sometimes we need to lose something to come to God instead of something of earth. Resisting God’s directions and holding something will be trouble. Real success is all the FRUIT OF THE SPIRIT.

WOW, YOU GOT IT SON. . . . . ! 

114.02 I see and realize how wonderful and awesome my experience is

Yes the next piece… Day 5 Psalm 42

I Could sense my struggles today, finding my class grades are due in a few days. Then the models are not going yet, nor do I know if I can get it done. I know there is a lot more there than I know. There is always so much more for me to do. And that’s my place and challenge as usual. . . . 

I decided to go back and reread this Psalm since I only had part of it listed here and I know there is always so much more.  And it was important for me to see and share where I’m feeling now. I was sorta blind-sided, where I was hit with something that I didn’t expect or didn’t know. 

I’m always ready for anything, and rarely concern myself about unexpected details. I mean there always seems to be a work around, or something specific that makes everything work out. It’s all good. . . 

I highlighted what jumped out at me again . . . . And once again I see and realize how wonderful and awesome my experience has always been. And of course I really never have a reason to question or wonder about anything before me as I am always guided so well.

For example, this morning I woke up and saw my new homeless tenant had cleared out an area by my house. He really did a good job but I had no idea what was next or how to move forward. I heard from Jesus or likely Saint Joseph, to grab my drill gun and go out back to take out the broken section of fence.

What??.

Yes, that seemed odd, but I did it anyway. And as soon as it was opened, the whole space was clear to me, and suddenly I saw exactly what was next for me, and how to proceed on the next phase of cleaning out my property. 

More remarkable than anything was how I suddenly looked at the time and it was exactly time for me to stop outside and get ready to run to class and do the next task on my list.  Of course, I was really grateful and I thanked Jesus for the guidance and direction. And of course, then I started to pick up more tools and do work again anyway. But then I stopped to go get in the shower and get ready to go accepting the guidance immediately!

It's interesting how I hear the guidance and step to take action in that direction, but then almost immediately I get distracted again to do my own tasks instead of as I get directed. Yea satan, is desperate to interfere and mess me up anyway possible. I guess it's really funny as I know his game and I also know how Jesus is so very clear and strong all the time too . . . 

Day 6: Matthew 3:13 came through to me really strong now too. As I highlighted key words and phrases I wasn't clear how they were related or what the focus was. Then going back and rereading l felt the love of God leading and guiding again. How it was really all about Jesus loving God and listening to God's will. Jesus came to John to allow this ritual to continue, clearly honoring the Will of GOD.

This of course, comes through to me so strongly, as each day I struggle to better follow all the tasks before me, accepting the works and challenges openly. Of course, listing to Charles Stanley this morning, he said how important it was to Ask Jesus about your major choices, not necessarily “ALL” the choices, even joking about what to wear or what to eat. And I was laughing, as Jesus has told me both dozens of times, even like ”breaktime, have a beer!” Like yesterday, was another full and complete day where my morning prayerline, had a caller who called back in moments, as he had forgotten to ask for all he really needed. Of course, I had already complimented him on being so clear and focused before doing his first prayer. So with the Second call and prayers, I told him to volunteer for the Prayerline and gave him Linda's email.

Ask and keep on asking, seek and keep on seeking, knock and keep on knocking to get wherever you are going. . . It Figures as SEEL Day 7 is to SAVOR the GRACES from God. So I’m in tears again remembering Betsy and Biking in the blessed Place of Jesus. . . Toasting our earnestness in this spirit and goals before me. I recognized how strong it was to get myself set in my new schedule. And really stepping into it and knowing it’s part of my place. Then the brothers showing up to support me after I sat through a new class I need to do.

Then the next morning we did the Rosary, and telling the Fraternity brothers how wonderful it was to come full-circle. Back teaching what I know best. Back in Church at regular times. And making time for the events and details we need to address each day. I mean, I even brought in my tithing which turned into an excuse to visit the church office with the hymnal that has my mom’s name upside down. . . . Weird as it was they offered to fix the book, and gave me a brick with her name, to go in the new Mother Mary Gardens they are rebuilding.

Wow, all things are exactly where they need to be. . .  And I’m savoring every moment of it.