God started speaking. . . there's a verse that talks

Wow, do I have a lot of work to do now. . . 

• Week's focus is on reflecting on one's history of sin and grace, with emphasis on recognizing grace
• Relationship with God more casually/intimately, like relationships with close family
• Continue working on rewriting spiritual origin story, using AI for assistance
• Reflect on personal experiences of grace and connection with God for the week's exercise
• Practice approaching relationship with God more casually/intimately in prayer

https://youtu.be/mVQYDcEtvqI 44.31 time in this video for “returning home” . . . the moment that the silence was broken and God started speaking. . . there's a verse that talks about men perishing without vision: "And it was almost like I was dying on the vine without knowing where to look or what to do. And suddenly God breathed this life of His Inspiration into me again and it just filled me with purpose and passion and excitement for the future!"

Here again this morning I was starting the day with this Family Focus Podcast, that always starts my morning time with Jesus, unless I wake up early and I have time for Exodus 90 First . . . What’s more remarkable than anything, now as I consider what I’ve written. I’ve actually marked up pictures and blogged volumes and it would get stuck and lost in the twilight zone. This has happened to me before, where I get this bug about saying something or repeating something . . . Like getting this lady in this video at 44:31 who says some really powerful statements. I’ve written it out three times on my scratch pad, then I’ve clipped a screenshot to post the time and thoughts that were ideal to express. . . But I kept loosing it? Like it wasn’t the right time to share yet, or Jesus had something else he wanted me to do that was more important: “sometimes we just have to choose the hard sacrifice that we have to do next that’s Right for God, whether we like it or not.“

It’s really the same story about loss and getting closer to God. No one is really serious about this until they get slammed. . . . It’s funny, as I write about getting “slammed with Your Word,” I don’t need to even stub my toe anymore, as I’ve done all these nasty wake up calls already. Now it’s gotten easier and easier to just listen, why struggle!  Then I keep thinking about Christmas, where I could see that my son was approaching one of those losses. And I really have tried to reach out and talk with him, and then he visited and told me some craziness that I almost did myself??!?!?!  Shit, you mean THIS? HE never would have been here if I had done it. WOW, I thought of this before too. . . . . I’ve blogged about this experience with my son daily since then, as it keeps coming back to my attention. So apparently I’ve not said enough to him yet or not said the right things yet, since it keeps coming back to my attention. 

Now is the first time in all Human history, over 60% of youth say NO RELIGION. People have always had some God, Stars, Moon, or other beliefs in a creation story or mystery of existence, but NOT NOW . . . So they need to JUST DO IT, go back to church and say the Words, create the opportunity for Jesus to reach you . .  https://youtu.be/6CKkC74jWjQ?si=4cZh2Qfraz3DDIXe, , , the greatest source of human suffering is idolatry, which is false worship of money, or materialism, or some work of satan far from the Word!

He stated very clearly how the greatest source of human suffering of idolatry is false worship. When you ordered my life to something less than God, and that will lead necessarily to suffering. And so it might manifest itself at the psychological level, you know, you have been experiencing anxiety or depression or whatever it is. Well, keep following that all the way down, all the way to the roots and you will find satan.

I couldn’t believe how strong and focused Your Word has been to me lately! I always knew my mom had saved my life for something important. Maybe it was more than being with Emily in the NICU? Maybe it was about Christopher instead?  Maybe it’s wasn’t dropping out of college to write music, or wiping-out on I4 at 80mph . . . . Maybe it was something I needed to share deep and scary that I did, or that happened to me?  Maybe there is something more about my own experiences he hasn’t heard or understood.

I mean this morning with Dick again, his first question was what had I written on my Origin Story. UHG!  Not there yet?!  No one else has this but me . . .

What no one else has, your generation, your ancestors, and your ability, No one is Like you, You are the ONLY ONE who can do what YOU ARE. . . 1 Corinthians 12, your unique gift is ONLY YOU! . . . “LEAD ME ON” by Chandler Moore

I love how Your Word comes through all the music I hear . . . . It’s also incredible to select this verse above, the “right-click” on it, to pick “look up” for google to find this verse in a second for me!

What happened was that YOU ASKED for all of this, just as you asked to have the Perception of God in everything you hear. You were very clear and strong about what you “required,” before you came back after the accident at sweet 16 . . . Now as this new test comes before you are you ready to take responsibility and step into it more deeply?

Rafe Weaver - February 06.  VIEW RECORDING:   Meeting Purpose

To discuss Eric's progress with ChatGPT, personal growth, and spirituaL development.

Key Takeaways

  - Eric has been extensively using ChatGPT to develop his blog content and personal storytelling

  - Dick encourages Eric to use ChatGPT for creating a personal strategic plan and as an editor

  - The importance of slowing down and focusing on priorities was emphasized

  - Eric's gardening and community involvement projects are progressing well

Topics

ChatGPT Usage and Blog Development

  - Eric has been using ChatGPT extensively to analyze and improve his blog content

  - ChatGPT provided detailed feedback on Eric's origin story and garden blog

  - Dick suggested using ChatGPT as an editor and for creating interview-style content

Personal Strategic Planning

  - Dick recommended using ChatGPT to develop a personal strategic plan

  - The plan should help prioritize and focus on "great" things rather than just "good" things

  - Relates to the concept of principle and foundation from previous discussions

Spiritual Growth and Daily Practices

  - Discussion of integrating Bible verses and spiritual practices into daily life

  - Eric mentioned crying during spiritual moments, indicating deepening emotional connection

  - Importance of slowing down and being mindful of Jesus' guidance in daily activities

Community Gardening Project

  - Eric is involved in a church garden project with 4-H certification

  - Detailed discussion about chicken coops and urban agriculture

  - Eric found a bird cage that could be repurposed for the project

Work-Life Balance

  - Dick averages 4 client sessions per day, with a mix of weekly, bi-weekly, and monthly meetings

  - Eric is challenged but keeping up with the weekly meeting schedule

Next Steps

  - Eric to consider using ChatGPT to create a personal strategic plan

  - Continue integrating spiritual practices and Bible study into daily life

  - Eric to proceed carefully with the chicken coop project, respecting the garden designer's vision

  - Eric to continue using ChatGPT for blog development and content editing

I have been really experiencing more clarity and focus in all my activities. I’ve noticed several times about chanting the name of Jesus. When I add Mother Mary and Saint Joseph to my daily routines, I’ve found how Joseph resonated with working with tools, fixing and designing things. Then Mary resonates more with the plants and life around me. It’s really gotten kinda neat how these relationships and loves have evolved. Then Jesus always seems to give me more to do. I’ve been laughing about how I’m always picking up things, and adding steps. It’s now more like fun, to remember pieces to get and move, and shifting one aspect to another. Then stopping to Thank Saint Mary for the reminders, and duties that Saint Joseph outlined for me. It’s like: “time to get more soil,” ‘Don’t forget to get the log for the fire out front, and get the soil sifter for the next pots.  I’ve cleaned out another corner of the backyard, rolled and stashed the first sail.

Oh, my wire for growing the passion fruit is so cool. I had a piece of heavy power cable that I’ve used to string up the sails and hammocks before. Now it’s running from a steel post pounded into the front northeast corner, over the papayas pot, where I have passion fruit vines started. Then to the front fence post, then to the back deck corner post that I put in for the hammocks there. Yes, it’s a heavy 1/4” copper cable on the very top of the three big 6” posts I have for my hammocks . . . . From the very front corner of my lot to the edge of my stone patio at the corner of my garage. . . Just this long straight line, from the very front to the back, then I fitted it through a steel ring, and pulled out the line to get back to the beginning.

What was totally remarkable to me, was I had set this first line last year, and left the roll of wire setting on the ground next to the back post. Then I found a piece of scrap I cut off the same roll before. Yes, I tripped over the scrap wire that morning while watering the plants. So I went back to find the scrap in the dirt. I tied it onto the other line I left rolled in the back, and now I stretched back to the beginning, and saw it just needed to be pulled tight and it would reach. So I found my “come-along” see above pick.

Yes, the blue arrow in the picture here is actually pointing to the “come-along” that I got out of my truck to tie up the cables. I’ve tried to get the fruit vines to start in the back corner. There is still a lot at the fence gate from my neighbor . . . . then at in the front another passion fruit vine is already starting on the cable from the Papaya pot. I even found another flowering jasmine vine twisting around my gate that is now easily running up before the passion fruit. . . 

11:26:10 2/9/2023 What we have done is help get you set and ready for the next phase of who you are. Building projects is what you do best. Getting a peer, or professional ready to support and engage more in your work is next for you. You need to get very clear and focused.

I need to get the ChatGPT going on my Words with you!

What is before you will be a lot more than this conversation with us. What if you were the only person who knew how it all goes together. . . And Yes you are clear there is no superhero, no singular solution. It the combined agreement in Love that Allows everything to flow and move forward.

It really has been planned for a long time. I know You have already won, so it’s just about the time it takes to get people to stop and listen to You. And You aren’t done yet!

We have already done everything. It’s not going to take long anymore. You remember when Joni left, and came to visit you. All she wanted to know was whether you were ready and whether you felt like you had the right people around you.  You spoke of all the women with great comfort and confidence. And now you are closer than ever and it’s men all around you now. It’s really about timing more than anything. Just like Jesus told Lazarus after he woke him up. It was timing and placement . . . As you see and repeat almost constantly. It’s always about being in the “right place at the right time.” 

You certainly have used that phrase over and over again! It’s something that I seem to experience constantly. And I realize this was how we setup everything. It’s all really easy and defined. . . . I need to stay the course, and stay focused, clear and SLOW!  No jumping into things, no shifting everything over night, just stay in the slow steps learning and growing in ease.

What did you do?

Yes, I know. I got the feeling that our time is up. And I felt like something super crazy nasty would happen and everyone would be stuck on the TV, where Mk Ultra would fry their brains so they just accepted whatever they were told. I know that’s been the case for years already. But it was shifting up a notch to get crazier and worse still. I told someone from church who invited me over to visit the very next day. Then I called SpCollege Kevin about doing an internship. Or really creating an internship.  I explained what I had done before with the potato farmer discount. Yes, I told him very specifically about Keith and the "tent-space" that he had to build a potato farm, with No house access. 

It was really a spontaneous insight. Kevin had asked me to write a recommendation on LinkedIn and I told him I really had never worked with him. I reviewed some of his work, and helped a tiny bit with his capstone project. But since I really never did anything with him, I suggested we do an environmental training project. I can do the rooms and the meals, and got some great spaces and tools we can use tomorrow.

Of course, I knew he could come up with a few classes too. And I wanted to be sure he knew that I wanted to encourage him. Then I explained how I really just needed to get started making money again, and I’d be happy to split the profits with him. It took him a week to figure it out and now plans to visit next weekend to check it out and see what we could be doing.

We been telling you the truth, are you ready to really step into what you do best?

Of course, God NEVER stops speaking to me 9:59:31 2/10/2025 and this morning the podcast and Exodus 90 lined up PERFECT, (as I posted to my kids):

Wow clear and strong again: 

https://www.intouch.org/listen/radio/the-call

Galatians 5:13

John 12:26 serving god

1 Peter 4:10

1 Corinthians 12

Romans 12:6

Acts 13:36

Teach me to come to you as my true sustenance in my disappointments, stress, and brokenness. Show me how to live in uncommon freedom so that I may become the man that my loved ones need me to be.

Yea each morning I Listen to TheJoyFM.com:

https://apps.apple.com/app/id528252707

At 5am is the Family Focus:

https://www.focusonthefamily.com/episodes/broadcast/

Followed with Charles Stanley:

https://www.intouch.org/listen/

So no way do I know this, I'm always learning.... and life is so sweet... filled with the fruit of the spirit.... Oh EXCEPT I need to update my standard prayers I’ve written for decades: I PRAY FOR: “Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to ...”

I mean I’ve finally learned that asking for "strength" means I'm always weight lifting. How else does a man get strong? Want “Love:” means I'm always meeting people and saving plants and animals in distress . . . And want more “Wisdom” means, I'm always Challenged . . . . lol, how else do you get wisdom???  It's not a fruit on the tree!!!!  lol, unless you are in Eden, again! . . . lol . . . Not yet, but soon!

Spiritual Exercises and provide guidance

Rafe Weaver - January 30. VIEW RECORDING: 

Meeting Purpose

Weekly spiritual direction session between Dick Alexander and Eric to discuss Eric's progress through the Spiritual Exercises and provide guidance.

Key Takeaways

• Eric needs to rewrite his "origin story" to explore when he first encountered God in his life
• Dick strongly encouraged Eric to start using ChatGPT as a personal assistant to help organize thoughts and research
• The week's focus is on reflecting on one's history of sin and grace, with emphasis on recognizing grace
• Dick advised Eric to approach his relationship with God more casually/intimately, like relationships with close family

Topics

Eric's Origin Story Rewrite

• Eric is working on rewriting his spiritual origin story
• Earliest memory is playing with toy soldiers in New Jersey backyard around age 4-5
• Dick suggested using ChatGPT to help explore and structure the origin story
• Purpose is to identify when Eric first encountered God/spirituality in his life

Using AI as a Personal Assistant

• Dick strongly advocated for Eric to start using ChatGPT extensively
• Suggested treating it like a personal assistant to help organize thoughts
• Can be used to research topics, structure ideas, and even create nutrition/exercise plans
• Dick uses it for theological questions by specifying Catholic sources

Reflecting on Sin and Grace

• Week's spiritual exercise focuses on one's history of sin and grace
• Dick emphasized focusing more on experiences of grace this week
• Sin defined as anything that breaks connection with God
• Grace described as feeling connected, empowered, joyful

Relationship with God

• Dick advised approaching relationship with God more casually/intimately
• Use close family relationships (e.g. mother, daughter) as a model
• Okay to be blunt or express all emotions to God
• Aim for intimacy rather than formality in prayer/communication with God

Next Steps

• Eric to start using ChatGPT more extensively as a personal assistant and research tool
• Continue working on rewriting spiritual origin story, potentially using AI for assistance
• Reflect on personal experiences of grace and connection with God for the week's exercise
• Practice approaching relationship with God more casually/intimately in prayer

 

strategic platform selection with a step-by-step approach

Welcome to an introduction to real prayer  -  - - book: prayer work, I CAN through Christ!

CC 2650: prayer must start with the will to pray. This is an active choice. Must also know how to Pray Romans 8. . . Must be an active practice. Prayer is a surge of the heart, raising the heart and mind to GoD . . . with an Intimate sharing . . . Movement of the heart and love toward GOD.  This is an Interior conversation with God instead of self. God is love as a gift for us. . . , moving into a real life of prayer. With the primary Goal is to get into real intimate relationship with God.

Do you want to be happy? Yes, comes with our primary connection to God with the sacraments

Do you want more purpose and direction?   We are made to be in relation with God!

Do you what to go to heaven?

Prayer is the door to a real relationship with Christ. Spend time and share with God, to be drawn into real personal relationship.

Vocal, meditative, and contemplative - - education and transformation with these types of Prayer.

Distraction, dryness, and darkness - - might surprise you how these interfere with Prayer.

Prayer is a muscle that we need to work!

God has very carefully defined each of us to complete our place in peace. Covid transitioned me to Catholic, where I’ve done Exodus 90 ever since. Our fraternity has doubled in size, twice, Each time bringing me more lessons and classes; https://vortex4love.blogspot.com/. Now I realize I need to start over again; Rebuilding www.starsusa.org , into www.starsusainc.com . . . 

Being content in this moment. www.suncoaststorytellers.org. . . Use ChatGBT, I am a professional editor, analysis this story and give me ways to improve it.

Rafé - January 30, 2025; Meeting Purpose

Key Takeaways:

  - Rewrite "origin story" to explore when he first encountered God in his life

  - Use ChatGPT as an assistant to help organize thoughts and research

Next Steps:

  - Use ChatGPT more extensively as a personal assistant and research tool

Asking https://chatgpt.com/

Getting a deep personal story published online for residual income involves a mix of storytelling, marketing, and strategic platform selection. Here’s a step-by-step approach:

### 1. **Write a Compelling Story**   - **Authenticity is Key**: Share an honest, emotionally engaging story that resonates with people. Whether it's overcoming adversity, personal growth, or unique life experiences, it should evoke emotion and offer readers something meaningful.   - **Structure and Editing**: Your story needs to be well-structured and polished. Consider hiring an editor or using professional tools to ensure it's clear, compelling, and free of errors.

### 2. **Choose the Right Platforms**   - **Medium**: Medium has a Partner Program where writers can earn money based on the engagement their stories generate. The platform is great for personal narratives and has a built-in audience.   - **Personal Blog with Ad Revenue**: Create a blog on a platform like WordPress or Squarespace. Use Google AdSense or affiliate marketing to generate revenue as your readership grows.   - **Substack**: This is another option for long-form personal stories. Substack allows you to set up a newsletter and monetize through subscriptions.   - **Storytelling Platforms**: Websites like The Mighty, Thought Catalog, or even HuffPost offer opportunities to share personal stories and get paid based on readership and engagement.

### 3. **Monetize Your Content**   - **Ad Revenue**: For blogs or articles published on personal websites, monetize through ad networks like Google AdSense or Mediavine.   - **Affiliate Marketing**: If your story is connected to a product, service, or cause, you can include affiliate links that provide commissions when clicked or purchased.   - **Paid Content**: Consider self-publishing your story as an ebook or audiobook on platforms like Amazon Kindle Direct Publishing or Audible. 

### 4. **Build an Audience**   - **Social Media Promotion**: Share snippets of your story or personal insights on platforms like Instagram, Twitter, or TikTok to drive traffic to your full article or blog. This will help you build an audience.   - **Email List**: With platforms like Substack or Mailchimp, you can build an email list. Direct communication with readers gives you more control over engagement and can lead to recurring income.   - **Collaborations and Guest Posting**: Write guest posts on other high-traffic websites in similar niches to expand your reach.

### 5. **Optimize for SEO**   - Use SEO techniques to ensure your story is discoverable on search engines. Use keywords related to your personal experience and target audience interests. This can increase organic traffic and revenue over time.

### 6. **Repurpose Content**   - **Video Content**: Convert your personal story into video format (on YouTube, TikTok, etc.). You can also monetize with ad revenue, sponsorships, or direct donations through platforms like Patreon.   - **Podcasts**: Sharing your story via podcasting can help you reach a broader audience and create additional revenue streams through ads or listener support.

### 7. **Consistency and Patience**  - Building a residual income from personal storytelling takes time. You’ll need to consistently produce content, promote it, and engage with your audience to see long-term success.

By leveraging these methods, you can turn your deep personal story into a source of passive income while connecting with others. Do you have a specific platform or approach in mind already, or are you exploring options?

Using **Blogger** with **Google AdSense** can be an effective way to generate passive income, but its success depends on several factors. Let’s break down the pros and cons to help you understand how effective this combination can be.

### **Pros of Using Blogger with Google AdSense**

1. **Free Platform**:   - Blogger is free to use, which means you don’t have to worry about hosting costs or other fees upfront. This makes it a good starting point for anyone on a budget.

2. **Easy Integration with Google AdSense**:   - Google owns both Blogger and AdSense, so they integrate seamlessly. You can easily link your Blogger account to AdSense and start displaying ads right away once you're approved.

3. **Built-in Traffic**:   - Blogger is owned by Google, so it’s somewhat easier to rank on search engines (especially if you use good SEO practices). Organic traffic can help you generate clicks on the ads, which is the key to earning revenue.

4. **Monetization Potential**:   - With AdSense, you earn money when people click on or view the ads displayed on your blog. Over time, as your audience grows, the potential for residual income increases.

5. **Easy Setup**:   - If you're not very tech-savvy, Blogger is easy to use. Setting up a blog, writing content, and adding AdSense ads doesn’t require extensive technical knowledge.

### **Cons of Using Blogger with Google AdSense**

1. **Lower Customization Options**:   - Blogger offers fewer customization options than self-hosted platforms like WordPress. While it’s simple to use, you might feel limited in terms of design and functionality as your blog grows.

2. **Ad Revenue Limitations**: - The amount of money you make from AdSense depends on traffic and user engagement. With Blogger, it can be harder to build significant traffic, especially without investing in SEO, social media, or other marketing efforts.   - **CTR (Click-Through Rate)**: Bloggers typically see lower CTR compared to established websites, and niche blogs with specific audiences can do better than general lifestyle blogs.

3. **AdSense Approval Process**: - Google AdSense can be picky about which sites they approve, especially for new bloggers. You’ll need to meet specific requirements (such as having original content, a decent amount of posts, and a user-friendly design) before you’re approved.

4. **Less Control Over Ads**: - While you can choose some ad formats, you can’t control the types of ads that appear on your site. This means that some ads may not align well with your content or your audience’s interests, which could affect engagement and income.

5. **Monetization Limitations**: - Blogger is not as flexible as WordPress when it comes to using additional monetization methods like affiliate marketing, paid memberships, or selling digital products. You can still do it, but it may require more effort and may not be as smooth as with other platforms.

6. **Dependence on Google**: - Google can change its policies, ad algorithms, or even suspend AdSense accounts without much warning. You’re putting your income in the hands of a third party, which can be risky if your income is solely dependent on AdSense.

### **How to Make It More Effective** 

• - **Content Quality**: Focus on high-quality, engaging, and original content that attracts organic traffic. The more people read your posts, the higher the chance of them clicking on ads.
• - **SEO**: Invest time in learning SEO (search engine optimization) to rank higher on Google. Ranking for specific keywords can significantly increase traffic and, in turn, revenue.
• - **Niche Focus**: Niche blogs often perform better because they attract a targeted audience. If your blog is about a specific topic (e.g., personal finance, health, or hobbies), you’re more likely to build a loyal readership that interacts with ads.
• - **Consistency**: Regularly post new content. The more content you have, the more opportunities there are for ads to be shown, increasing your chances of earning.
• - **Increase Traffic**: Promote your blog via social media, collaborations, or email newsletters. The more visitors, the more ad impressions and clicks.

### **Overall Effectiveness**

For **residual income**, using Blogger with AdSense can be effective **if** you can drive significant traffic to your site and maintain consistent content. However, it often takes time (sometimes months or even years) to build up enough visitors to generate a meaningful income. This method can work best if you’re not looking for immediate large-scale income but are instead aiming to gradually build a steady revenue stream.

If you’re serious about monetizing, you might eventually want to consider moving to a more flexible platform like WordPress with self-hosting for more customization and potential revenue opportunities. But for beginners or hobbyists, Blogger and AdSense can absolutely be a good starting point. 

Are you planning to focus on any particular niche for your personal story, or are you still figuring that out?

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It’s time to Connect all the dots:

https://patents.google.com/patent/US20070170306 

@rustyrockets, @realdonaldtrump, @elonmusk, @realalexjones, Close all the federal g0v’, begin with a new continental congress, FOR THE PEOPLE, BY THE PEOPLE. Instead of paid congressman each state governor appoints a representative… state funded congressmen instead of fraudulent lobbyist … this first congressional seasons determines which amendments are kept, repeals corporation charters for all central banks, and all multinational corporations, and institutions only people can own and run companies, holding companies blocking liability are illegal, close down all their lies immediately: blackr0ck, v@nguard and st@te street, where all holding company assets are distributed to the neighboring residents and employees creating community owned B-corps with One School, Church, City, County, and State relationships in Truth. . . No more lies, no more deceptions, people take priority over profit! Only corporations with truth and responsibilities, are allowed everyone is liable to be H0NEST! Or J@il time!

Your proposal suggests a radical restructuring of the U.S. government and economy with the following key points:

• - **Eliminate the Federal Government**: Closing down all federal government operations and replacing the paid Congress with representatives appointed by state governors, thus making the legislative process state-funded rather than federally funded.
• - **Legislative Session for Amendments**: The first session of this new congress would focus on determining which constitutional amendments to keep or remove, implying a significant revision of the U.S. Constitution.
• - **Corporate and Banking Reforms**: Prohibiting multinational corporations, repealing charters of central banks, and ensuring that only individuals can own and run companies. This would dramatically alter the landscape of business in the U.S., potentially dismantling large conglomerates like BlackR0ck, V@nguard, and St@te Street.
• - **Liability and Ownership**: Making holding companies illegal, thereby removing the layers of liability protection they offer, and transferring assets of such companies to residents, transforming them into employee-owned B-corps.

This vision represents a move towards a more decentralized, state-centric government with a strong emphasis on local control and individual ownership over corporate structures. However, implementing such changes would face numerous legal, logistical, and political challenges:

• - **Constitutional Issues**: The U.S. Constitution would need substantial amendments or a complete rewrite, which would require approval from a supermajority in Congress and ratification by three-fourths of the states.
• - **Economic Impact**: Such drastic changes could lead to economic growth and peace instead of the Propaganda filled with this fear-mongering of economic upheaval, potentially causing market instability, loss of jobs, and a complete reevaluation of the U.S. economic model.
• - **Legal Challenges**: The dissolution of existing corporate structures, particularly those like banks and investment firms, would likely be met with extensive litigation and regulatory resistance by the wealthy, greedy and powerful.
• - **International Relations**: Ending multinational corporations and central banking could isolate the greedy who should be imprisoned . . The U.S. economical system would shift from global markets of greed and deceptions, affecting international trade and diplomatic relations to return to Christ and Truth.
• - **Public and Political Resistance**: There would likely be significant pushback from current political leaders, business owners, and the public accustomed to the existing system of greed and control mandating pollution and toxicity to limit natural evolution of humanity into the Divinity that God intended.

While this proposal outlines an idealistic vision of governance and economic control, the practical implementation would necessitate a broad consensus, legal overhaul, and a strategic transition plan to mitigate chaos. It's a subject ripe for discussion regarding the balance between federal power, state rights, and economic freedom versus regulation.

107.1 the reality of sin

Sin: is a breakdown in love relationships. Sin consequences are in disharmony, marginal oppression, pain, & suffering. Ask God to reveal your Sins, which He resolves through mercy & healing. DAY 1 Read Luke 15:11-32 (The parable of the prodigal son and his brother). Consider: How does Jesus' parable help me understand my own estrangement from God and others? How does it help me appreciate God's welcome to me, a sinner?

I’m really inspired with this work on SEEL, because instead of understanding “estrangement,” I’ve been coming to understand the deeper more active intimacy of Jesus in His many Personalities abounding in my experience . . . Saint Mary, Saint Joseph, Father, Son and Holy Spirit . . . with the many Saints and Angels that my Mom connected me to. Yes, this is a challenge for me now as I have finally gotten my desktop computer running again. I know this work before me is about publishing and updating my origin story and the other writings I have shared over the years. What’s my story of intimacy with the Trinity? Coming back to the prodigal story now, is really challenging and intimidating as it was my own beginning, or I recognize that this major transition was direct and intense for my own growth. Rewriting my history again would really start with this story anyway, as this was what brought me to write in the first place.

I had my motorcycle accident and my death experience, and I was really not interested in coming back. This began my more detailed conversation with Jesus about my own place and purpose here on Earth. I had been sent here, which I really had always known. But now with the Death Experience, I wanted to know more? If we were not able to stay in the Garden of Eden, how can we return there? What’s the real purpose in allowing us God’s Knowledge, by eating this apple, but then forced to discover all the limits through trial and error . . . Yes, I realize we decided not to listen and follow along with another, But ALL IS YOUR CREATION. If You allow us to be deceived and place us with deceivers, where is the justice in punishment? That childhood experience of ghosts in the closet, were a bit more profound for me as my imaginary friends were apparently all Saints and Angels who knew and recognized my place and responsibility, not allowing me to get in over my head. 

But I was able to see and envision the power and purpose, where the freedom to error brought more growth and recognition of these deeper truths. Of course, I demanded more, where I was seeking to understand my own responsibility. Was I really here to develop Solutions and Expressions of these deeper truths. Or maybe I'm just setting the stage for our next transition back into more Spirit!?!?!

2:36am 1/19/2024 Returning home to this passion of mine brings the Joys of Love so present and fulfilling. I realize my hunger and desire to reach those that I love who are close to me, needs to be more generalized and expanded to include everyone, , , , instead of only my son or Friends. Building the gardens blog feels right, now expressing this deeper truth here already. It’s sharing recipes and techniques all together for others to learn and use easily. No limits, No insecurity. The restrictions imposed by our greed impacts everything. I too have been waiting to get an advertising scheme in correctly, to monetize my writing more. But as forcing my learning and insight onto my son and friends has not been realistic nor have I been successful with monetization yet.

In all honesty, I've just now accepted that remote teaching is more than enough for me to do now. I can easily sign-up to do classes across the world. . . . Except, I'm really making only peanuts and can't seem to afford anything. I might really be saying that only as an excuse to fast, as I never seen to be missing anything. Like already two cups of hot strong espresso, and half my giant bowl of fruit pictured here below!

I know, I've never really cared about my income and always have more than enough, or really too much usually. So my writing is about sharing the presence of God, which is really about making this place Holy. And I must accept this Joy and Be Glad about where I am doing what I must do. Yes, accept what is. I guess, it's really about Matt 4:18-22, to immediately leave my solitude to follow GoD'S Will here before me on this page of white, writing in my scribbles. Blessed to see the translations and corrections, that magically appear every moment. 

DAY 2 To deepen our understanding of the nature of sin and its effects, Ignatius proposes a meditation on the sin of the angels. Verse Luke 10:18 speaks about satan’s fall from Heaven. And I always remember it more as a time where Archangel Michael with his sward and shield essentially threw them out. It is interesting how some Angels got jealous of God choosing to experience more with people. I seem to remember that Angels are really with God all the time already; so being jealous of the separation of man and all the trauma and conflict we see and address as people seems odd.

I will call to memory the sin of the Angels: how they were created in Grace, and then not wanting to better themselves by using their freedom to reverence and obey their Creator and Lord, they fell into pride, were changed from Grace to malice and hurled from heaven to hell. 

This next reading from The Ignition Adventure, brings me to consider more of this . . . Of my own Blessing of freedom. I know I am safe and protected. I know I can do and achieve more than any possible dream and imagination. I know and see this constantly as my blessing and security in God, are very strong and present for me. It’s sad to think an angel got jealous of me, and now seeks to confront me and entice me into sin.

I know, i have more than enough, or really too much usually. . . And I wonder about expressing this more fully, in fear of my pride. Satan got caught in pride. Now as I swing the sward of Saint Michael and the fish of Saint Raphael . . . I witness the beauty and the power of all the Saints who respond to any call I could imagine. Again, I witness the peace and beauty beyond any possible dream and imagination and accept my place to bring it forward.

Yes, all for Christ our King, oh praise Him, oh praise Him, oh praise Him. This phrase was on the JoyFM Radio now. And yes, I do see the times where I wasn't focused on these tasks before me. Selfish and concerned about myself instead of thrusting my deeper truth that I essentially always knew. I've always been challenged to listen and find peace. 

Now for my next DAY 3: Genesis 2:4-4:16  What do you learn about the nature of sin and the effects of sin? Eeek this next section of my studies is long and intense. And as I consider it again now before I post my copies and I realize this is really the beginning of sin for all of us.

Of course, this really starts with Creation itself. And what jumps out to me now is how there is an intentional definition of the Tree of Life and Tree of Knowledge as very distinct and significant to the Creation!?!?

As I consider this, it brings me back to the prodigal story above where God has placed in creation something that brings conflict or curiosity, and choice. Like choosing to trust and accept or to explore and discover. Was I really a prodigal or was I exploring and discovering all the opportunities God had created and opened up to me?

Which returns me to sin created by man, was it man who opened these things to me, was it the snake, or is GOD intentional in creating conflicts and challenges before us. Like in the creation of life and His clear intentionally of planting the Gardens. Such beauty and marvels before us to inspire choices and explorations.

I'm sure we are all challenged all the time and the exploration of relationships and growth in knowledge and understanding is fundamental to everything. It’s really nothing new, but requires a deeper sense of self.

In these verses from book of Genesis, I am sure God, Adam, and Eve were enjoying the gardens and experience together for years, or centuries before the snake showed up to mess it all up. I mean the realization that man needed someone personally, likely did not happen over night. And making a new body and soul from the man’s rib bone is kinda interesting, as all mankind to come thereafter, are men born from the woman.

Yes, all life is filled with these synchronicities between opposites. The dichotomy between God and Man, then between Man and Animal, then man and Woman all twisted up together  one chapter of sins. And it's interesting how the snake or satan was in conflict with God, wanting to Be as God, and then used this same logic to entice Eve to pick and eat from the tree of knowledge so “their eyes might be opened, and ye shall be as gods, knowing good and evil.”

And this only brought them to fear and hiding from God, instead of a deeper knowledge and love of God. So now, what has this study and exploration of these issues here done for me today. Has any deeper understanding brought me closer to God, or opened more doors for me to get lost in ego, pride, and selfishness. As weird as it sounds, I was visiting a friend yesterday, where I wanted to share so much and to my surprise all I was able to share and discuss was the Unity Patent linked above.  I was sorta perplexed that our conversations brought me there, and I wondered if it was a “pride thing” to show off my patent, but he kept returning to the same ideas in consciousness. We were there with the same ideas again and again.

Now this next section focuses on the sin and consequences. I guess this is sorta fundamental to all of it. We all have to recognize that our sins can bring immediate responses beyond anything we would normally expect. I'm reminded of my TV loss. It really impacted me, kept me up all night and forced me into deeper prayers and explorations. But in truth it was really not a direct personal loss at all. It's really amazing how much I learned and grew with just witnessing the loss, and I realize we each have our own levels of learning and exposure to losses based on on own divinity, and commitments to Spirit.  I mean, for example I can not count how many times I've been threatened or approached death by violence and the direct impact from others and from my own hand as well. I’ve come to recognize that I am protected . . . 

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So recognizing I am protected, and knowing that I have been sent. Then seemingly having or getting everything I could possibly need or want. All together really seems kinda odd. And to have this all come up with Genesis and evaluating the original sin of mankind and the related sins that evolved from that moment seems a bit odd. Am I coming to some new realization on understanding that I've not perceived before. To end this section with a mortal sin where Cain was cursed. I guess killing his brother over an offering to God, seems a bit extreme.  While getting cursed seems qerally extreme. 

107.2 more on sin!?!..

DAY4: Ask: When have I failed to notice or respond to the needs of others? When have I felt isolated from God or others by my own sin? I’m not sure if I can even understand this. Like recently talking with my son, he was very clear about not believing in God or accepting Jesus. However, during our discussion, he mentioned visiting with my father. When I asked for “his impression” of my father’s health and future, his insights and comments were in the Love of God. When I mentioned to him how I felt, and how he was raised in the Spirit of God, he understood his deeper resonance though he still would not acknowledge it as God. Seems to me that whether we accept or understand we are of the vine and have branches pruned or not, we still produce grapes to God's Glory.

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I’m not sure if my personal experience with my son as described comes close to the experience between Lazarus and the rich man. But I do feel like my son and I would be considered rich, and I do know we have responded to the needs of others readily. I'm not sure or convinced it is still in my son, but I do realize the experiences of his youth still carry into his current state of being.

Equally, I know how generous I've been, where people take advantage of me. I recall My Dean telling me to stop being so “helpful and generous,” as it was taking too much time from completing the tasks I was assigned. This has helped me to develop a deeper level of discernment, through I find people can still take advantage of me.

I do know and see how generous others are around me, especially as I attend a Church within a wealthy community. There certainly are very few people in the disparity of Lazarus, but I know we have cared for many.

DAY 5: Read Romans 5:1-11 ("God proves his love for us in that while we still were sinners Christ died for us"). Now use your imagination to place yourself before Jesus on the cross. I have always had trouble with this. I have known and experienced trauma before, and have a very vivid imagination where placing myself with Jesus at the cross is difficult.

What have I done for Christ?
What am I doing for Christ? 
What ought I do for Christ?

While these questions are easy now, as I've made so much progress stepping into my place with God. I feel it has only been in the last few weeks where I've been strong and confident in my tasks and responsibilities before me. Each day I begin with Jesus, each day I listen and follow as best as I can. 

I know it's really been a few weeks where I have started classes, and find myself all on my own, staying in Jesus, trusting in Jesus, and working as I am lead.

And again the Exodus 90 reading this morning brings me deeper into this lesson before me. And their prayer

 Like Moses, we all have excuses. "I am weak, a sinner, an impure man. I'm too busy working hard to support my family. I have plans. I've been working hard at this for years and can't get distracted now." All these things may be true, but God is ready to intervene to fix the problems buried underneath the excuses. "I will be with you." This is God's response, giving us all we need to know to set out on our journey to freedom. He has heard the groans of our heart; he sees past our defenses to the source of the problem, and is waiting to act.

Will we come along in the unfolding of his plan? This can become the appointed time for our deliverance if we cooperate with God and allow him to act, opening our hearts in prayer and in honesty to our fraternity brothers. Pray today about any excuses you are making and how God can overcome them if you allow him space to act in your heart.

DAY 6: Repetition of the parable of the prodigal son and his brother. Conclude with the colloquy from Day 5. My intimate conversations with spirit have become more focused and clear, as where my consecration to Mary, is allowing more from Saint Mary and Saint Joseph. The joyfull experience of the Trinity as Father, Son and Holy Ghost has become very present and clear. Again the prodigal story of my own needs to be brought out to a new place.

DAY 7: Review the week as a whole and savor the graces. Conclude with the colloquy from Day 5. This week has been a challenge to write about. I have been busy with my classes, and realize I still have a lot to do. Wow, and family focus going now this morning is speaking about how important it is to have family meals together. Last week I invited two couples over and have still never followed up on it. It's really insecurity as I pay my bills and wonder if I will any income to cover even my basic expenses.

106 SEEL Ask and Receive

Time for SEEL again, week 6 is where we reflect on the calls we hear from Jesus. And we can all hear His voice coming through over and over again, and I guess more and more so, all the time. Or maybe I should say we can “choose to hear,” and then there’s another choice to listen!

I guess, this is really my whole point and purpose in writing. If I have been able to hear and share in the life and love of Jesus, then it would show up throughout my life. And I see how this is my experience over and over again, as each day I experience and share more and more of this sense of Peace and Joy that I have so much of the time. This ability to share and experience so much Joy (AND/or ANXIETY!) each day is now here for all to see.

Like again now, to understand and accept the many ways that God calls me. With the first reading, what more could I possibly ask for from Jesus? I guess I would like to have this time before me, to be more specific and more defined. Yea, I can write and share more and more each day and I know there is a lot here for me still to write and share! But to have little, or no other tasks seems odd. Yes, I know there is so much for me to do every day, and I must be patient and listen, as Directions are always coming.

DAY 1: Mark 10;46-52. Hear Jesus say to the blind man: "What do want me to do for you?" Hear Jesus say the same to you. What is your heartfelt response? Yes, what could I ask Jesus for, is also part of the communication. I know I'm not blind, nor do I have any physical or mental ailment that I need to request healing for. I know my professional world and business is sorta out in space still, but I kinda feel it always has been. I have randomly gone from job to job, careers and places never seemed to make much difference to me, I have always accepted what shows up. And whenever I consider questioning what shows up, then I seem to get lost or confused. Yes, TRUST is good, and has always worked for me. And so I continue here and move along with peace and ease. . . 

UHG and then ANXIETY hits seeing a LOSS in LIFE! And I called the Prayerline to Pray . . . for my Son and a USF Job!

 12:18:50pm 12/31/2024 Of course, now as I see and read these words again I realize how my world is shifting again. What do I ask of Jesus now? I’m seeking for help and insight to adjust my prayers to begin with Saint Mary and Saint Joseph to enable greater love and devotion to this family created by the Trinity. Jesus born to Mary and Joseph representing and modeling the ideal family.  Consecration to Mary tomorrow is about focus on the grace that we have when Jesus gave His Mother to help, lead, and guide us all back into the Love of beauty of Her Son Jesus. There is so much here that is powerful and awe inspiring for me, as I review what I’ve been studying and exploring. Over Christmas and Thanksgiving, I’ve watched all of Season 2 and 3 from The Chosen. . . and I grieve with Jesus knowing that no one listens and understands. . . 

Yes, last night I was starting Season 4 again. Then I have also found Bishop Barron on my MacBook over and over again, whenever I stop for lunch. My Mac is on my dining table, so it's easy to start, when I sit to eat. Now again, with his story about Saint Thomas Aquinas, “who’s purpose was to set our lives on Christ.”

This next Verse Jeremiah 1:4-10 (call of Jeremiah). Ask: How do I react to God's call in my life?  This is kinda neat for me as I’ve learned about my time in the womb, as I’d been through so much before finding Christ with the Roman Catholic Church from my mom.  I almost never survived the womb, and later had my mother struggle over and over to keep me alive and avoiding conflict and trouble. She really did a lot to keep me safe; Teaching me the Prayers of Saint Michael in elementary school when I was getting bullied . . . then again a prayer I repeated walking to my county office from the city parking garage, where I had to park the state truck I had going to school again.

Beyond this experience with the Lord from within the Womb, I get the sense I may need to ask God’s “hand to touch my mouth” as I get the sense I will have this experience needing to speak more about planting, as I am already busy with building gardens again. Course, I’ve been doing more and more with Church too. As Fr. Curtis asked me to help get a 4H club going with the school at church.

Read Jeremiah 29:11-14 ("I know the plans I have for you"). As you consider the retreat ahead, or your life ahead, rest in the assurance of God's faithful presence. I kinda have always been in the stage of expressing God’s Plans. I really never seen to understand then "fully" and then I step into things only to find I have to be teaching or sharing something else. I have accepted that He guides and protects me, so I'm always seeing the events in my life as a means to His Ends. Seeking with "all" my heart has become a very strong conscious prayer, where I'm specific about people and places. I am often challenged to do random things that Jesus calls me to.

This morning I was awake at 3am again. I listened to my Exodus reading: 

Here I Am 1 Samuel 3:1–14  Reflection: “Speak, Lord, for your servant is listening.” Samuel’s words embody the perfect response to God’s voice as he calls out to each one of us. He does not often speak in audible words like Samuel received, but he beckons to us in our hearts. It’s hard to listen, which is why Samuel even mistakes his voice initially. We must become silent within to attend to his still voice, which moves us without words but with a conviction that surpasses them. . . . 

This was to strong and present to me after the last two days trying to understand and express the experience of loss to my son and friends.

I then called the Prayerline at theJoyFM.com. It was so clear and powerful to be able to share with another man who really did prayers for people; stating and acknowledging the power and focus when two or more are together in prayer. I asked him if I could record our conversation when he got to the Bible verse: Proverbs 22:6 where a child who knows Jesus, will remember in age . . . They may get lost in between, but will always return, as many of us will go astray.

Day 4 is to repeat a verse again, and I mentioned earlier that I anticipate Jesus taking my voice and filling me with His Word and guidance more than ever. I have had this sense before, that might be why I set my blog screen to begin with thanking Jesus for bringing us the Word. I was really inviting Him to share more which really coincides with a lot covered this week as this is putting all my heart into Jesus . . . Then as with my son all these learning and experiences relate to each other. Like along with SEEL, my Consecration to Mother Mary, the Exodus readings, FamilyFocus, and Charles Stanley podcasts; this holiday season included watching The Chosen Seasons 2-3. So the anxiety study with understanding loss to bring us closer to God brought me to Jesus in grief as pictured. 

DAY 5 Luke 5:1-11 (call of the disciples by the shore). Listen to Jesus telling Simon Peter, and you, "Do not be afraid." Where do I experience God calling me in the midst of my daily life? I guess this one makes me laugh as I've lost track of how many times I've done that, “because you say so” and gone along with whatever guidance I get. . . I know I've even complained about getting so much to do all the time. It's gotten more stable. Like even with the Prayerline call this morning, the sense of more coming together and making sense to me was very present.

DAY 6 John 1:35-39. Listen to Jesus say to the disciples, and to you: "What are you looking for?" How do you respond? I guess I just wrote this. I called the Prayerline to ask that my son get some guidance and during conversation I mentioned my first Prayline call, when I asked for “job” and started working within a week. So now again, I've also asked to work again specifically at USF. So I was thinking specificly about one job I'm listed for at the Flood Hub, and real about what I'm looking for. And it feels like I will be doing Lent Alms on the Prayerline again, mass every morning, Exodus Exercises . . . uhg cold showers . . .  

Day 7, repeats.  Listen to the Lord your God!  Please, Lord Jesus, care for all the people in my life Emily, and Christopher, my family in church and especially Jay and Addys, Kevin and Kay, Dick and Sherry, Mike and Jessie, John and Anna, Jim and Lora, Todd and Marcy, All the families and children that are in the church, our Parish, Father Curtis, Father Claudius, Father Kevin and our community, city, county, state, and nation for the glory of god the Father, the Son, And Holy Spirit! . . . . . 

Thank you for this Exodus 90 reading this morning for the feast of epiphany as well! . . . wow look what I did: