109.1, Week 9 the causes and consequences of Sin

I need to do my SEEL WEEK 109.1, Week 9 the causes and consequences of Sin . . . Beginning with a Colloquy of Mercy - Theological conversations of Mercy . . . Each day has another Colloquy

DAY 1: Luke 7:36-50 Woman with the Alabaster Jar, Colloquy of Mercy 
DAY 2: Psalm 51 Contrition of sin with Bathsheba, Colloquy triple think feel act sincere sorrow
DAY 3: Mark 2:13 - 17  Call forth the sinners, Colloquy for Jesus sacrifice on the cross. 
DAY 4: Matthew 25:31 - 46 Separate the sheep from the goats, in a final Colloquy

I find this an interesting progression and after I spent the last few weeks defining and digging deeper in SIN. I realized more than ever how blessed I am and how much Mercy and Grace I’ve been given having this time and experience with Jesus. My Colloquy with Spirit has been much the same for a very long time. I’ve always had the sense of this party in my head. Not just spirits and angels but also relatives and daemons all vying for my attention and focus. I’ve realized how much this has changed and shifted in my life over time. Like when doing the 33 Days of Glory for the Consecration to Mary, I was filled with the deep realization that my growing up in the woods, was really about sharing and loving Mary. I had deep spiritual moments relived and refreshed inside of me, feeling how Mary had guided me in my childhood as she does again now.

I guess the conception of the “Colloquy” is much the same as Saint Theresa of Avila described as “Contemplative Prayer,” where it is more of a conversation and open discussion with Spirit. What’s stronger and clearer to me now is how my BEING is more focused on the True Deep Perception of Jesus EVERYWHERE, and in EVERYTHING!

What you are learning again, is how to take the next steps from here.These perceptions you have come to understand are something very specific, that you demanded with your death.  If you recall you were not interested in coming back after the motorcycle accident. You understood how you had followed guidance all your life, and knew each challenge and lesson was necessary for the moments you were in. However, to continue, you required more details on the Goals and Results of these random tasks you were given.  You very specifically demanded to see God’ Perspective in the events of your life. You were given the equation that connected everything and then you were able to see how this was enacted in your life day to do. Yes, this request for God’s Perspective on your events and circumstances brought you into a sixth sense. . . . 

Oh, I figured it was a lot more than this, as the concepts of SIN were repeated over and over again in podcasts, prayers, readings, liturgy, radio and all this week. Placing these ideas before me again and again, and then asking that I discuss them with You more than ever. And I know and recognize that it’s always been three or more in conversation. I also get the sense and feeling how bringing Saint Mary and Saint Joseph into the fold is expanding or strengthening this conversation. It’s always been clear and strong, but acknowledging these new players seems to have ‘upped the anty’ a bit. 

Yes to he who is given much, much is expected.  So now again, these deeper perceptions and understandings, bring you closer to what you need to know now. Everything is shifting on Earth, and you are able to hold Jesus in your Daily activities. Now again, in such a clear state of peace and joy, you are writing and sharing deeper than ever before. Yes, even with an Apple reply today  asking about your editing, and challenges in their apps.

Consider your day, or week. Each time you awake and look at the iPhone you have a new start seeing the “00” for the next hour. . . Ready to start your Prayerline, or Exodus 90, then your exercises successfully pushing to twenty on each assignment. You have NEVER done this before, keep it up. Then you showered and dressed for church, adding the Exodus 90 Shrit for the Welcome Meeting tonight as well. You “Slowly Listened and Loved” taking your study guides as you walked next door to Saint Paul’s.

Then you greeted Joseph and Thanked him for the lessons on wearing hats in church. . . You prayfully read your guides and accepted the Clear Focus on Saint Joseph, even recognizing the statue of him as you were walking home. The deeper perspective and insight is clear. You arrived home, watered the gardens made coffee and started here to read and write.

Now this deeper discussion leads you into the next days of Contemplative Prayers or Colloquy. For how much stronger is the calling to those who are lost before the final judgement and the issuing separation of the wheat from the chaff. 

I get how much I’ve shared with my children on this subject of sin in this last week. I mean several Exodus Men commented about what I’ve shared, as I’ve copied my kids posts to them several times. It really felt wonderful to see how clear and focused my words became in these moments that I shared with my children. Often it was really key phrases that I copied directly from the preacher to share. And I admit, Family Focus, Bishop Baron, Charles Stanley and Pastor John have significant disparity between them. Not that one is significantly better or different than the others, but I just don’t see that many people, or ANY people on the Planet could ever string together such lessons like I have, let alone use them all in the explorations of sin as I shared with my children.

We have done a lot more with you than those explorations. You were very clear with your spiritual director about the timing and guidance you received. Expressing the details of this was important, as you step into more each day. Each moment you write and bring deeper clarity to your own growth. Trusting how it is, will make it better and easier for all. What was this big lesson you came to these last weeks.

Ok, I guess that the main point here is that sin is not following the smallest detail, that you share with me. I know I’ve been getting very clear strong guidance for a very long time. And I know I’ve laughed and teased you about doing some task tomorrow, or skipping the assignment for a few hours, or days.  And I recognized how it was Charles Stanley who was so explicit about this as I heard again this morning. Yes, after my morning prayers and podcasts, I went to mass and came home to make some breakfast. As usual I turned on the iPad and opened my blog to click a link to watch while I ate my breakfast. 

Course it was Charles Stanley again…

We were particularly clear to you about BEING, and allowing the Love and Peace to flow through you. You are always trying to plan and understand. It’s more important to trust your experience as you are able to see what Jesus Sees in the works and tasks before you. Allowing this FLOW and experience to envelope you is where we are heading. You have wondered about miracles and witness many. You recognize that the Power of Jesus can flow easily when you are free in joy and love, beyond the questioning and understanding. 

Oh, now I see through your focus on my trust in the truth of my own being. DAY 5 is about seeing all that is NOT the Beingness of God. And I guess I’ve been there before too.  I’ve struggled alone, and wondered where I was going and why. It’s something that we all have seen and experienced before. I recognize how my son has been in this challenge for a while now too. 

I’m not sure why, since he certainly has seen and witnessed how his sister and I have been in Christ Jesus.  You think being so close to us, would reflect and inspire the same. And I know I’ve made the mistake thinking that it has, while apparently he still is choosing something leading to the opposite results. Where does this put me in my Contemplative Prayers and Colloquy with Jesus. DAY 6 is about repeating day 5 where we are instructed to pray and envision hell and how the deceptions and greed speak to me today. 

I’ve often said I was untouchable and fearless about evil. Though the challenges I’ve witnessed in my home and life in Saint Pete has been powerful. DAY 7 Romans 7:14-25 sounds familiar in my life before Saint Pete . . . Now in Saint Pete, alone in my home of love and peace, I really have none of these concerns, but only gratitude for all the blessings that I see and experience each day. I know I’m blessed here, that is why the challenges I’ve witnessed,were only stepping stones to greater peace in my solitude. 

We are clear with you about your experience, and how important it has been for you to stay alone and create real habits that are safe and strong for bringing you into this next phase of life. You are safe and comfortable beyond reason. You are able to share and experience Joy as needed with anyone that crosses your path. This is a great blessing. You easily accept what we send to you and realize it’s all Spirit and nothing else.

I’m very grateful for this. I know you have been preparing me for the next 50 years I have before me. I understand this might be a lot more than I can understand now. And I realize it might bring considerable changes that I’ve not anticipated. I also realize that planning and pressing forward is something that I can release at this time. But now in each step I take and each word I write, I know it’s about preparation. Still as a student, means I’m open for teaching and creating something very much beyond my current experiences. I know this. I’m grateful for this. . . Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ!