117.01 always in gods presence

ok more to do. THANK YOU JESUS. I love how my iPads work and the iphone and everything just clicks together and works great. I just love it all. 

This is a trip!

I recognize how much Jesus has done for me. Each day I see more and more of His Grace and Blessings everywhere. Today I saw Mary coughing again and struggling to breathe in Church. I knew I had to take her outside and get her shoes off to share with me. And then to my surprise she walks over to speak with me. . . About saving her wine for consecration!

It surprised me, so I missed the opportunity for my inspiration. But after mass, and after the men's prayers, as I was leaving she walked up looking for Fr Curtis, and I was able to chat with her a bit. Yes, I was able to hug her and hold her for a bit, explaining about our heart energy connecting to all life. I was able to share with her talking about our heart energy entwining before bringing her to the tree and getting her grounded. She told me she had a real tree at home and understood my images that I gave her of the magnetic flux lines to visualize. . . She really had such a big smile on her face, explaining all her ailments as we talked.

Wow, I guess I really knew what it was all about. And I was able to tell Wanda what we did. Wanda said her back and everything were still really feeling great. It’s really clear to me how I need to get more focused on my healing others and accept that is something that I need to be doing more. I guess this is in line with the mystic lessons I’ve been addressing here with SEEL, discernment is really ground zero.

Like with Mary, I was clear about what the task was before me. And I understood and was ready to approach her. I never had any question about who was sending me the message. And to read this section about consolation and desolation and recognize how obvious it is never to change plans during desolation.  But I know I never really tolerate anything from satan. It’s like confronting him in the Exodus meeting, he couldn’t even respond to me. I really have had that experience a lot, where it’s very clear that someone is avoiding me or knows something about me to stay away. Now the next page in SEEL:

God is faithful and remains with us; however, the good feelings of spiritual consolation are gone for the time while we remain faithful in difficult times, we come to understand that faith involves more than feeling good; faith has to do with steadfast commitment, which deepens our friendship with God.

Like the Highlight at right is really great. Making sure we are focused and keep our own work in order and never allowing interference. It’s really funny almost. I’m always in Prayer, I really have this ongoing conversation, as Jesus and the Saints really want to help and guide me all the time. I’ve been challenged a few times, but I see and feel His grace and glory in everything all around me.  All existence is God, all is Love! Like the fundamental energy, creating all matter and everything else it’s just love. The more we understand and grow into this, the more we gain independence and that’s how we end up lost. Independence usually brings pride and control, Keeping it all in Jesus is a trick!

Like working outside today I knew Saint Joseph was ready to help me. And He was so delighted when I stopped and asked for directions about what I was doing. Asking for his guidance with tools and work always brings him joy!

Desolation inspires patience and perseverance as we just hang in there knowing everything comes around making things stronger and better. It’s just the way of things, as love grows with more faith and more perseverance trusting that the love and friendship in Jesus goes on forever. 

Reading this page now, I found a book by Mark and read about In the Examen, we review our recent past to find God and God’s blessings in daily life. We also look back to find moments in the day when

things didn’t go so well—when we were hurt by something that happened to us, or when we sinned or made a mistake.

Which really means, just losing touch and not listening to the immediate guidance. As he said also how spending all the day with Jesus is really ideal. Making the time, and stopping to listen and accept and understand the guidance as it’s really always available and always around us can really be very easy with Love and Trust!