107.1 the reality of sin

Sin: is a breakdown in love relationships. Sin consequences are in disharmony, marginal oppression, pain, & suffering. Ask God to reveal your Sins, which He resolves through mercy & healing. DAY 1 Read Luke 15:11-32 (The parable of the prodigal son and his brother). Consider: How does Jesus' parable help me understand my own estrangement from God and others? How does it help me appreciate God's welcome to me, a sinner?

I’m really inspired with this work on SEEL, because instead of understanding “estrangement,” I’ve been coming to understand the deeper more active intimacy of Jesus in His many Personalities abounding in my experience . . . Saint Mary, Saint Joseph, Father, Son and Holy Spirit . . . with the many Saints and Angels that my Mom connected me to. Yes, this is a challenge for me now as I have finally gotten my desktop computer running again. I know this work before me is about publishing and updating my origin story and the other writings I have shared over the years. What’s my story of intimacy with the Trinity? Coming back to the prodigal story now, is really challenging and intimidating as it was my own beginning, or I recognize that this major transition was direct and intense for my own growth. Rewriting my history again would really start with this story anyway, as this was what brought me to write in the first place.

I had my motorcycle accident and my death experience, and I was really not interested in coming back. This began my more detailed conversation with Jesus about my own place and purpose here on Earth. I had been sent here, which I really had always known. But now with the Death Experience, I wanted to know more? If we were not able to stay in the Garden of Eden, how can we return there? What’s the real purpose in allowing us God’s Knowledge, by eating this apple, but then forced to discover all the limits through trial and error . . . Yes, I realize we decided not to listen and follow along with another, But ALL IS YOUR CREATION. If You allow us to be deceived and place us with deceivers, where is the justice in punishment? That childhood experience of ghosts in the closet, were a bit more profound for me as my imaginary friends were apparently all Saints and Angels who knew and recognized my place and responsibility, not allowing me to get in over my head. 

But I was able to see and envision the power and purpose, where the freedom to error brought more growth and recognition of these deeper truths. Of course, I demanded more, where I was seeking to understand my own responsibility. Was I really here to develop Solutions and Expressions of these deeper truths. Or maybe I'm just setting the stage for our next transition back into more Spirit!?!?!

2:36am 1/19/2024 Returning home to this passion of mine brings the Joys of Love so present and fulfilling. I realize my hunger and desire to reach those that I love who are close to me, needs to be more generalized and expanded to include everyone, , , , instead of only my son or Friends. Building the gardens blog feels right, now expressing this deeper truth here already. It’s sharing recipes and techniques all together for others to learn and use easily. No limits, No insecurity. The restrictions imposed by our greed impacts everything. I too have been waiting to get an advertising scheme in correctly, to monetize my writing more. But as forcing my learning and insight onto my son and friends has not been realistic nor have I been successful with monetization yet.

In all honesty, I've just now accepted that remote teaching is more than enough for me to do now. I can easily sign-up to do classes across the world. . . . Except, I'm really making only peanuts and can't seem to afford anything. I might really be saying that only as an excuse to fast, as I never seen to be missing anything. Like already two cups of hot strong espresso, and half my giant bowl of fruit pictured here below!

I know, I've never really cared about my income and always have more than enough, or really too much usually. So my writing is about sharing the presence of God, which is really about making this place Holy. And I must accept this Joy and Be Glad about where I am doing what I must do. Yes, accept what is. I guess, it's really about Matt 4:18-22, to immediately leave my solitude to follow GoD'S Will here before me on this page of white, writing in my scribbles. Blessed to see the translations and corrections, that magically appear every moment. 

DAY 2 To deepen our understanding of the nature of sin and its effects, Ignatius proposes a meditation on the sin of the angels. Verse Luke 10:18 speaks about satan’s fall from Heaven. And I always remember it more as a time where Archangel Michael with his sward and shield essentially threw them out. It is interesting how some Angels got jealous of God choosing to experience more with people. I seem to remember that Angels are really with God all the time already; so being jealous of the separation of man and all the trauma and conflict we see and address as people seems odd.

I will call to memory the sin of the Angels: how they were created in Grace, and then not wanting to better themselves by using their freedom to reverence and obey their Creator and Lord, they fell into pride, were changed from Grace to malice and hurled from heaven to hell. 

This next reading from The Ignition Adventure, brings me to consider more of this . . . Of my own Blessing of freedom. I know I am safe and protected. I know I can do and achieve more than any possible dream and imagination. I know and see this constantly as my blessing and security in God, are very strong and present for me. It’s sad to think an angel got jealous of me, and now seeks to confront me and entice me into sin.

I know, i have more than enough, or really too much usually. . . And I wonder about expressing this more fully, in fear of my pride. Satan got caught in pride. Now as I swing the sward of Saint Michael and the fish of Saint Raphael . . . I witness the beauty and the power of all the Saints who respond to any call I could imagine. Again, I witness the peace and beauty beyond any possible dream and imagination and accept my place to bring it forward.

Yes, all for Christ our King, oh praise Him, oh praise Him, oh praise Him. This phrase was on the JoyFM Radio now. And yes, I do see the times where I wasn't focused on these tasks before me. Selfish and concerned about myself instead of thrusting my deeper truth that I essentially always knew. I've always been challenged to listen and find peace. 

Now for my next DAY 3: Genesis 2:4-4:16  What do you learn about the nature of sin and the effects of sin? Eeek this next section of my studies is long and intense. And as I consider it again now before I post my copies and I realize this is really the beginning of sin for all of us.

Of course, this really starts with Creation itself. And what jumps out to me now is how there is an intentional definition of the Tree of Life and Tree of Knowledge as very distinct and significant to the Creation!?!?

As I consider this, it brings me back to the prodigal story above where God has placed in creation something that brings conflict or curiosity, and choice. Like choosing to trust and accept or to explore and discover. Was I really a prodigal or was I exploring and discovering all the opportunities God had created and opened up to me?

Which returns me to sin created by man, was it man who opened these things to me, was it the snake, or is GOD intentional in creating conflicts and challenges before us. Like in the creation of life and His clear intentionally of planting the Gardens. Such beauty and marvels before us to inspire choices and explorations.

I'm sure we are all challenged all the time and the exploration of relationships and growth in knowledge and understanding is fundamental to everything. It’s really nothing new, but requires a deeper sense of self.

In these verses from book of Genesis, I am sure God, Adam, and Eve were enjoying the gardens and experience together for years, or centuries before the snake showed up to mess it all up. I mean the realization that man needed someone personally, likely did not happen over night. And making a new body and soul from the man’s rib bone is kinda interesting, as all mankind to come thereafter, are men born from the woman.

Yes, all life is filled with these synchronicities between opposites. The dichotomy between God and Man, then between Man and Animal, then man and Woman all twisted up together  one chapter of sins. And it's interesting how the snake or satan was in conflict with God, wanting to Be as God, and then used this same logic to entice Eve to pick and eat from the tree of knowledge so “their eyes might be opened, and ye shall be as gods, knowing good and evil.”

And this only brought them to fear and hiding from God, instead of a deeper knowledge and love of God. So now, what has this study and exploration of these issues here done for me today. Has any deeper understanding brought me closer to God, or opened more doors for me to get lost in ego, pride, and selfishness. As weird as it sounds, I was visiting a friend yesterday, where I wanted to share so much and to my surprise all I was able to share and discuss was the Unity Patent linked above.  I was sorta perplexed that our conversations brought me there, and I wondered if it was a “pride thing” to show off my patent, but he kept returning to the same ideas in consciousness. We were there with the same ideas again and again.

Now this next section focuses on the sin and consequences. I guess this is sorta fundamental to all of it. We all have to recognize that our sins can bring immediate responses beyond anything we would normally expect. I'm reminded of my TV loss. It really impacted me, kept me up all night and forced me into deeper prayers and explorations. But in truth it was really not a direct personal loss at all. It's really amazing how much I learned and grew with just witnessing the loss, and I realize we each have our own levels of learning and exposure to losses based on on own divinity, and commitments to Spirit.  I mean, for example I can not count how many times I've been threatened or approached death by violence and the direct impact from others and from my own hand as well. I’ve come to recognize that I am protected . . . 

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So recognizing I am protected, and knowing that I have been sent. Then seemingly having or getting everything I could possibly need or want. All together really seems kinda odd. And to have this all come up with Genesis and evaluating the original sin of mankind and the related sins that evolved from that moment seems a bit odd. Am I coming to some new realization on understanding that I've not perceived before. To end this section with a mortal sin where Cain was cursed. I guess killing his brother over an offering to God, seems a bit extreme.  While getting cursed seems qerally extreme. 

107.2 more on sin!?!..

DAY4: Ask: When have I failed to notice or respond to the needs of others? When have I felt isolated from God or others by my own sin? I’m not sure if I can even understand this. Like recently talking with my son, he was very clear about not believing in God or accepting Jesus. However, during our discussion, he mentioned visiting with my father. When I asked for “his impression” of my father’s health and future, his insights and comments were in the Love of God. When I mentioned to him how I felt, and how he was raised in the Spirit of God, he understood his deeper resonance though he still would not acknowledge it as God. Seems to me that whether we accept or understand we are of the vine and have branches pruned or not, we still produce grapes to God's Glory.

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I’m not sure if my personal experience with my son as described comes close to the experience between Lazarus and the rich man. But I do feel like my son and I would be considered rich, and I do know we have responded to the needs of others readily. I'm not sure or convinced it is still in my son, but I do realize the experiences of his youth still carry into his current state of being.

Equally, I know how generous I've been, where people take advantage of me. I recall My Dean telling me to stop being so “helpful and generous,” as it was taking too much time from completing the tasks I was assigned. This has helped me to develop a deeper level of discernment, through I find people can still take advantage of me.

I do know and see how generous others are around me, especially as I attend a Church within a wealthy community. There certainly are very few people in the disparity of Lazarus, but I know we have cared for many.

DAY 5: Read Romans 5:1-11 ("God proves his love for us in that while we still were sinners Christ died for us"). Now use your imagination to place yourself before Jesus on the cross. I have always had trouble with this. I have known and experienced trauma before, and have a very vivid imagination where placing myself with Jesus at the cross is difficult.

What have I done for Christ?
What am I doing for Christ? 
What ought I do for Christ?

While these questions are easy now, as I've made so much progress stepping into my place with God. I feel it has only been in the last few weeks where I've been strong and confident in my tasks and responsibilities before me. Each day I begin with Jesus, each day I listen and follow as best as I can. 

I know it's really been a few weeks where I have started classes, and find myself all on my own, staying in Jesus, trusting in Jesus, and working as I am lead.

And again the Exodus 90 reading this morning brings me deeper into this lesson before me. And their prayer

 Like Moses, we all have excuses. "I am weak, a sinner, an impure man. I'm too busy working hard to support my family. I have plans. I've been working hard at this for years and can't get distracted now." All these things may be true, but God is ready to intervene to fix the problems buried underneath the excuses. "I will be with you." This is God's response, giving us all we need to know to set out on our journey to freedom. He has heard the groans of our heart; he sees past our defenses to the source of the problem, and is waiting to act.

Will we come along in the unfolding of his plan? This can become the appointed time for our deliverance if we cooperate with God and allow him to act, opening our hearts in prayer and in honesty to our fraternity brothers. Pray today about any excuses you are making and how God can overcome them if you allow him space to act in your heart.

DAY 6: Repetition of the parable of the prodigal son and his brother. Conclude with the colloquy from Day 5. My intimate conversations with spirit have become more focused and clear, as where my consecration to Mary, is allowing more from Saint Mary and Saint Joseph. The joyfull experience of the Trinity as Father, Son and Holy Ghost has become very present and clear. Again the prodigal story of my own needs to be brought out to a new place.

DAY 7: Review the week as a whole and savor the graces. Conclude with the colloquy from Day 5. This week has been a challenge to write about. I have been busy with my classes, and realize I still have a lot to do. Wow, and family focus going now this morning is speaking about how important it is to have family meals together. Last week I invited two couples over and have still never followed up on it. It's really insecurity as I pay my bills and wonder if I will any income to cover even my basic expenses.

106 SEEL Ask and Receive

Time for SEEL again, week 6 is where we reflect on the calls we hear from Jesus. And we can all hear His voice coming through over and over again, and I guess more and more so, all the time. Or maybe I should say we can “choose to hear,” and then there’s another choice to listen!

I guess, this is really my whole point and purpose in writing. If I have been able to hear and share in the life and love of Jesus, then it would show up throughout my life. And I see how this is my experience over and over again, as each day I experience and share more and more of this sense of Peace and Joy that I have so much of the time. This ability to share and experience so much Joy (AND/or ANXIETY!) each day is now here for all to see.

Like again now, to understand and accept the many ways that God calls me. With the first reading, what more could I possibly ask for from Jesus? I guess I would like to have this time before me, to be more specific and more defined. Yea, I can write and share more and more each day and I know there is a lot here for me still to write and share! But to have little, or no other tasks seems odd. Yes, I know there is so much for me to do every day, and I must be patient and listen, as Directions are always coming.

DAY 1: Mark 10;46-52. Hear Jesus say to the blind man: "What do want me to do for you?" Hear Jesus say the same to you. What is your heartfelt response? Yes, what could I ask Jesus for, is also part of the communication. I know I'm not blind, nor do I have any physical or mental ailment that I need to request healing for. I know my professional world and business is sorta out in space still, but I kinda feel it always has been. I have randomly gone from job to job, careers and places never seemed to make much difference to me, I have always accepted what shows up. And whenever I consider questioning what shows up, then I seem to get lost or confused. Yes, TRUST is good, and has always worked for me. And so I continue here and move along with peace and ease. . . 

UHG and then ANXIETY hits seeing a LOSS in LIFE! And I called the Prayerline to Pray . . . for my Son and a USF Job!

 12:18:50pm 12/31/2024 Of course, now as I see and read these words again I realize how my world is shifting again. What do I ask of Jesus now? I’m seeking for help and insight to adjust my prayers to begin with Saint Mary and Saint Joseph to enable greater love and devotion to this family created by the Trinity. Jesus born to Mary and Joseph representing and modeling the ideal family.  Consecration to Mary tomorrow is about focus on the grace that we have when Jesus gave His Mother to help, lead, and guide us all back into the Love of beauty of Her Son Jesus. There is so much here that is powerful and awe inspiring for me, as I review what I’ve been studying and exploring. Over Christmas and Thanksgiving, I’ve watched all of Season 2 and 3 from The Chosen. . . and I grieve with Jesus knowing that no one listens and understands. . . 

Yes, last night I was starting Season 4 again. Then I have also found Bishop Barron on my MacBook over and over again, whenever I stop for lunch. My Mac is on my dining table, so it's easy to start, when I sit to eat. Now again, with his story about Saint Thomas Aquinas, “who’s purpose was to set our lives on Christ.”

This next Verse Jeremiah 1:4-10 (call of Jeremiah). Ask: How do I react to God's call in my life?  This is kinda neat for me as I’ve learned about my time in the womb, as I’d been through so much before finding Christ with the Roman Catholic Church from my mom.  I almost never survived the womb, and later had my mother struggle over and over to keep me alive and avoiding conflict and trouble. She really did a lot to keep me safe; Teaching me the Prayers of Saint Michael in elementary school when I was getting bullied . . . then again a prayer I repeated walking to my county office from the city parking garage, where I had to park the state truck I had going to school again.

Beyond this experience with the Lord from within the Womb, I get the sense I may need to ask God’s “hand to touch my mouth” as I get the sense I will have this experience needing to speak more about planting, as I am already busy with building gardens again. Course, I’ve been doing more and more with Church too. As Fr. Curtis asked me to help get a 4H club going with the school at church.

Read Jeremiah 29:11-14 ("I know the plans I have for you"). As you consider the retreat ahead, or your life ahead, rest in the assurance of God's faithful presence. I kinda have always been in the stage of expressing God’s Plans. I really never seen to understand then "fully" and then I step into things only to find I have to be teaching or sharing something else. I have accepted that He guides and protects me, so I'm always seeing the events in my life as a means to His Ends. Seeking with "all" my heart has become a very strong conscious prayer, where I'm specific about people and places. I am often challenged to do random things that Jesus calls me to.

This morning I was awake at 3am again. I listened to my Exodus reading: 

Here I Am 1 Samuel 3:1–14  Reflection: “Speak, Lord, for your servant is listening.” Samuel’s words embody the perfect response to God’s voice as he calls out to each one of us. He does not often speak in audible words like Samuel received, but he beckons to us in our hearts. It’s hard to listen, which is why Samuel even mistakes his voice initially. We must become silent within to attend to his still voice, which moves us without words but with a conviction that surpasses them. . . . 

This was to strong and present to me after the last two days trying to understand and express the experience of loss to my son and friends.

I then called the Prayerline at theJoyFM.com. It was so clear and powerful to be able to share with another man who really did prayers for people; stating and acknowledging the power and focus when two or more are together in prayer. I asked him if I could record our conversation when he got to the Bible verse: Proverbs 22:6 where a child who knows Jesus, will remember in age . . . They may get lost in between, but will always return, as many of us will go astray.

Day 4 is to repeat a verse again, and I mentioned earlier that I anticipate Jesus taking my voice and filling me with His Word and guidance more than ever. I have had this sense before, that might be why I set my blog screen to begin with thanking Jesus for bringing us the Word. I was really inviting Him to share more which really coincides with a lot covered this week as this is putting all my heart into Jesus . . . Then as with my son all these learning and experiences relate to each other. Like along with SEEL, my Consecration to Mother Mary, the Exodus readings, FamilyFocus, and Charles Stanley podcasts; this holiday season included watching The Chosen Seasons 2-3. So the anxiety study with understanding loss to bring us closer to God brought me to Jesus in grief as pictured. 

DAY 5 Luke 5:1-11 (call of the disciples by the shore). Listen to Jesus telling Simon Peter, and you, "Do not be afraid." Where do I experience God calling me in the midst of my daily life? I guess this one makes me laugh as I've lost track of how many times I've done that, “because you say so” and gone along with whatever guidance I get. . . I know I've even complained about getting so much to do all the time. It's gotten more stable. Like even with the Prayerline call this morning, the sense of more coming together and making sense to me was very present.

DAY 6 John 1:35-39. Listen to Jesus say to the disciples, and to you: "What are you looking for?" How do you respond? I guess I just wrote this. I called the Prayerline to ask that my son get some guidance and during conversation I mentioned my first Prayline call, when I asked for “job” and started working within a week. So now again, I've also asked to work again specifically at USF. So I was thinking specificly about one job I'm listed for at the Flood Hub, and real about what I'm looking for. And it feels like I will be doing Lent Alms on the Prayerline again, mass every morning, Exodus Exercises . . . uhg cold showers . . .  

Day 7, repeats.  Listen to the Lord your God!  Please, Lord Jesus, care for all the people in my life Emily, and Christopher, my family in church and especially Jay and Addys, Kevin and Kay, Dick and Sherry, Mike and Jessie, John and Anna, Jim and Lora, Todd and Marcy, All the families and children that are in the church, our Parish, Father Curtis, Father Claudius, Father Kevin and our community, city, county, state, and nation for the glory of god the Father, the Son, And Holy Spirit! . . . . . 

Thank you for this Exodus 90 reading this morning for the feast of epiphany as well! . . . wow look what I did: 

105 SEEL Greater Service to God! 💕💖💗💕💕💖💕

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

I'm so grateful to have this experience. I'm always so surprised by my opportunities and everything that happens to me each day. 

I started with morning mass, and then visited with Lisette, when I started this page. Then lunch with Jim was cool. Getting to know each more and speaking about church and our own growth. I told him about my experience with Dick in the morning. We both know Dick and share our growth and learning with him, so it was easy for us to speak about our own growth and challenges.

DAY 1: Prayerfully read the traditional translation of the Principle and Foundation that follows. Ask: How do I concretely praise, love, and serve God? What activities, people, or material things help me achieve this end?

I see my primary task now in serving God is to write and share as much as possible. I have recognized this task before me for a really long time. It's interesting as it has come and gone as a priority. Children, wife and work have taken their place here over and over again. Now in my silence and privacy I have witnessed how much more important it has become for me to write and share. The discourse about Principle and Foundation speaks of "indifference" to health & sickness, wealth & poverty. I agree to being indifferent to the events of life, while being responsible for the gifts I have from God. This responsibility really must include conscious choices to eat and work as necessary to sustain my good health and wealth. It would be disrespectful and disingenuous to become a glutton exploiting my health and wealth.

I readily accept what comes before me and honor everyone I meet, without priority or with indifference, but more so with respect and acceptance. This can often be a challenge and I've been as focused as possible to do as best as I can. This has required me to learn greater discernment where I prematurely engaged with others. I know I've still not turned-on my server or have I explored any other means of sharing and publishing. I wonder now if I have accepted what is easiest for me and not pushed into new areas as much as I should. I have been trying to do more at church and realize my own limitations.

What we are waiting for is the power and focus you are really capable of. You act and feel as a child so easily and have the ability to play into that. This truth and experience you carry and share is important. 

I get it and I stay in Your Word throughout my day! 5:57:57 12/14/2024 Like today the Exodus reading was clear and focused: 

During his time among us, Jesus was very active and involved, full of wise words and good works, healing, initiating apostolic action, and carefully training his disciples. He loved the world deeply despite its corruption. However, he always viewed this world in light of where it was heading; his gaze was set on, “the new world, when the Son of man shall sit on his glorious throne” (Matthew 19:28). The throne Jesus speaks about is a symbol for the divine rule of God, that blessed time when everything on earth will conform to God’s will, and all death, sin, fear, and injustice will be banished.

Let us remember our true hope in God’s coming kingdom and ask God for a full measure of the joy that filled the heart of Christ, “who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross” (Hebrews 12:2).

God is coming to save you, renewing the wilderness of your heart.

I have this Word with me daily!  My “in the woods” wildness seems to be where I belong most of all. As you just said wanting me to be as the child again which clearly coincides with my Principle and Foundation to be more conscious of my unity with Christ.

DAY 2: How have I been a good steward of the gifts God has given me, including created things, my talents, and my abilities? From my own experience, what gets in the way of my praising, loving, and serving God? How do the following influence my choices and actions: titles, honors, possessions, career, opinion of others, lifestyle? Be as concrete as possible.

I get it, as I follow your Word! Each day my talents and abilities are expressed to honor God even to my own embarrassment. A few weeks ago when the crew were picking up all the brush outside from the hurricanes, I went and pulled out a big steel BBQ pit that my neighbor had out in his pile. Yes, that couldn't go with all the brush.  It’s been out at the curb ever since. So today I went and measured it and then moved it to my tent space by my container. It was the right size to rebuild my composting corner to allow my mixer and all to work with the big old bath tub I had there.

Yes, creativity and talents recycling trash to make something work better. You see I got a big bunch of veggies this morning, I started my turkey soup and made my root veggie salad, and filled my sink with beautiful compost fixings. Yes, I have my steel mixer and drum the welder made for me, but that is great for mixing soil not chopping compost. So now with the steel BBQ pit holding up the steel bathtub, I can use my steel mixer to chop up stuff to put in to the plastic compost bin. I have three of the plastic city compost bins, that my steel mixers would cutup and destroy. I'm sure neighbors threw them in the trash. So now my new compost set-up is ready to rock and roll. 

Yes, I swallow my pride, and pickup trash to build another widget. My yard, house, and life is filled with them. I was thrilled at the farmers market today. Eva has dozens of plants out for sale now, and there is more and more yummy organics everywhere. It felt like home, even the music got me jamming a bit. I always feel like there is so much coming together here for me. Yesterday, I went to pick-up a truck load of brush and as I drove out to Venetian Isles I could see so much of the area had flooded. There were no sidewalks and I kept "seeing" the moving sidewalks taking all the flood waters away. 

When loading the truck with Dr. Jim we even spoke about it and Addys said how her daughter was doing patent reviews. What? It was really inspiring to see my one contact with Dr Jim and Lisette would be with someone who needed and could understand some of my patent work with Jesus. I've always wondered why I did certain things. Like rebuilding my compost seemed so far out there. I guess not really to “far-out,” as I've done so many other things that just "showed-up" and walked through the process before me with complete indifference. . .

We have been doing this with you for a long time. Your ability to listen and follow is very significant. As you never required an angel or a burning bush. You have stepped into so much just naturally, trusting what was before you and allowing things that happen fearlessly. . 

DAY 3: Read Exodus 3:1-15. Consider how God calls Moses to partner with God in the work of liberation: "I will send you to Pharaoh to bring my people, the Israelites, out of Egypt." Reflect on your own life: How have I partnered with God to help people, to build a more just and gentle world, to care for creation?

I See how I have followed the Word most of my life! And of course I've been districted and confused plenty of times too. But I've seen over and over again that I always end up in the right place at the right time. It often happens that I'm totally clueless, and even scared or insecure about my next steps or place in the mix. But somehow I'm always getting ahead or doing something that seemingly no one else can do?!?

I do feel like I am being followed or watched all the time! And equally protected as well. I wanted to get my server on this weekend, but then discovered another website much the same as my own, sharing and disclosing something for everyone to learn and understand. I then realized there really are several that I know and reference often. So maybe my place and purpose here with this is something else which is a feeling and vibration I feel about me more than ever.

This too has happened countless times. Where I work and focus on one thing and then discover it really is nothing about what I thought. Like I feel I've not done what I need to do but in fact my delay or distraction was critically important to allow me to be in the right place at the right time for something completely different than I was anticipating. Like now again, I'm really not convinced that I have any idea why I came to St. Pete in the first place. I feel I am in the right place all the time, but still really have no clue. This morning, I realized it was only 10 days until Christmas and felt this time alone would be wonderful for me to get ready for whatever could be next.

DAY 4: Repetition. As you consider again Ignatius's Principle and Foundation, recall moments in your life when you felt in balance and times when you felt out of balance. In other words, recall times of great spiritual freedom and moments of spiritual chaos. Whom do you look up to as people living in spiritual freedom?

I really have only met some women who seem spiritually free, like my mom and Joyce. Joyce was really a second mom for me. . . And they both recognized something in me, that I 'm still tying to understand. Then no one I ever met seemed to have more spiritual freedom than I do.  It doesn't always feel like a gift as I've been in St. Pete for 5 full years, and I still wonder what I'm here for. It seems clear I belong here, as I've been gifted and graced all that I need, whenever I need it, and so very much beyond what I could want on need. And the real chaos has only been a concern when I tried to do something or plan something on my own. I am in chaos whenever I get impatient and anxious about where I am and what I need to do or not do, and my trying to be, or do instead of just allowing and staying in my flow.

Maybe this is all about teaching you to wait and be patient: What do you think of that?? 

I don’t know? I trust you Jesus, say what you would have me do, guide me and direct me to achieve as you require of me. . . . I’m ready!

DAY 5: In the light of your prayer over the past three days, write out the Principle and Foundation in your own words-that is, write out the mission statement that you want to govern your life. Or create an image reflecting your Principle and Foundation (see, for example, Jeremiah 17:5-11).

I do have my Exodus 90 Why Statement that I've updated and see most every day: To slowly listen and love God in joy, gratitude and Peace! Then I reread Jeremiah as posted here, I get a deep sense of being blessed again, as the tree in the woods next to the River. Over and over again I've seen the waters come upon me and felt the Blessing that has always come with this. It's really something very powerful in my actual experiences, where that love of the wild and experiences of knowing God through the plants, animals and waters of the Earth.

Like we are coming to the end of the Consecration to Mary and I remember my first challenge here with accepting another voice or spirit between me and God. And I realize how I've always had a sense that God was female, as with Mother Nature. So calling to Mary was really familiar and felt like returning home to my own Mother. Then of course I accept and realize that the presence of God can really include all these voices and spirits us all are one of the same vine in life.

DAY 6: Read Philippians 4:11-13 ("I can do all things through him who strengthens me"). Continue working on your own Principle and Foundation . . .

Yes, I know! This is why I have such a strong and specific Exodus 90 Way Statement. Which brings me back to my prayer that I‘ve repeated since high school. Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to  . . . 

See, I've always been cared for and protected. And as crazy as it seems it has only gotten stronger and More focused than ever. 

I mean, I can get really specific about how I had the support and direction of the powerful all of my life. Or I can step back to Day Five above, and add some images of High School and where I work now at St Pete College  . . . And you can see what I mean for yourself.

Now as I see this myself, its very easy to understand, accept and to honor all the Graces given to me!

The Waldwick Warriors of growing up in Waldwick, NJ . . . Actually came down to Tampa with me to help start STARS. And now the same image of the Titans are with me again as I teach at Saint Pete College. I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ, thanks for bringing all this through me, for Your Glory, amen.

 

104.1 SEEL Spiritual Freedom

104.1 SEEL

The InTouch podcast, focused on how "humility" should be our goal .., I am outside with my iPad on my hammock. This old dirty hammock has been ripped up a bit. I put it into the washing machine, it didn't really get any clearer but the tears got worse.

I have not written much lately, and I realize my personal journalling should really be separated from the SEEL work that I need to do. It's weird writing now outside in the sunshine. Sometimes my scribbles are typed perfectly and then the very next line nothing comes out even close.

This Peace with Jesus is about being undisturbed, real and genuine; unanxious with the crazy events of my life. Content in all life, with Trusting Jesus in all things. Sustaining peace has been consistent, and I really feel lucky, as I've learned to just smile and go along.

Charles Stanley is talking about people being "Exalted" for service or something. I guess this really brings me back to where I started: “those who are given much, much is expected." attention… “To whom much is given, much is expected” . . . I went back to SEEL 101 to find this bold text I posted above, and so I decided to keep them both. I noticed I have the same words, but it’s slightly different. It feels like something I need to explore deeper. I guess it’s an added pronoun for “those.” Now, I struggle and fight with my tasks and responsibly. Now we read and study about mother Mary who completely submitted herself to God. 

And I guess this brings me back to my prodigal son story. Submitting my life to Jesus where all my will and expertise were given to Spirit. As weird as it seems I've already written about how I needed to find my old Journals so I can better understand how I had done this. What is strange now is that I scanned all the pages when the house sold in Seminole Heights. I did look through all my digital records and never found any of it. Then I was cleaning off my back porch and found a big wooden box that would work great to store the Journal pages. Yes, guided to do the same thing again. It’s obvious to me how much U get guided all the time, but I guess it’s important to share and explain these moments. Yes, when I moved in here, I found all my old Journals still in boxes that I had. Course I piled them all in the garage and never opened one.

I know l had to revise some of my commitments when l came home from the hospital in 1980. I'm not sure how successful I have been. I remember telling Jesus that He brought me back to do something here and now, so I didn't want any airy-fairy stuff coming through to me. With all that I've been through and seen before me, seeing Angels and Spirits seems like it would have helped instead of hurt.  So I have kinda asked to revise our commitments, though I'm not entirely sure I was successful. I mean my discernment might have been clearer and stronger with wings and halos. I tend to trust everyone too easily and accept what shows up as my next responsibility in Christ.

I guess that is why I need to stay alone at home now. I have nothing to do but write and share in Christ Jesus. I try to clean and stay focused about my place and responsibility. And it's never really clear to me. The been doing a lot of reading and not much else. 

3:58:49pm. 12/9/2024 I finished my classes on Friday. I didn't know my grades were due but luckily I was almost done with everything when I got a call from the office. I asked Lynn to help and it was all done in no time. I have done more since then, but I don't know what to do next.

2:05:53 pm 12/10/2024  Keeping peace with us always Ephesians 4, rejoice in the Lord always. I never felt trapped by my materialism. I always feel so much responsibility to be productive with all I am given. I see my time now as a way of escaping all my chores, writing, and learning instead of redoing my compost, plants, and gardens.. I still feel like I have so much to do. And I know I have to do these lessons. I know I am rich and I wonder if it will be gone next month. I have a hearing date February 20th about the house. Yes, 1420 on 20th Ave will be in court which all full like it's done already when I see these numbers all line up. Like peace is a gift from God to is my home and all God has given to me. So in peace I can accept all that GOD has given to me and know my work here will never finish through This freedom I have been granted.

Now, I need to repeat this last reading again. And as I read this over again I wondered how to apply it more to myself. Course I've never really "trusted" in riches beyond anything else, but have trusted God to bring me through. The riches have helped, and really have always just shown up as needed. But it's never been a priority, or even something that I really pursued. Funny, what comes to mind was when I first started working. Like when I come to St. Pete I was in a house in no time. I don't think I was in my new job for a full month and I was moving into a house. And then every time Colleen got pregnant I lost a job, where the new job was set within the week. Business just came so easy for me. Like, I remember how many times I've just told people how to do things, and solved all their problems with No invoice, no consulting or anything. Of course, what comes to mind now was when the county engineer asked me to this meeting with a bunch of developers, engineers, and attorneys. “What’s the model going to do here” . . . Easy peezy for me, but I could see that blew the place to pieces.

Philippians 3:7-16. Pray for St. Paul's single-minded and single-hearted focus on Christ. Ask: When have I experienced or witnessed such focus, such freedom in my life? When have I experienced or witnessed such focus, such freedom in my life? LOL, When have I NOT witnessed such focus, such freedom in my life? Seems like once again getting new words and definitions for things I’ve always known and always done.

I had a visit with Kay, and then Kevin called almost to confirm the joy of helping his wife on Monday. We spoke a lot, or I was able to speak with them both a lot. It brought me back to my Welcome witnessing and I had to find my blog posting about it which was really wicked kewl. I found it and discovered it was the transcripts from my conversation explaining it all to my Spiritual Director. 

It was a great blissing to read though it all again. And to see or realize how much has come from it, or how for I've gone since then. I feel like I've done a lot to prepare and step into something more and new and stronger than ever 
before.

Read John 3:22-30. Reflect on John the Baptist's freedom: "He must increase, but I must decrease." How have I demonstrated such freedom and other-centeredness? Where in my life do I still need to let go of excessive self-preoccupation and control?

I’m not sure if I have done this much at all. I know I've been inspired and dive into things with great focus and ambition. And I've seen and learned as necessary and then move on as necessary easily too. I've been perplexed lately as l have so many great opportunities, and have so many resources beyond my understanding. I've lost control of most all things. And recognize how much I still need to do.

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103.2 SEEL: asked for strength, love and wisdom

DAY 5 SEEL 103.2 12:18:23 11/12/24

Read Romans 8:26-27. Prayer can be a struggle sometimes, but find consolation in the assurance that the Spirit helps us pray in our weakness. Where do you feel weak in your life now?

Wow does that sound like a loaded gun. I’ve always asked for strength, love and wisdom, and I realize now you only get strong by bumping into challenges. Then of course, wisdom grows with an intellectual challenge. . . So I see how my life of asking for these have kept me busy. I know that’s part of my growing now is stepping beyond the past and moving onto something new. That was a whole idea of switching from Methodist to Catholic. I realize that was a change that would shift everything in my life.

I know I was right on target again. As noted here we really "know not what to pray.” And I guess this allows for the intercession of the Saints, which is really where I was at earlier this week. This again makes it very clear that I'm in the right place at the right time again. So guess this is really about refining my prayers for me!  I realized that I've really never prayed for people specifically. I guess I really never knew how to pray. So my prayer life might’ve included people in my consciousness, or that was concerned about people, but specific prayers for people haven’t been real until the last month or so. I realize I am more in service than ever. I guess that’s what Jesus said to us in the first place, that to lead and to guide means to be a servant to others. Thank God, we have Saints that make intercessions for us, cause I don’t know how I could do this myself!

What’s the next one?

Read Ephesians 3:14-21 (The power of Christ at work within us is able to accomplish more than we can ask or imagine). Where do you find that awesome power at work in your life? Where do you need such a divine, dynamic Presence?

Wow, A find the awesome Power of God everywhere in my life. This morning the family focus podcast talked about how I raised my children. It was so cool to hear. Doctors talk about giving children responsibilities. Of course, I was working at home as a consultant, so I always had tasks to do all the time everywhere. Yes, Projects-for-Credit!!! Or they call it experiential education now, lol!!! And I was making too much money, so I was always able to do whatever they wanted to do. “Oh another trip to Disney that means we have to do the laundry first, and clean up the house, and get ready to go. What else do we have to do guys?”

I always felt my kids were so spoiled. We had Larry Park Zoo passes. We had Florida Aquarium passes. We had Busch Gardens passes. We went to Disney every Christmas. It was insane. Of course, I had to get them kayaks and bikes, and everything else. Oh, what was so fun was they decided what to do and then always laid out all the tasks before we could get there. So I really felt blessed starting the day and sharing this Family Focus Podcast with my children. And getting to the men’s group just in time to help make coffee. And then I even was able to do the service at the church with Father Kevin. I asked him if he was doing OK, because someone mentioned at another service to pray for him; he laughed; No idea what for, but appreciated it.

Now I’m talking to my iPad, it’s working better than ever. It’s the same day that I go see the Saint Pete College IT guy. . . Of course it’ll be great to get all things fixed and working right. My Bike guy called about fixing my bike, so I think he’ll be here sometime. Then Mike needs a model done in Tampa so we’re meeting at Front Porch on Thursday. Wow, a good meal and a good beer, Can’t argue with that. It all feels like a beautiful blessing. It’s funny I was talking today after the men’s group., about all this legal crap. It’s like I’m mixing things up and getting ready for another shift, where everything just falls into place.. I’m still totally dumbfounded by the RFKjr video and I know that they’ll have a serious fight to get that done.

But the greed machine is a big lie and a big deception. That’s all talk. It’s all about fear. They’ll try to do something crazy and they’ll get caught red-handed. It’s about time. Funny how I just know it!

DAY 7
Review the week; savor the graces or return to a passage that was particularly meaningful for you. Recognize the Graces that God shares each moment, and I realize it is really beyond comprehension sometimes. So I met with the Lead Service Tech at St Pete College and he owns the same machines I have at home to well. Of course, he was really happy to help, and spent a few hours with me playing with my machines. It was really cool because he was able to get things working and show me other things. Like my MacBook actually had two operating systems or three operating system systems, including widows, that I could switch through. So they have the original that came with it and that has the Adobe Suite 6, which is just perfect anyway. Then I’ve got the latest and greatest operating system that I can use the new Adobe suite with the school. And of course, he set up the new Adobe suite on my iPad Pro too. So now I’m finally learning Photoshop. It was almost funny how easy it was for him.

I mean, that’s really just beyond belief to me. I’ve had this machine for over 10 years and I’m back to the original software and then the latest and the greatest software, I can go back-and-forth between them if I want. I guess that means it’s time I gotta turn on my Power Mac. He’s got one of those too said he was just using it for a server for a while, which is what I was thinking. My head is spinning how awesome things fall together.

5:30am 11/13/24 Psalm 119:74,81,114 I wait . . . . Waiting on the Lord to get me lean what I need to be. Were I get instep with God’s timing, everything is in concert and I have inner Peace and Joy. Ya a new day with Charles Stanley https://www.intouch.org/listen/radio/when-it-is-wise-to-wait-part-1a

God’s purpose is to grow us up, to be like Jesus, creating opportunities to learn patiences.

103.1 Wow Jesus has bike again for my real work here in Exodus

Now again, I start a new SEEL Week 3 that speaks about the intimacy of prayer and as usual all things coincide and support my work deeper into Christ. Yesterday the divine chaplet reading was also really focused and strong to me, like the last SEEL verse Jeremiah 18:1-6, where I see and know I'm reworked almost every day. . . And it’s always my own direct personal challenge. It reminds me of coming home as a prodigal son, I was demanding clarity and focus to step into. I had no need or desire to return, having convinced myself I had already beaten the machine. I remember accepting that God wanted me here and returning was about returning to Eden. I'm thinking now I need to go back and find my first Journal pages to see what I wrote.

I came to this with the Divine Mercy meeting. We always start with sharing our blessings, and I knew everyone had already heard or helped me through my last bike accident, so I didn't want to say anything. Lisette finally asked me specifically. I started out saying that I finally learned I had hit a neighbor’s truck and had enough understanding to submit an auto insurance claim. On the phone trying to submit, she asked the date of the accident and I had to look up the report at the hospital. And then when I opened it, I noticed they had already zeroed out all the fees. Wow, she said, “three days in the hospital dismissed, that’s a real blessing.”

After reviewing our blessings together we started talking about our readings and what we learned there. So I knew how my sharing had only started.  Yes, bringing me back to my first line in SEEL work: “To whom much is given, much is expected.”  So here sharing this moment as well with JOYFM just shared glad TIDINGS, where the mic picked up Candice talking on the radio: “you’re hanging out with us; Maverick city with a song that uses one of the names for God that’s listed in the Bible. The name is Jireh meaning he is our provider” that was so cool cause the radio came through on this microphone. 

Now random beta feedback to apple: having the space to write makes everything easier,  make everything work right and I forget that I can talk to it too. It is really cool if I get the music going as well, but then to be able to do everything together. Explaining what is not working just right yet. I know talking to the machine such a blessing. Everything is such a blessing. So if I can explain it with my voice, while you see the scribbles on the screen. What use is video without the sound… my words got stuck here a dozen times in this last paragraph

 . . . So talking about our readings greater things are expected from me. Thus, I admitted how my next witness had to be the prodigal story from my first bike accident in high school. It was also the prodigal story I heard in my first Welcome Weekend that I attended, when I knew I had to witness. Then the reconciliation with Father Kevin the next day, brought me back to the lessons with him and being barefoot. So I had to do the witness for Fr. Kevin and my Mom's Sermon. I presented after 10pm and felt like I really fumbled, but RFKjr perfectly repeated the same truth the next day. Now our reading about the prodigal brings me back to a witness about me, instead of just about my mom. Which is what Kevin said to me, about Sharing about me, instead of hiding all the time. 

Now again, I start with a new Bible verse for SEEL Week 3 Luke 11:1-13, that starts with the intimacy of the Lords prayer and what it is that we ask for. Again always the power and focus is about loving our Father. The greatest blessing of being a father is providing for children and a family. And of course, I always feel that is where I will end up again; Married with children. I deeply understand the ask and the desire to answer to bring great fulfillment to the father. And for me to be able to write this experience as it happens here before my eyes is another great blessing of no bike working! Knowing the complete blessing I have now again in Christ alone, brings such awesome insights. But here and now, I know it's about honoring this place and time that Jesus has given to me.

Wow, what is weird is knowing Jesus has been asking me to get on my bike again. And I wonder if that is just a distraction from my real work here. Put two patches on and it still leaks, knowing the love I share here is where I belong. Now adding another patch ;-/

And of course that is what the Exodus reading was about today too: OUR WORK! Doing our work! The fact that he promises to make them fishers of men, highlighting their original trade, seems to imply that they were quite excellent at it. And I guess my continuous challenge has been stepping into whatever God calls me to do . . . Because I’m good at it!! . . . .  Teaching, sharing, and writing about it . . . Biking and working, teaching, learning… uhg, WRITING! Yes, writing more every day!

And I know that's why I'm always challenged to ask for more, since I always ask for the same thing, I know I need more Strength, Love, & Wisdom - what I’ve asked for. Returning to Eden is no small task, and I stepped into every task before me, never really knowing where it was going, or what could be next. But ready to step in. I mean like now I'm teaching again and I just found out the professor I am helping wrote her PhD on experiential education. . . . Which I realize is something that I essentially created.

Which is the whole point, that its all for the love of God.  God’s work, God’s gift , God’s insight, God’s opportunity, it’s all God, so I just want the love of God, I want to fulfill His Eden, create and share the love and experience that He’s created for us, and to have it exactly the way that He imagined with that first spark. 2:02:21 11/9/2024 and again now I learn how its still new and He is creating with us this very moment. Which really means GoD'S Eden could even be the challenge of training and experience that we created In an AirBnB scout trip, mangrove planting, or bike ride.

So now the Next Verse for SEEL Isaiah 55:1-13 has another strong question: Are you able to be still and simply listen to God, in Scripture and in the deepest desires of your heart? And of course it all goes back to my deepest desires again. What did I ask for? What did I really want? What was my real passion about? What was my real goal? Can I be that specific?

What does it really mean to want to be in The Garden of Eden? How can I restore something that has never left us? How do I go back into something that has evolved and grown into something new? I think about the Jehovah Witness where John is now and how they have some picture of life on earth when Jesus comes back, literally the lamb with the lion.

Isn’t all scripture really about having our deepest desire becoming God? Not that we become God ourselves, but our deepest desire is to love God, become part of God, share with God. I guess it’s really ourselves having the experience of love. Being, sharing, and feeling that deepest most pure holy love that is God: Father, Son & Holy Ghost!! 

Ok so I guess I read this next verse before I posted it. So listening to the scripture here Is just a blessing again, with the waters of life bringing me into joy. Where the waters come forth, bringing abundant pardons, joys, great good in an everlasting covenant when we seek our Lord first! 

How cool is that?

I mean, I’m just in the right place the right time again. And now I gotta be really careful and stay humble, even if I just say the obvious. Sure, I tried to fix my bike tire a dozen times now. But I also recognize How important it was to write. . . I mean, the farmers market ended two hours ago. I always try to get there when it starts. Which was eight hours ago.

Psalm 63:1-8 ("My soul thirsts for you"). What do you thirst for? How do you experience God's "steadfast love"?

Next verse for SEEL Psalm 63…. 4:19:29 11/9/24 I need to find and post. Ok so, I went to write in a paper journal and started to write what really belongs here. I always say or play like, I don't understand. But in all honesty I might be the only one who really understands. Like I know Jesus and how He guides and protects me all the time. I really have almost always known this and recognize it has been something really hard to share or discuss with anyone. It's not that I really need to, or ever really cared if anyone knows, or understands anything I do or write about anyway. I guess I know this is not really for me anyway, though I always seem to benefit whenever I return to read anything here. And in all truth I sometimes feel this is all for another race or species at another place and time. 

I've even thought before this was something God wanted done so that when it's all finished we can go back and read about something unique. I know there are thousands or millions who try to reach others and create real - change. Just like I sure there are millions who share with Jesus and write about it. But who am I to judge anyway, I will just keep writing and growing and hopefully someday this will all make sense to me or to someone. Love and God only for the sake of God for the sake of love. Love for the moment accepting this task, accepting the responsibility.

. Always thirsty for God, and bringing me back to the c waters that have always been my life. So the love and Joy - I have is always present as I continue to praise and pursue the Grace of God. And again this Verse reinforces all that I know and experience in life. As I experience and share in this love as best as I can to be and share all that I have. All things for the sake of GOD and all for the Glory of God. Surrendering the self to bring more love and experience in love.

My morning listening of Charles Stanley on intouch.org Brings me Back to the Glory of God again. He said that so clearly I recorded it, To share and wrote down this anyway. Guess the Holy Spirit is all about my Guardian Angels. I feel like it’s a room full of spirits because sometimes it sounds like my mom, and sometimes Joyce, and sometimes Joni, and even Emily and Christopher come through sometimes. 

So doing God‘s work now, and fulfilling God‘s life, is about accepting His guidance, energy and direction to step into this relationship  . . . With my guardian angels! My mother, a Trinity of women. . . Father, Son and Holy ghost! I guess it’s understanding the mystery that God is really divine and we’re all just branches together. I’m just a grape this week! And sometimes I’m a branch too though. It’s all about returning to Jesus, it’s all about love, Everyone is Love, that’s all we have here! 

Satan is the deception. It takes us away from love, like shutting off the light. The love is always there ready and waiting for us. I just sent in another Apple feedback video. Someone replied to me about fixing something for me. So I went and tried the color dropper again. Than wrote a long thank you letter to them in the reply. And explained the attached Video, where the stuck text is still there. with my stupid work around. And added other keyboard issues they never fixed. It sucks, since Steve died getting a beta fixed is a crapshoot. I’m lucky if they catch anything I tell them now, before IT’d be fixed the next day, not anymore. I seem to remember about a year ago, I was all excited about getting an update every week, but that only lasted a month or two, I'm sure that is written in my blogs too.

Last night with diner I found this video to watch about Saint Catherine of Siena. And she was doing exactly like I do and love . . . Now with the autocorrect working, the words here are better than what I was planning to say, because I was writing about myself Instead of the True Passion of Jesus. . .

So as usual, I’m overwhelmed with the opportunity and priority to be here and share and grow in Jesus. I remember when Covid first hit, and I could smell the scams a mile away. Like my boss sending the engineering team home after his board meeting at the hospital. I’m sure they all planned investing in Pfizer stock or something more sinister and pathetic. But I was called to ST Pete and was suddenly almost forced to ride my bike and discover what could be next.

I get the sense now that I'm still needing to bike with the sunrise, and plant mangroves, love the water and everything else I find. It was really remarkable how I ended up biking and learning for months After Covid. It Feels like more I need to step back and research in my Journals. Actually, this really feels like I’m about to do that again. Like the world‘s gonna stop again. It is the same song on the radio repeating the same story to let the healing begin.

Everything happens so quickly. Like I need to read and post the next SEEL verse: DAY 4 Read Psalm 103 ("Bless the LORD, O my soul"). Speak a similar psalm from your heart.

The deepest truth, knowing Jesus is that everything is a blessing when we understand HIS perspective on trying to make a bigger group. 

And I actually said grape instead of group; because I was envisioning the vine and being one of the branches, or this week one of the Grapes! It’s always about growing my love, everything about our experience comes back to that grow, grow, grow… 

In fact, from all of my experience, Jesus is really good at growing lots of grapes. I find myself trying to make wine now because I have so many grapes. Of course, playing like a grape, not working is easy too, but then I also recognize that my time and effort writing here is critical work as well.

What’s funny is that I’ve written a dozen emails, and text messages, and social media posts and all kinds of weird stuff while working here. I’ve actually joined X, and Neighborhood, and TikTok, and Rumble… I mean Bishop Barron has a Rumble! I actually followed a bunch of people too. And posted to Facebook and Instagram. Usually, the only thing I post on is LinkedIn…. The flood issues are all that I know about!

Of course, my last email was how much this is a trip into the twilight zone for me. Because my first HS accident dream was about a city with moving sidewalks. Then the Patent that I filed at USF was using stormwater to move sidewalks!!! So now to be in a city desperate for solutions when we get an election that points to major solutions for all the scams I've spoken about for years.

It’s remarkable to me, like RFKjr’s speech about the health poisons in our culture showing up in my email box the day after I presented my mom’s sermon … yes fumbled presenting. While the video of RFKjr was beautiful and focused so much beyond my own rambling.