programmed alcoholics

Sunday February 5, 2023 7:02:20
Public Witness
Gospel & Reflection

Matthew 5:13-16

We need to be bold in articulating what we believe and why we love God. We have to affirm that such love has a right to be spoken and acted upon in public!

Yes growing up outside in the woods living love, life, joy while my brothers would sit and watched TV.

When we arrived in NJ in the 1970s, the woods behind my house extended for miles. It passed by a farm, my elementary school, included a river and lake then a community park. Another farm and woods continued across the street with the third farm further behind that.

When I complete High School in the 1980s, the farms and most all the woods were gone.  The beauty that I knew in early childhood, was replaced with the suburban development checkerboard of homes and roads. 

This mindless destruction of Earth's wild beauty parallels the pointless pursuit of beer and sports. . . TV creating programmed alcoholics. 

I've tried to explain how drinking is not bad or evil. Sharing in celebration is wonderful. But when the drink takes over, then we have evil. A beer or glass of wine is great, but not a 6-pack or a full bottle. Drinking to get drunk, lose consciousness, escape, or getting tipsy is the problem. Drinking and celebrating is fine and wonderful, but the need or desire get drunk is really a mental health problem. To seek escaping life or consciousness is a clear sign about some deeper personal issues to address. Alcohol or drugs to escape doesn't solve anything, but escaping circumstances is avoiding responsibility. 

clinging only to God

As Christian men, we must be what the Israelites are about to become: pilgrims, Exodus Men. This means detaching ourselves from things, from comforts and securities. It means clinging only to God and moving forward faithfully toward him. What are you clinging to? What do you need to let go of? Bring these things before the Lord today and beg him to grant you freedom in this very hour.

Enter into a dialogue with the Lord today regarding what it means that you are sacred, and set apart. Reflect with him on how he plans for you to live “set apart” and where you are failing at it now. Be specific, listen closely, and be willing and ready to CHANGE as the Lord requests. This will mark another solid stage along the road to freedom.

As I was sitting in Mass I knew I had to write more. I sat and prayed and then listed to the Rosary and started to read and write about my growth and experiences. As I opened my Journal I saw the last notes where Todd in the Exodus90 Fraternity meeting spoke about the mission and goals for everything. It starts with Prayer and getting Intimate with God. What’s it really means to bring this amount of connection to a relationship with Spirit. It means getting up at 4am for a Prayerline. Listening the two preacher pod casts, Family Focus and Intouch.org before TheJoyFM Morning Devotions and then their Prayers. Doing a list of ascetic exercises, and getting out a bike to reach the coastline for SunGazing Yoga and Prayers. 

But the bike had a flat tire? I  

Ask God for the gift of faith and the gift of holy fear, which is one of the seven gifts of the Holy Spirit (see Isaiah 11:1–2). Then, you will be daring enough to tell God what you really need, but you will also be resigned enough to submit to God’s holy will in all things.

improving every time

“ God never gives us more than we can handle.” Which I’ve always considered completely real for me. While the Exodus reading today disagrees, saying God will always push and challenge us. Yes, but all these Challenges are designed to inspire greater connection with God. It’s not out of reach, but part of our learning and experience to remember to ask God for Guidance and strength. Of course, as I was reading these notes in Exodus I heard more insights on the Radio. ,,, 2 Corinthians 5:14-16 ,,,, Romans 1:18-21

1/28/23 6:16an

Obey
Gospel & Reflection
Mark 4:35–41Reflection

It is the Lord God alone who can subdue storms. His power over storms appears as a motif across the Scriptures: “O Lord God of hosts, who is mighty as you are, O Lord, with your faithfulness round about you? You rule the raging of the sea; when its waves rise, you still them” (Psalms 89:8–9). Again, the psalmist says, “Mightier than the thunders of many waters, mightier than the waves of the sea, the Lord on high is mighty!” (Psalms 93:4). And, in a remarkable parallel to today’s Gospel, the psalmist says, “Then they cried to the Lord in their trouble, and he delivered them from their distress; he made the storm be still, and the waves of the sea were hushed” (Psalms 107:28–29).

And again they recognize my place and all this. It’s a remember hill. The light moves through magnetic fields, and we can see this as we do things. So I was able to notice how Jesus would envision the moon and the sun and the Earth spinning around us to move the waves. It was remarkable to see a sudden vision of these energies moving while I read this, I’ve seen this before I’ve been connected to this from the start. I guess, we all have. 

This power and focus is getting stronger all the time. This morning I woke up and it was cloudy out but still I’m dressed and ready to go. I don’t know if I’m gonna be planting mangroves or sitting in the sun, or just going to mass. I couldn’t get out of bed yesterday, but now I take the time to share. I did Underwood’s video and then the two exodus readings.

To Obey is the reflections peace, and I’m talking to this widget and the technology is improving every time, I know I created this myself for myself because “I Am” . . . . this is as we all are. Then each day we bring in new insights and directions to inspire and direct everybody. Recognizing this truth and sharing it is just as important as experiencing it, so I need to be very clear about how to connect to Jesus.His name.

Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ. I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, and I realize I’ve been struggling with the fence all week haven’t used this prayer to do much at all. I haven’t chanted as much as I need to. The Ritual at the Sun Dial was so clear and strong as the sun came out as I called it forth. It was so powerful and wicked cool as I came out when I started and then hid again as I was finished.

Practice what you preach

Today I had a call on the prayer line where she was having serious conflict with other people. She was literally being attacked by Satan. That’s what I said after she explained all the events. I told her how everyone calling me on the prayerline was asking for more Jesus. They were all deep in struggles, growing and learning where we each belonged and God’s Plan for that moment. How before the snake came along on the sixth day, we were all in the garden with God, and that’s all we had. It was good. That’s where we belong and that’s where we need to return to.

She totally understood when I started to share, she recognized how important it is to stay with the voice of Jesus! It was clear to me how Jesus was strong in her life and Satan was out to get her. Loving Earth and our neighbors was where we needed to be. Again I am testifying before others and Jesus is now, so much is changing for all of us.

We are all living the second coming of Jesus now. He never left us sending in the Holy Spirit with each moment we are alive together. And I told her how the snake and the deceptions were everywhere and she already knew. She knew about the toxic water and foods. I said it was so much worse, and the few who reach me are ready to help us shift to the next paradigm. I told her about the “international lawsuit” trying the prevent a Chinese company from exporting fish that they made out of plastic waste. I mean the firm was selling boxes of recycled plastics that were cooked and eaten as fish around the world. Like plastic that looked and tasted like fish made in a lab, and you wonder about Cheerios and other boxes of food that are never cooked, or more easily made. Like how much more there is in the stores now that is not even real. I mean sharing with her this random article I found about this ongoing lawsuit that couldn’t stop this exporting waste as food.

delight to connect

Wow, what a wonderful conversation. Someone called the Prayerline from Houston Texas. She's 79 years old and has been fighting cancer since 2001. She sold her car because she didn't feel strong enough to drive anymore and didn't want to risk anything. Now, she really is struggling being alone. I told her about the Chosen and how she could get this story about Jesus on her cell phone to watch at anytime she wants. 

We spoke about her experiences and then also about the Chosen. She was so happy and excited to know she could find this story to watch about Jesus. It was such a delight to connect with someone so strongly and hear her joy and excitement in her voice with what we shared. She began with such complete disparity and fear, ending in Joy.

It’s been a challenge to step into this place where I belong. Svetlana rented an ABB room yesterday and I spent the day taking care of her kids. We had so much fun building a garden box and then even a teepee. It was interesting to have this experience with them as I wonder if I will be building a garden or school or program with children soon. As weird as it was between projects, we walked around the block here by my house. When we walked around the church block next door, I noticed a sign in front of the school seeking teachers to help. 

I called it and they are looking for people to work with infants. I would certainly be able to. I’m not sure what I said, but it was clear they were looking for women. I left my number if they cant find someone.

find in church and here online each day

Lent was about the divine Promise of God filled with Human Responsibility. As I start to explain the next experiences I had, I am listening to the lessons on the Radio. "Delight yourself in the Lord, and he will give you the desires of the heart." Delighting myself was exactly where this experience with LENT started. Psalm 37:4. Taking Pleasure in the Lord. Focusing on Jesus more.

I recognized how my life was filled with the Love of Jesus. I must learn to "commit myself" to this Divine Experience as it shows up before me. This is a NOW experiecne more than ever, since "MY WHOLE LIFE" has really been a blessing. and Now as i see ALL MY DESIRES spilled out before me again, I needed to learn to Pray more. Yes real Prayer in communication with the Lord. Better communication, more responsibility, more actions, and more results. Psalm 37:5.

I'm always thrilled with this "hope I cling to," as I'm never afraid, but I go forward with this divine experience.  Each day I see this responsibility open up before me and I realize how much more I can do and see in this moment before me. And I wrote phrases I heard from the Radio again, as the InTouch message came through. And then the next song showed up.

It's funny, as I know "god is in the details" and the songs speaks the Words of Jesus as I write, knowing I'm deep in this Truth and mission of Christ before me. And so I get a screen clip and it's perfect, except this is missing the 5-6am links, when the other ministries come through online. LOL, and their "own personal good is all the matters." I've tried to tell TheJoyFm crew to make the NOW PLAYING links real for every moment. . . they do what they want!

Yes, I've told them to include the commercials, as business partners come on so quickly and pass, where no one can catch it all. I love supporting them, and have visited a bunch of partners, which are hard to find sometimes. They did add their business partner directory https://florida.thejoyfm.com/directory/partners/ but it's never explained. NO ONE KNOWS it even exists. They love making little sound clips that they use over and over again about Carmin Wheelbarrel but nothing new.

Matthew 16:24 => Take up your Cross! . . . carry it forth with others in community who help you and share in this truth that I find in church and here online each day: https://apps.apple.com/app/id528252707 oh this is TheJoyFM.com app that makes my day and experience so powerful all the time.

our "why" statement

 what is it that you really want?

 The Exodus message today came back to our "why" statement. Why are you here, what is it that i really want. Like this “want” to be able to write my scribbles and still have the auto correct and typing so everyone can easily read and understand what I mean. Yes know my intended "meaning" beyond my sloppy scribbles.

This was really the empty desire of a child not wanting to read or write like "normal" people do. But asking God to create iPads for me, with pretty write pencils that I never need to sharpen. Sure what would a lonely child ask for? If you can create a way to translate my scribbles into real words, an endlessly sharp pencil is easy.

https://www.intouch.org/listen/radio/the-desires-of-your-heart-part-1 

As usual the radio story is the same as My life story! Sometimes I wonder which came first. Yes LISTEN to the ONE Truth in Jesus which can be heard Worldwide now: http://florida.thejoyfm.com/music/listen-live/the-joy-fm/ 

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Creation waits in Longing for the "sons of God" Romans 8:18 giving a picture of how history is unfolding. . . this voice is waiting for you. Makes the New Heavens and New Earth, where creation will operate as it is Supposed to be Operating. . . Living in the freedom and Fulfillment . . . revealing the goals, to be stewards of God's Creation.  God's Regents of the Earth, for this to Thrive and Flourish.  

To Work From Rest. . . back to the father as a perspective where there is real purpose in your Work. Tell the Lord you Troubles, Show-up in Faithfulness and Lord help us to Keep that Bigger Picture in Mind - - we ask you will grant Grace, Peace, Healing in Your Word Amen.

there is nothing worth more, You are our living hope, your presence Lord. . . Holy Spirit, You are welcome here Come flood this place and fill the atmosphere Your glory, God, is what our hearts long for To be overcome by Your presence, Lord Your presence, Lord https://florida.thejoyfm.com/music/playing/ 

yes I can get this too: https://florida.thejoyfm.com/morning-cruise/home/2023/01/23/romans-8-morning-devotion/ and it's all live online each morning as part of My Ritual to Love God. . . because this is "MY PROMISED LAND" 

 . yes this whole life is part of a PLAN! 6:20:04am and I realize again this morning my mission in Christ is to reveal the truth that Father Kevin Spoke about where "each one Teach One" is the Holy truth about loving God and BEing Stewards for life on Earth. . . Stewards for Man to find their truth and power in Life away from the Matrix of lies and deceptions: 

https://stars4ideas.blogspot.com/2022/08/grounding-tree-meditation.html

 

Yes, this morning on the Prayerline someone called with the breakdown stress and anger. She lost her son, Lost her mom. . . Now her daughter was pregnant with a one year-old in hand and no rent. Yes real stress with menopause, which is really a scam too. . . like wisdom teeth! Something about money, not about health.